anon

fuck fuck FUCK

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is this page cringe? yes

but is it a much needed outlet? also yes. so leave me the fuck alone

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when you know you’re being used but you just go along with it because at least it keeps them around

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i wish i knew what’s so wrong about me

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this isn’t how you treat someone you call your other half

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and i'll suffer in silence just like i always do

but maybe just for once i should say something

to try to get you to realize

to get you to understand

to get you to change

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they say buying love doesn’t work

but if i spend enough maybe it will

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i just want to mean something too

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it’s okay. it’s fine. because everything is going to change. i made sure that it will change

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you can’t treat someone poorly and then be surprised with the way they react

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am i this desperate? maybe

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good fucking night i guess

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i can’t bring myself to do it so i am stuck and forced to wilt away. i am rotting from the inside out

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would anyone notice if i disappeared? would anyone care?

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why do you even bother

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i never mattered i was never important. i know that. i’ve always known that. but it still hurts every time

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if you want to go then go. i can’t bear to fade away.

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i don’t understand i really really don’t i don’t get it why do you hate me what did i do