pieces of my fangirl life

Vera, 22yrs , hungary🇭🇺she/they loves: good music, good books, good fanarts, good fics, 'n writing ((I also love my brother, but it's a secret)) been questioning life for a while - ace as a cake; tøp🖤❤️&lotsa series

[udunie]

Okay guys, so on the eve of getting rid of our fucking authoritarian leader, I will tell you how we did it, despite the governments overwhelming media presence and fucking undercover operations against the opposition.

It was actually said best by a Hungarian comic, I'm paraphrasing a bit: If your house is on fire, you can't be like 'well that's not the fireman I imagined'.

I know it's been said a thousand times before, I know everybody is raging against having to vote for a less than ideal candidate, but today has proven that it fucking works. It's the only thing that works. And if the new guy is just a step closer to what you want? That's a fucking win. That's a fucking step in the right direction.

Is Péter Magyar going to usher in gay marriage and UBI? No. But he's not going to ban pride, like Orbán tried. Is he going to cut all ties with Russia? Probably not, but is he going to make sure that we stay in the EU? Fuck yeah. And over Orbán, that's a fucking improvement, and I will take it gladly.

[caringloving-deactivated2025081]

hey u missed ur shift on tumblr.com why aren’t u reblogging

[verska01]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Hey y'all!

Look what I made! I finished another! Yippppeeee

please read and comment bye

(for backstory and heartfelt sappy things, click the link and check out the story)

[honey002]

In regards of the Trump government scraping all trans inclusion in its queer information portion of its websites I have made this thing. Spread the word. Don't let them pretend we never existed.

P.S: Don't like! Reblog! <3

EDIT: Well this got a lot of attention! I got a few users asking to print or repost my art and I am unimaginably grateful to everyone's interest, especially since it's a really simple drawing I made on a whim haha! Anyone who is looking to print these out to hang or hand out or repost on another platform is free to do so, although I ask you to credit me and let people know it's from my Tumblr profile! If anyone wishes to do anything else with my art or post and wants to clarify what I consent to then they can message me privately and I'll explain! <333 all my love to my queer siblings

EDIT: I made an LGBTQIA+ version with a focus on trans and intersex folks, it's on my pinned if you prefer this version of the acronym.

[verska01]

My first ever finished fic for all of those who love a feel-good story with a notch of suffering💖

Chapters: 7/7 Fandom: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & Nora Holleran, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Nora Holleran, June Claremont-Diaz, Beatrice Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Percy "Pez" Okonjo Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Spiritual, Inspired by Tarot (Divination Cards), Oblivious Alex Claremont-Diaz, Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe - College/University, there might be a bit of crying, henry is an ass, they are insufferable Summary:

Believing in the power of a Tarot deck is as far from Alex Claremont-Diaz as it could be. Yet, he finds himself in an old secondhand bookshop looking for his sister’s friend: according to June, she can tell the future. Though fate definitely doesn’t exist, at the register there sits a beautiful but arrogant asshole, Henry, who turns out to be everything Alex doesn’t expect. As the two become unintended – or intended? – study mates, Alex begins to wonder if the lingering gazes and hesitant touches have a deeper meaning than he first thinks so. Meant to be. Written in the stars. Bound to happen. Is it really, or is it just another spiritual humbug Alex would be a fool to believe?

[writing-prompt-s]

What are some chronic illnesses that can only occur in a fantasy setting?

[beleester]

Partial transformation - mummy rot is slowly turning you to sand, a near miss from a medusa left you with partially stoned body parts, etc.

Hypnotic suggestions from being mind controlled persist after the controller’s death, causing the victim to occasionally take actions to support the cause of a mind flayer cult that no longer exists.

Repeated demonic possession has left the patient with permanent gaps in their soul’s defenses, causing them to immediately get re-possessed if they go outside a consecrated area.

Post-resurrection trauma as the revived soul remembers an unpleasant afterlife.

Magical healing can get very weird if something is stuck in the wound. It’ll get you back on your feet, but you can get outcomes like “there’s a chunk of wood fused into your chest because the magic couldn’t figure out how to get the arrow out of your chest and just healed it in place,” and this can cause mobility issues or infection vectors down the line.

[ihasafandom]

SHealth tied to something else - the health of a tree, the amount of frost on the ground, the inverse of another person’s, the political power of whoever cursed you

Curse of bad luck - makes any small illness or injury potentially fatal if not treated with anti-curse in addition to anti-infection procedures

Magical reliance on a magical or nonmagical substance - can have any number of side effects

Repeatedly being drunk by vampires can cause an increase in blood production and therefore high blood pressure and related ailments. Can be treated by blood letting.

There’s a lot of hybridization happening in a lot of fantasy settings, and that’s just asking for a lot of people with weird half-dragon genetic disorders. Works out fine for some people, not so much for others.

Parasitized by (insert creature here). If you don’t take the correct precautions to keep it dormant it will continue to spread and eventually hatch out/transform you.

Repeated contact with the undead has left you open to their influence - leading to hearing or seeing things that other mortals can’t, which can distort or distract from more mundane concerns.

Alternately to being more vulnerable to intrusion, one’s soul can form a scar that makes helpful magic more difficult to take in.

Sleep disorders that make one fall into an impenetrable sleep at a specific trigger, or to do so for years at a time.

Out of phase with 4D space, one’s body not connected to itself or anchored in place/time in the usual way. There could be a consistent two hour gap between the things you hear and what has happened, you might clip into the floor as if it was in a different place for you, or you might slide through the material plane in cross section.

Intermittent intangibility.

Split into two people, each with only half your traits.

Stuck in a mirror.

[ihasafandom]

Sensitivity to ambient magic - like the thing where peoples’ joints ache before a storm but for being near ley lines or people with a lot of magic built up or other magic reservoirs. - The potential for magic, but where the magic has not yet begun.

[knives-in-the-dishwater]

Heal spell dependency: years of repeated serious injuries being healed by magic causes the body to stop healing naturally. seen often in professional fighters and those with a long career in hazardous occupations.

the forgotten dread: memory modification magic has caused the subject’s conscious mind to forget some past trauma, but their subconscious still remembers, causing them emotions that they cannot explain or justify ranging from mild discomfort to blind panic when presented with triggers related to the aforementioned trauma. often encountered in cases where the subject has paid an unscrupulous mage to make them forget their past as an ill-advised alternative to therapy.

Psychically Transmitted Memories: the subject’s mind has been linked to another person’s and, although the bond has since been severed, they have retained memories or thought patterns from the other person that are difficult to distinguish from their own.

Negative Life Syndrome (previously “False Life Syndrome”): seen most often in cases when the subject is exposed to dark magic while in the womb, Negative Life Syndrome leaves the subject’s life energies tainted by undeath without making them truly undead. common symptoms include intolerance of radiant magic, aversion to sunlight, and the inability to set foot on hallowed ground; rare symptoms include healing from negative energies, sudden necrosis, and the desire to eat flesh or drink blood of living beings.

lycanthropy

Early Life Possessions: the subject was possessed by a spirit or demon during early childhood or infancy, and the possessing presence was in control of them when they learned important milestones, such as how to walk or speak. The subject is now dependant upon the possessing presence to help them perform these tasks or, in cases where the presence has since been exorcised, performs the relevant tasks at a level appropriate for an infant or small child.

[kiragecko]

Body requires nutrients not found in human food, and you must eat rocks, or gems, or some other alternative. You may or may not have the ability to actually digest these without magical assistance

Awareness of too many dimensions makes it difficult to interact with just this one - either to keep track of conversations, or walk to specific locations without ending up on another planet instead

Telekinetic psychosis - delusions tend to physically affect those around you (but HIGH chance for ableism in this one!)

you have flare-ups where your skin tends to slough off and be replaced by some other substance

After sharing life energy with a dying loved one, you’re now both trying to survive off one person’s supply. Like chronic fatigue, but if your loved one gets too big of a bruise you won’t have the energy to get up until it heals

living in reverse

stuck at a certain age

supersenses lead to constant overstimulation

you’re a changeling, and if you don’t have someone who loves you close by, you’ll turn back into sticks and mud

[hopepunk-humanity]

ANTI-CAPITALIST AFFIRMATIONS

i am allowed to spend my time creating things, even if they are not beautiful.

there is no such thing as a "real job." all forms of work are real and valid.

there is nothing that i need to accomplish to be worthy. i am already worthy.

doing nothing is good for my soul.

i am not defined by what i produce.

my worth cannot be measured by my paycheck, my job title, or a list of professional or academic achievements.

i do not need to monetize my hobbies, it is enough to spend time doing something i love.

i will not let society decide what success looks like. i can define what successful life looks like for me.

[paranetics]

sorry this is by and far the funniest way to announce you’ve lost a leopard

[bloodpen-to-paper]

Me, who hasn’t watched Miraculous a day in my life, seeing Adrienette become canon after 5,420,069 years of the show teasing it:

[m1oki]

lost focus and had a consensual workplace relationship

[verska01]

pieces of my fangirl life turned 5 today!

holy shit, it's been a tough 5 years

[verska01]

Let me just say two things:

Who the hell in their right minds would ditch a DnD game for some basketball shit?

Also. Am I the only one who is less afraid the whole upside down thing just bc it's more antropomorhic?

[verska01]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Adora/Catra (She-Ra), Adora/Glimmer (She-Ra), Bow/Glimmer (She-Ra), Adora & Bow & Glimmer (She-Ra), They are friends - Relationship, Angella & Glimmer (She-Ra), Adora & Micah (She-Ra), newfound family - Relationship, Angella/Micah (She-Ra) Characters: Adora (She-Ra), Catra (She-Ra), Bow (She-Ra), Glimmer (She-Ra), Shadow Weaver | Light Spinner (She-Ra), Lance (She-Ra), George (She-Ra), Micah (She-Ra), Angella (She-Ra), Kyle (She-Ra), Original Characters Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Angst, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Friends to Lovers, Pining, Mutual Pining, Alternate Universe - Human, Alternate Universe - Dance, Slow Burn, Healing, Mother-Daughter Relationship, they have issues, everyone has issues actually, Sickness, Injury, Competition, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Mental Health Issues, But it's okay, They Heal Together, strictness, Shadow Weaver is a little shit, Adora is a Dork (She-Ra) Summary:

After the first two months Adora is warming up to her fellow dancers at Brightmoon Studios - all is ready for the biggest competition of the year, titled Etheria. Past sneaks up on her when she stumbles into Catra an afternoon, and though they don't plan on seeing each other ever again, fate keeps intervening. Will Adora ever be at peace with her past as it keeps unravelling while competing gets tight as ever? It turns out everyone has baggage they don't want to unfold.

[bramst]

johnny depp winning his case would actually be a win for feminism, some of you are just too delusional to accept that.

[verska01]

Come over again - a Catradora fanfiction

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38392996/chapters/95943547

After the first two months Adora is warming up to her fellow dancers at Brightmoon Studios - all is ready for the biggest competition of the year, titled Etheria. Past sneaks up on her when she stumbles into Catra an afternoon, and though they don't plan on seeing each other ever again, fate keeps intervening. Will Adora ever be at peace with her past as it keeps unravelling while competing gets tight as ever? It turns out everyone has baggage they don't want to unfold.

[clusterdstars]

A different concept of time

you promised later we'll have time

and went on to tend to adult things:

false proclaims, childish cruelty, white lies,

afternoons spent surviving the day,

retreat and start again.

I used to believe you as you always knew better,

loved for always being the most mature.

so I kept on waiting in dark allies,

empty changing rooms,

on the bus way back home,

under classroom benches,

late afternoon walking through school corridors,

watching TV in the livingroom alone.

I kept on waiting for you to let go of

false proclaims, childish cruelty, white lies,

but they always mattered the most to you.

you said

false proclaims hurt

childish cruelty hurt

white lies hurt

and tore our soul apart.

so I kept quiet, crouching in the corner.

I kept on waiting and years went by.

we grew apart.

you're taller now, you're still the most mature -

you see now I, too, used to know better,

now you're banging on the kids' room's door,

the TV's on

we're walking the corridors we were tucked in,

the messy classroom benches,

the buses we took home,

the empty changing rooms and dark allies

where our childhood never begin.

we are lingering.

and you pray, you say sorry, you scream, you cry

but we don't have time as it flew by,

we grew apart,

you're older now.

we're not the same anymore.

you've been tending to adult things,

and us, children you could have been mourn you

miss you

love you even when you can't love yourself for missing out on us.

it's okay. you've done everything, you couldn't have known.

you were a child.

you were one of us.

you were alone.

[verska01]

This is a very personal poem of mine - I always assumed I was a grownup even at age 7-8 hence I didn't have a childhood.The truth is I did. I was a kid. I acted like a kid. The situations I was put in, however, would have challanged an adult. I am proud of surviving - and I am proud of you if you are a survivor of childhood abuse too.

[dark-sappho]

"defend your thesis" why are you attacking my thesis