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[venusdaughter444]

ngl id feel a lot better rn if my hair was pink

[venusdaughter444]

when i was 12, actual men from India would follow my insta and dm me and i was really annoyed

now im 18 and bots can take my insta and create deepfake porn with it and i wish i could say i’m annoyed but i’m just really sad and scared.

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the internet is ruined, we will never clean the ai shit off of it. we had built something so amazing - the literal purpose of it was CONNECTION. To connect with others so fast, to see your missed ones talk while miles apart, to see all the art, to hear the music you love, to find friends that like the same nerdy stuff you’re into. everything ever put on the internet has been made by another human. and it’s ruined. browsing the web now is just trying to swim through all the bullshit psychological manipulation ads, bots posing as meme pages and propaganda crap. im angry and i miss what it used to be - a place to be human with others across the globe.

i’d like to log off forever. to only read paper books, see art in museums, watch movies on dvds. but i can’t, no one can and they did it to us on purpose. we are all victims. we are all trapped

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i can’t separate my true self from what i am being fed

are those what i like or are those just advertised ?

does such thing as an identity even exist ?

am i expressing myself or just creating a brand, an image for others to perceive; like a careful puzzle ?

[venusdaughter444]

i was so brave and wild my mom couldn’t stop me . i didn’t allow my hair brushed , i didn’t wear a winter coat. i swam in ice cold water. i was wrestling with boys.

through all the brain washing society puts girls through, she is still there in me . in fact, i would wrestle a boy right now .

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im kind of unsure if i want to keep posting my face on the internet. i might delete all of my pics 🤔🤔🤔

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everything about this fit was perfect. 2024 was prime

[venusdaughter444]

this is how female friendship feels to me ⭐️

to my best friend, i love you

[venusdaughter444]

i scroll and scroll trying to find anything that catches my soul, anything to express what i feel. but it’s useless, i’ll never find it, because it is for me to express. it needs to be created by me.

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its funny no matter the situation i will find something to be anxious about. during exams im anxious bcs it can decide on my future. after exams im anxious because it rains and i have to drive.

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HAPPY PRIDE TO ; the author of The boy scout pledge, the conservative guy coming out to dean withers as bi in a painfully poetic way and that guy that commented under a video with edward cullen that he feels hot but will be punished

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saw these beauties today

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work is killing me but my customers are so cute. today a customer lost his wallet and when i ran around and found it he later came back and bought me chocolate. some people are genuinely so empathetic i love them.

[venusdaughter444]

female friendships are so beautiful wdym my bff came to my work to give me a hairspray i once said smelled nice and a crafted bouquet card with a letter because she’s going for vacation and will miss me?

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i know she has to go and i dont want to guilt trip her but like FUCK why why why why leave me here

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🫰🫰🫰 hello my dear girls

[venusdaughter444]

this is what eighteen feels like