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indie && semi-selective overwatch oc. created: January, 2017 revamped: October, 2018 WRITTEN BY JADEN

[verhexcn-blog]

[soldierwatch]

ஃ  ➡ verhexcn‌:

a pause in her step; a heartbeat before a reply can push past her frozen lips. she takes a breath, shakes her head.

                      ❛ sorry to DISAPPOINT, sir.                               but they’re dead && gone.                                     have been for quite SOME time.❜

a second for silence befalls him ; mask unchanging, yet something in his demeanor SOFTENS. for a moment it seems as though he’s not going to say anything to it, but with a solemn nod he gives condolences as best he can ;

                              “ that’s not something YOU need to apologize for. ”

…he’s not as good at sharing sympathies as he’d once been, hardened by & TO the world—but it’s a TENDER subject,  as anyone with a HEART could tell, & he’s apologetic for having led them to it.

[verhexcn-blog]

she fell silent, save for her breathing. how could she explain how her heart hurt? or how the tears stung her eyes, making her vision blur? she was an adult, for god’s sake! ...so why did it still hurt?

                                                                ❛ i’ll still apologize REGARDLESS. call it an ugly habit. ❜

shifting, lillian turned to look up at the hardened soldier, a smirk playing at her lips.

                                                            ❛ are you hungry, sir? ❜

[verhexcn-blog]

a pause in her step; a heartbeat before a reply can push past her frozen lips. she takes a breath, shakes her head.

                      ❛ sorry to DISAPPOINT, sir.                               but they’re dead && gone.                                     have been for quite SOME time.❜

[verhexcn-blog]

today, i will say goodbye one final time to the strongest man that i know. my grandfather passed away on january 11th, and we are holding the service for him today. he was a good man, a good father, and a GREAT grandfather. he was a proud soldier as well.

the revival i had for this character has been put on hold until next week, or maybe the week after as i am going to be giving myself time to grieve for my grandfather. i hope you all understand.

i love you guys, and i’m so sorry i haven’t been around.

[soldierwatch]

ஃ  ➡ @verhexcn // ♥’d for a starter

                        “ seems like you’re wasting your TALENT followin’ me around—                                            ain’t there somewhere BETTER you could be ?”

[verhexcn-blog]

                           ❛ if i had to pick two places to be, it’d be traveling with you. ❜                                                            ❛ i trust you more than the butchers at talon. ❜

[vhsmeme]

* sick starters

‘ you okay in there? ’

‘ did you get any sleep last night? ’

‘ you have a fever. ’

‘ back to bed. ’

‘ i think you’re coming down with something. ’

‘ did you throw up in there? ’

‘ do you need more blankets? ’

‘ you’re really pale. ’

‘ i’ll take care of you. ’

‘ i think it’s time for bed. ’

‘ you sound awful. ’

‘ it was just a dream. ’

‘ can you hear me? ’

‘ woah, don’t pass out on me. ’

‘ is it too hot?

‘ is it too cold? ’

‘ you should take your medicine. ’

‘ i’ll read you a story. would you like that? ’

‘ you’ve been like this for how long? ’

‘ just take the tissues. ’

‘ you’ve been coughing a lot. are you okay? ’

‘ what are you doing out of bed? ’

‘ you look like shit. ’

‘ stay away. you’re one big germ. ’

‘ if you get me sick, i swear to god… ’

‘ use a tissue like everyone else. ’

‘ it’s your fault for going out in the rain. ’

‘ you really can’t take care of yourself. ’

‘ ew! you’re so gross. ’

‘ how’s it going, rudolph? ’

[verhexcn-blog]

So life keeps kicking me.

life just really likes to kick me in the shin. so many times. my medical issues are getting worse and, on top of all of this... i lost my grandfather on wednesday, and it’s been really rough on me and my family.

not to mention that lilly has grown stagnant. i’ve tried to put myself out there but almost every single person is wary, or just flat out doesn’t want to interact with an OC. and that really hurts, because i’ve put so much time and effort into this character, and i have so many ideas for this character and it just... feels like it’s going to waste.

i don’t know what to do anymore.

[povstanek-blog]

PLEASE NOTE: IF I REBLOG A MEME, I WANT YOU TO SEND ME THINGS. IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT THEY ARE, OR IF IT’S AWKWARD –– THOSE SITUATIONS CAN EVEN HELP IMPROVE CHARACTERIZATION. SO PLEASE, PLEASE DON’T EVER BE AFRAID TO SEND A MEME.

[verhexcn-blog]

anyone want a starter? there’s some people i really want to interact with! hit that little ❤ and let me know!

[rpmemes-galore]

Send me  “☔️”   for my muse to kiss yours in the rain

Send me  “☔️<<”  for my muse’s reaction to yours kissing them

[verhexcn-blog]

ladyskaoi - Twitch

WORKING ON THE RANKS FT. DADDY, DERPY, NATUS, & TROY

       we’re rising through the ranks tonight, and i want you guys to come watch and have some fun with us!

[rpmeme-shit]

Sexual Sunday! Send ☔ for my muse to post a gif describing how they'd have sex together

i.e

Bonus: Send ☔💄for me to write a small blurb of how the situation in the gif came to be between our characters

[onlyrpmemes]

Send a ‘💬’ to catch a glimpse of a memory my muse has.

[leomusings]

with all the posts that are floating around just a general psa for my partners

i will always do a platonic pair — even family 

i will ALWAYS take your females

i want your pocs the most 

i will do aus that are canon (and not) 

aus that don’t involve romance 

i am okay with you losing muse for a thread

i want multiple threads even with the same muse 

tag me in posts 

i am OPEN and honest so just slide in my messages even if you’re just having a bad day

[silvcrignis]

Send 🍆 to send my muse a very intentional nude

[myersin-a-blog]

* VIOLENT ACTION STARTERS Send me a NUMBER for your muse to : 

001. — Backhand my muse. 002. — Stab my muse.  003. — Put out a cigarette on my muse’s skin. 004. — Hit my muse with a blunt object.  005. — Throw something large at my muse.  006. — Kick my muse. 007. — Punch my muse. 008. — Break one of my muse’s bones. 009. — Scratch my muse. 010. — Headbutt my muse. 011. — Shoot my muse. 012. — Knock my muse out. 013. — Strangle my muse. 014. — Push my muse roughly. 015. — Grab my muse by the hair. 016. — Bruise my muse. 017. — Threathen my muse with an object of harm.  018. — Go to harm my muse’s eyes. 019. — Bite my muse. 020. — Tear away parts of my muse’s skin. 021. — Force my muse’s head under water. 022. — Throw something scalding at my muse. 023. — Burn my muse. 024. — Step on my muse’s fingers. 025. — Rip one of my muse’s teeth out. 026. — Slash my muse’s achilles tendon ( s ). 027. — Clothesline my muse. 028. — Harm my muse enough for them to cough up blood.  029. — Drive into my muse with a vehicle. 030. — Electrocute my muse. 031. — Slam my muse against a wall. 032. — Force my muse’s arm behind their back. 033. — Kick my muse’s crotch. 034. — Trip my muse. 035. — Put my muse in a headlock. 036. — Break my muse’s nose. 037. — Force their fingers down my muse’s throat. 038. — Crack my muse’s head against a wall. 039. — Attempt to kill my muse. 040. — Attempt to kill my muse creatively.

[tiffsmemes]

book meme / he forgot to say goodbye, benjamin alire sáenz

do you promise?

i’ve been thinking.

just come by.

go home and rest.

make a list.

i could’ve made up a lie.

you’re up early.

and you just can’t bring yourself to say i’m sorry.

what are you thinking about?

you feel warm.

you can cry.

i won’t cry. i’m done with that.

it just hurts to see you that way.

i miss you.

feeling better?

knock it off.

in other words, fuck everybody else.

here. eat this.

crying does that.

why does it hurt so bad?

well, there’s a lot to be sad about.

i said you hurt me.

you know, that feeling, the one where you think an angry animal crawled inside your body during the night and got lost in there and then got really scared and mad and was trying to scratch its way out.

i’m not that special.

you know, take care of myself.

and i wasn’t patient enough.

why do you need to protect me?

i know you and i didn’t always, you know, get along.

you’re all i have.

i think i’m catching something.

you know, i don’t think i’m a very happy person.

does anyone have a normal family?

i think i’m okay. maybe.

i’d always been kind of a fuckup.

did you have a good day?

you know, i really kept my mouth shut.

i guess it was from my heart. it hurt so bad.

if i need you, i’ll call.