Lotts

In many ways i prefer my own company.. It gives me time 2 think

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I cry. And then i don´t. There´s a text on my phone but i don´t read it. I listen to the dark. They´re all coming to get you.

[venuzz-hwll]

She has a lot more friends than me i guess.. But that´s alright. I don´t mind. It´s understandable. I´m quite boring.

[venuzz-hwll]

I disgust myself. I close my eyes and hold my breath for as long as possible I cry consistantly and pathetically for a full twenty three minutes

[venuzz-hwll]

Any tips to not start Highschool like the worst loser alive?? ────୨ৎ────

⤷ I´m starting HS next week on a school well known for having a LOT of judgmental people and i´m really scared since i´ve been the "loser", "weird kid" and "fat kid" since i have memory.

I have already started excercising but nothing changes and i swear to god every single day my looks get worse... I don´t want to be trendy or whatever.

Just want to stop being a bullying target, so.. Any recomendations??