th1s one 1s actually pr1vate don't look ok.

nah.

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“there is no such thing as a weed problem” I almost say, before realizing that even as a queen my mental bullshit still is regulated by drugs and alcohol, and there for, to an extent, is a problem even if it is not to the extent it used to be.

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1 th1nk the problem 1s that 1 keep us1ng 1t as a stress rel1ef rather than an occas1onal for-fun k1nda th1ng 

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You’re always welcome back here whenever you wish darling :*

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1 m1ght

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Beg1ns to wonder 1f 1 have made a problem out my my smok1ng

proceeds to smoke more to avo1d the problem

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passus’ castle 1s beaut1ful and d1sney 1s a l1e. 

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Darling please, you are most welcome here.

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!!!!

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1′m a b1g nerd who wants to snuggle passus. 

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everyth1ng feels heavvy and1 honestly dont know 1f 1ts the weed or deppresss1on but 1 hjust want the sttat 1c to stpo,

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riddlesinpaint replied to your post: 

ill be over in a minute

ok.

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1t’s pretty damn qu1et w1th nobody else here. 

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Talk1ng sh1t out w1th Passus has been the most rel1ev1ng th1ng w o w 

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You know what 1 havent done 1n two and a half forevers.

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Dearest Passus, I wish I knew what I could say. No amount of apologies could make up for what I've done. No length of time could forgive, no depth of sorrow could scratch the surface of my remorse. I don't think forgiveness is something I can seek from you, and that's okay. I just wish I could make things right for you. Its not about me, its about how much I must have left you, how many times I've messed up. I want to be their as a friend-- as your moirail, to support you and be there to listen and help you and >> Scratch all of that out. Way too desperate sounding. Immediately toss it in the trash.

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how the fuck does one feel so ruddy exhausted after a long day of do1ng noth1ng.

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everyth1ng 1s so d1fferent. 

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riddlesinpaint replied to your post: s1ts here 1n front of the husktop w1th p1ta bread 1n one hand and...

curls up next to you with a stupid look on my face and like a million doritos

aw hell yeah 1 love dor1tos

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s1ts here 1n front of the husktop w1th p1ta bread 1n one hand and peanut butter 1n the other. 

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oh fuck1ng fuck1ty fuck 1 completely forgot to del1ver everyone's presents