Where's My Lover?

born to be romantic, forced to be lonely. love me or don't touch me || he/him || 22 || sfw and soft nsfw

[veinssofglass]

"if we keep holding onto yesterday, what are we going to be tomorrow?"

hi, call me z.

busying yearning for a boyfriend.

feel free to send asks or dms, just have kindness.

I will not interact with minors or ageless bios.

spam: @z-bites

[veinssofglass]

hello my dears. I know I have been gone a while which I do apologise for and I know people look forward to my posts. however, due to some changes that have been happening, I am mainly focusing on myself as opposed to yearning and don’t feel it often, which is why I don’t post much. so unless I get those late hour blues, posting will be inactive, but this account is still alive. If anyone is interested, I will be more active on my spam account x

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a soft movie night where his head is in my lap, and I’ve got one hand stroking through his hair while the other traces patterns along his spine

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hello darling, i quite miss seeing you on my dash. i hope you’re alright 🤍

hello dear anon, I’m so sorry for my absence and late reply. I’m all good and hope you are too, just had to take a step back in order to figure some things out. I should be back to posting very soon💜

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Hi hi~

You don't seem to be online often, so I hope you're doing well. What's something you like doing to take your mind off things?

Bye~🦁

(Ps. I love the picture of Dorian Gray, one of my favorite books by far. I must admit I haven't read the other two, but I'll certainly add them to my list)

hello my dear anon. I do apologise for being gone so long and answering so late. I am doing good, and I hope you are too. to answer your question, I think it depends on my mood, but 9/10 I will always listen to music, as it just soothes something deep within my soul and brings immense comfort, or even makes me feel better depending on the song. but I will have to say, recently I have been getting into producing my own music, so I guess that’s another thing that helps take my mind off of things. as you can see though, it all boils down to the subject of music :)

(the picture of dorian gray will always hold a special place in my heart, and I hope you enjoy the other two just as much as I did, they really were an experience)

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Hi hi~

I was curious because you write so eloquently. Do you like to read? And if so, what book(s) would you recommend to someone?

Bye -🦁

(Ps. I love all the movies you mentioned, especially horror movies, I haven't watched Spirited Away yet, though..)

why hello again dear anon, it's nice to hear from you again. genuinely, thank you. you think so kindly about me, that's very sweet. I very much do like to read, and my go to recommendations would have to be: the secret history (donna tartt), the picture of dorian gray (oscar wilde), and pride and prejudice (jane austen)

(I will forever recommend spirited away, I fear I know the whole movie off by heart now. if you ever get round to watching it, I hope you come to love it just as much as I do)

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I'm waiting, so please come find me, my love

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Hello 👋, I hope you're doing well..

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calling him hubby even though we're not married, just so I can watch him get flustered

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heyoooo,

what's your favorite book series GO RIGHT NOW GO ANSWER RIGHT NOW THIS IS PEER PRESSURE

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hello there lil mayo. a lot of my collection consists of stand alone books aside from my manga collection, so I would have to say that my favourite series is definitely Haikyuu :)

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Hi hi~

Love your blog by the way,

Question: what are your top 5 favourite movies and why?

Bye~🦁

why hello dear anon. thank you, that's very sweet of you. this is probably likely to change since I am quite indecisive, but I think I would have to say: nightmare before christmas, spirited away, how to train your dragon, the mummy, and the conjuring. most of these I grew up watching, so they will always hold a special place in my heart. I guess you could say they are comfort films. as for the conjuring, I love horror films and would personally say it's the best one I've watched

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What type of aesthetic do you have?

Favorite genre/s of music?

Are you allergic to anything?

why hello dear anon

I think my aesthetic is probably between grunge and chaotic academia. I'm an INTJ, if that counts towards the type of person I am

picking genres are hard since my music taste is quite broad. I'm more so a person who goes: "if I like it, I like it." that can range from BTS, to chase atlantic, to black veil brides, to nothing nowhere, to keshi, etc. the list can go on, but I guess main genres would be kpop, rock, indie, and rap?

unfortunately I am allergic to pollen, grass, trees, dust, and I think cats. however, that will never stop me from going to a park, or smothering my cats :)

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What would you order at a cafe?

hello dear anon. it depends on my mood, but usually I will either order a latte or a cappuccino. they may be classed as simple, but there's beauty in simplicity :)

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Do you still have a crush on tht guy from highschool?

why hello dear anon. I can thankfully say that no, I very much do not have a crush on him anymore, and just happened to somehow dream of him

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do you or would you date long distance?

hello dear anon. I wouldn't say I'm completely opposed to long distance dating, but I would say I'm quite reluctant to the idea, since if I am with someone, I would like to take them out on dates, hold hands, cuddle, and kiss (dear god it's the best feeling). I guess I'd have to really like someone to be able to do long distance

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Hi I love your blog. Favorite thing you've written?

hi there dear, that's very sweet of you, thank you. my favourite thing? that's actually a tough one to answer since I have a few that I'm proud of. they would have to be: annotating books about him, me being the moon, or waking him up in the morning :)

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hi, answering asks are actually fun, please send more so I can answer them when I wake up :)