[ventspider]

I just replayed a video 5 times because I kept zoning out because I'm so fucking sleepy

[ventspider]

I am so tired that my eyes are watering but I am DEDICATED.

[ventspider]

WHY DID I NOT SLEEP

[ventspider]

I literally have not slept at all I'm so stupid

[ventspider]

Anyone: Maybe we should have a couple hours apart for our own good and wellbeing! Me: They can't bear to be around me anymore and I'm pushing them away by being so clingy and emotional

[ventspider]

Look, Ren. We get it. You're a little difficult to be around for long periods of time. You're whiny. We understand.

[ventspider]

Do I just stay up

[ventspider]

I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE AWAKE IN MY LIFE, I THINK.

[ventspider]

Shouldn't crying make me fucking tired?

[ventspider]

Yes, Ren. We get it. You're unhealthily attached to your boyfriend.

[possumboyfriend]

[transcharles-deactivated2016081]

“hey peter" 

“yeah wade?”

 "yah-hoo!“

[transcharles-deactivated2016081]

“hey peter" 

"yeah wade?”

 "yah-hoo!“

[ventspider]

I don't know why I get excited for things

[phosphorescent-naidheachd]

Remember those who were murdered in the Holocaust, but also remember those who died in its aftermath:

Remember those who survived the Holocaust only to go “home” to communities that still wanted them dead; communities often filled with former Nazis and Nazi collaborators. Many of these Holocaust survivors were murdered in pogroms and riots. According to Yad Vashem, “Antisemitic gangs murdered approximately 1,500 Jewish survivors in Poland alone, in the first months after the liberation.”

Remember those who survived torture and medical experimentation in the Camps, only to die some time post-liberation of the aftereffects.

Remember those who survived the Holocaust only to die of illnesses previously contracted in the Camps; or to die, in their weakened state, of starvation and exposure to the elements.

Remember those who survived the Holocaust only to be sent back to prison – sometimes in the very same concentration camps from which they had just been liberated – to finish serving out their terms for violating Paragraph 175, often dying there.

Remember those who survived the Holocaust, only to take their own lives in its aftermath.

Remember that liberation was not the end of the story.

[ventspider]

I don't want to fall back asleep I don't want to dream that again

[ventspider]

I woke up shaking and I can't stop