Venting Crow Named Cove

Just a sad crow 

[venting-crow]

honestly im so fucking surprised ive lived this long

[venting-crow]

been a while since ive been here

been weird the last few months

ive felt like im trapped here living and just kinda wanted to leave

still kinda do but not a lot like before....

and i still love someone dearly...and that really hurts but i need to get over it...

and her....

for myself...

[venting-crow]

I FEEL LIKE I DON’T FUCKING MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE DO YOU STILL WANT TO BE FRIEND OR NOT?? FUCKING TELL ME FUSK YOU

[venting-crow]

i think i feel sick cause of you... knowing i love you and i cant have you...its so...conflicting... i want you but do you even want me? probably not in the way i want.. i know that... im a fucking idiot

[venting-crow]

keep talking about how much he means to you...how special he is... then ill get the idea that im not that anymore...

[venting-crow]

reflecting on last night... yes, im still a bit hung up on you i dont know why and i know it should stop... i got jealous and angry when you said his name...it still hurts... i know i should give up...and i want to... something in me still wants you...the you i knew before....

[venting-crow]

hearing you sing made me fall back in love...

[venting-crow]

you really are changing..

[venting-crow]

fuck you

[anxietyproblem]

[nothing-but-a-depressed-teen]

[dagatesofheaven]

help ! i was vulnerable and i can’t take it back !!

[anxietyproblem]

[venting-crow]

if you need space, id rather know....than not...

[venting-crow]

i feel ignored i feel like shit fuck you

[venting-crow]

because you like someone else... i feel like a back up...an afterthought...

[anxietyproblem]