; protector of liv.

❝ blood is t h i c k e r than w a t e r & my sister is in there so. ❞ sideblog for deceasxd

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❛ no, but i’ll hit it again  just to make my point. ❜

            ( she lightly hits his chest with her elbow                but then it dawns onto her that she’s                 hurting him and she didn’t want to                 scare other people away so she                 decides on accepting his offer. )  ❛ sit with you or on you? ❜

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      ❛ which ever you prefer, baby. ❜

                 ( there's a small twinkle in his eye, maybe it's                    happiness or amusement but it' definitely                    because of her. )

         ❛ i wouldn't mind it if you sat on               me though, you're keeping                me warm. ❜

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           ( she tries to move free from his grasp but he was              actually stronger than he looked. much stronger.              that or she was weak , no it wasn’t that. her hand              holds onto his wrist and her nails slowly start to              dig into his skin as she smiled up at him. though              her grin fades as he gets in too close and her              other hand moves to dig her nails into his skin              as well. a disgusted look on her face as she spoke )

❛ keep it up and your face won’t be the next thing i hit. ❜

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       ❛ does that mean you'll kiss             it better afterwards ?? ❜

    ( his eyebrows wiggle in a suggestive nature, though his       smile fades ever so slightly as he realises just how       unbelievably selfish & arrogant he's being. )

               ❛ sit with me & i'll buy you a coffee? ❜

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            ❛ no, i don’t always understimate men ,   but i did call you a boy . there’s a difference. ❜           ( the second hands laid on her, she wanted to let her fist collide with his face. he was making             a scene & she didn’t want to be a part of it.             but eyes were already on them and she wasn’t             just going to sit there dumbfounded. her palm             smacked onto his cheek, leaving a good mark. )                ❛ no. get the fuck out. ❜ 

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    ( his arms wrap around her waist in a means of keeping       her close & also secure her placement upon his lap.       even when she slaps him it doesn't phase him because       he doesn't wanna' make a big deal even  though it kinda       tingles. )

          ❛ ---------- girl got moves. ❜

                ( a cheeky smile upturned at his lips, brightening already                   lightened features as a hand places upon her thigh &                    lips press against her earlobe. )

    ❛ forgive me ?? ❜

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       ❛ cute, but its my seat now.          you could try to move me,          but you look like a boy who       couldn’t even lift twenty pounds. ❜

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    ❛ oh princess, do you A L W A Y S underestimate          men or am i an exception ?? ❜

              ( eyebrows wiggle in sheer amusement as he takes                  a dangerously close step forwards so that hands                   can lift the petite brunette up ever so slightly so he                   can fit under her with ease, placing her atop of his                    lap so that hands rest upon her hips. )

    ❛ then lets share ----- ❜

[veneficxs-blog]

     ❛ princess, you're sat in my seat. move            before i remove you, myself. ❜

[radioheavy]

does anyone else get friend-jealous really easily?

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         ( she stood near a wall with her arms crossed            as she watched everyone dance around with            smiles on their faces — everyone’s except            hers. the voice that rang in her ears only            brought her annoyance. once turned around            & brought closer, she leaned away to avoid           his lips. there was already a party that the           whole town knew about ; it was too late to           pretend that he remembered. )

                     ❛ don’t. i’m mad at you. ❜

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     ❛ baby, i didn't forget. i've just been planning           something. something special & that's why           i haven't been here. ❜

        ( aquatic irises roll in disbelief at the mere fact           that his own girlfriend believes that he'd forget           her own birthday but he'll push it to one side           because nothing, not even her lack of trust in           him, will ruin what he has planned. )

              ❛ maybe we should go somewhere                    more peaceful? with just us? ❜

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     ” and if I was? would        that make you jealous, lukey boy? “

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     ❛ of course not, i have verity. why,            does that make you jealous? ❜

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       ❛ isn't the birthday girl supposed to be             dancing on her birthday, at her own             party? ❜

      ( he's stood behind her ; hands placed upon her hips         as he spins her around so they're facing one & other.         though the main purpose was to press a soft kiss          upon her lips. maybe there's also a part of him that         wonders if she thinks he's forgotten because he          hasn't. he would never. )

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       ❝ N O .I just said that I           don’t know you. Why           the hell would I kiss           you? I think you’re            some crazy creep. ❞

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         ❝ ---- kiss me. ❞

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       ❝ well, i don’t know you;           so how could you be           my b o y f r i e n d ? ❞

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        ❝ i can prove it. i'll show              you... kiss me. ❞

[elenasgoodbye-deactivated201407]

    “ You still sleep with stuffed animals?                Let me guess, his name is Joe. “

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      ❝ please tell me you're not here for            liv because that'd be off-putting. ❞

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      ❝ no. who are you?          if you’re not going          to tell me then          please just leave. ❞

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        ❝ ---- you're my girlfriend. ❞

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      ❝ who are you & why are you here? ❞

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         ❝ verity... please. ❞

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❝ —— who are you? ❞

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          ❝ ------ what? ❞

[veneficxs-blog]

verity salvatore lived an extremely complicated life, as many of you know— complications that most of us wouldn’t be able too handle; but verity being the strong, independent  woman she was— she could handle it. i’m pretty sure that she could handle anything thrown at her & that’s why everyone loved her.

she wasn’t one to whine about her problems— she’s a woman who could handle them herself & even when you offered her help she’d turn your assistance away. not because she was proud but because she wanted to prove just how independent she was. which really no-one needed proof of because we all already knew just how independent she was.

the love for verity was undeniable; she was loved dearly by many of the towns people— by her siblings; damon & stefan… & by me; her boyfriend. & she made a huge impact on all of our lives; an impact we’ll never forget & will never want too. she made our lives worth living.

you would not believe how long i’ve been awake trying to write this eulogy… it took me all of last night & early ours of the morning & all i could think about is how much i’d miss her. how much everyone would miss her. she was my life & now that she’s been snatched from me so early, i honestly don’t know how i can go on living—- but i will because i know that verity would want that & i know that even in death; we’ll find one & other because we’re supposed to be together. always & forever.

verity cared about many things in life but the thing she cherished most was her brothers. they’ve stuck by one & other for years— ever since she was born, i guess you could say. their bond is unbreakable & even i know that even in death, they’ll live as one… & i’m not even a fan of her brothers but they mean the world to her & it’d be cruel if i didn’t add just how much she loved them, in this eulogy.

she also cared a great deal for her friends— i know of only two great ones; kol & katherine. & i know they mean the world to her despite our differences. & what kinda boyfriend would i be, if i didn’t include them? i know they made verity’s life just that little bit easier & her that little bit happier & i wanna thank them for that because sometimes— i was an ass & i could see that i didn’t always make her happy & i hate myself for that.

i know verity wasn’t prepared for this, you could say; she still had her whole life ahead of her. in all honesty— no-one was prepared for this, least of all me. & on the day i heard the news that she was close to death, i wasn’t a great boyfriend & i wanna apologize for her because i love her so much & i never got to show or prove that to her. no-one expected her death & no-one was ready for it & we all would of done anything to save her but we knew it was too late & she was gone.

i just wanna conclude this eulogy with the fact that she’ll be missed dearly by everyone she both loved & everyone who loved her & she’ll never be forgotten. she’ll always be in our hearts. & wherever she may be now; whether it’s on the other side or where she deserves to be; heaven— we’ll find her. i’ll find her.

i love you, verity. please come back to me? find me. or i swear, i swear on everything i possibly can— i’ll find you. because we aren’t over, we’re just beginning baby. i promise.

i will never give up on you. on us. i will search forever if i have too. believe me baby, i will.

Luke Parker. 

[veneficxs-blog]

verity has passed away.

      ❝ ——…. ❞

( he swallowed sharply; his thoughts running away from him. he didn’t believe she was gone. he couldn’t believe it. he wouldn’t. she’s a vampire— she couldn’t be dead. she’s not dead. & he’ll keep telling himself that until he has proof. but the struggle of belief is crippling him inside; verity is his life & she will always be & the thought of her being dead, gone, is already destroying him inside.

he can’t deal with all the emotions, neither the pain—- all he wants is to hold verity close & never let her go but she’s dead. how can she be dead? verity didn’t deserve to die— she had a life worth living, a life she could’ve made herself stronger in… a life she no longer has because she’s dead.

he should’ve been there, he should’ve been there to protect her, to fight for her, to love her— but instead he argued with her, over some guy he knew she wasn’t cheating on him with & now his whole life has slipped through his fingertips & he’ll keep grasping for her but he’ll retrieve nothing because there’s nothing left. ) 

                   ❝ this can’t be happening, she can’t be dead—                        i was with her only a day ago & she was                         fine, she can’t be dead, you’re lying. please                        tell me you’re lying. please. ❞

( he's now officially broken-- everything in his life has fallen to pieces. first his family & now the love of his life; the only love he's ever had & he can't even process the fact that he's lost her forever. but maybe forever won't be a long time-- he'll find her; even if it takes his death to do so because he'd do that for her. he'd do anything for her. )

               ❝ verity, if you can hear me & you're on                     the other side ; please come & find                    me--- or i'll find you. & that could get                    ugly. just please. find me. ❞

( he will never stop loving her-- because they're supposed to be. they're supposed to be together, forever. & eternity without her seems like something that'll never happen because they're meant together. & when you're meant to be together--- you'll always find one another. )