Haha I fucking hate this I’m nothing but a failure and I’m never gonna amount to anyone’s expectations even if I try, it’s no fucking wonder everyone is ridiculing me and getting mad at me and treating me like a burden. It’s cause I fucking am one. I don’t wanna be awake or aware of reality almost all the time. If it weren’t for my fear of dying, I’d probably kill myself because I’m 20, overweight and mentally challenged, cause everyone would be able to move on eventually.











