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evil woman struggling law student, Idk if anyone gaf. Hearts to everyone who bothers to read anything.

[veryevilkitty]

i might be a useless waste of space womam

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im going to lock in today

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im sitting in on this hearing for one of my classes, unions for workers rights versus huge mega-corp

i am rooting 4 the unions (i have a soul and also a brain)

one of the evil corporate lawyers to this case is lowkey cute, him messing up his oral submission made me think he was even cuter…

after one of the breaks he held the door open for me and smiled at me too…

real shame about the evil, morally devoid, soulless, opposing workers rights thing, it would never work,

the heart wants what it wants (ﾟωﾟ)

im just a girl 🎀

[veryevilkitty]

wk. 13

im going back to uni so i have to uninstall instagram from my phone again […] i got an A- on the exam i was freaking out about and im really pleased w that coz i thought i was gonna fail lol.

gonna spend the next couple days watching a supreme court trial.

excited to get back to uni this sem but ik im gonna be super dead and over it in a month hehe. i have a lecture tn and a worksheet for sem tmrw and a case 2 read but i gotta miss the lecture its for for the trial so doesnt matter if i do it today.

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we think we exist, thats why we suffer, do we not? ☆

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i finished exams… the exam was evil, but im 100% sure i passed at least. how well i did… i can’t say 😔 im glad i worked as hard as i did at least.

it was great to chat with some classmates who i havent spoken much to yet in the school year after the exam.

my friends birthday party after was super fun as well! exactly what i needed after how tense ive been…

hehe time to relax

best of luck to anyone with exams still to go ❤️

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pissed awf at my man rn

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☆ does anyone see the vision of my moodboards and how its cohesive?

☆ torts exam prep going well, but my confidence is setting off warning alarms in my head. “yes, i understand this… BUT CAN I ANSWER *insanely specific part of it that wasnt in the course materials that wont be in the exam*?!?!!? NO?!?!?!!!!?? NEED TO STUDY MORE!!!!”

…anxiety brain, i need to sleep too… 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

☆ tomorrow is my last day to prep, and then its exam day. but ive been working super hard for like two weeks, and im good at this stuff (at least thats what i keep reassuring myself)

gaarghhhh anyone in the same boat?? want to start a support group with me? bahahaha

☆ pics stolen from pinterest

[veryevilkitty]

cant find motivation today…. unproductive. i have to finish my exam cheat sheet but ive been working super hard and maybe ive exhausted my capacity!! i might drink 20 gazillion coffees to see if it helps at all ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

i think ill try and work late into the night tonight… i find a crazed late night study sesh is the perfect cure for dipping motivation.

we have an assigned reading about indigenous values and how tikanga māori relates to negligence law here. i wrote it off at first but i found it really interesting. its cool how english law seems more concerned with individual fairness while indigenous law values societal cohesion and balance.

a bunch of my friends are moving away im super mega emo about it. lots of birthdays and moving away parties. i have to buy presents but im totally broke. i love parties but am very anti binge drinking rn. “just drink in moderation”! i have a crazy alcoholic gene its always either 2 or 20…. thats a joke!

i do struggle with staying at a nice middle ground sometimes, but i think since i and everyone i know has begun drinking less, and getting older its wayyyy more embarrassing to be a drunk mess than at the start of uni, im way more lightweight.

—pics stolen from pinterest—

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𝔠𝔯𝔶𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔰 + 𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔲𝔭𝔰

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pink spring * Wilhelm Schnarrenberger/Jacqueline Williams/Hugo Grenville/Émile Schuffenecke/Frederick Carl Frieseke/Robert Schiff/James Ensor/Emilia Castañeda

[veryevilkitty]

unaesthetic Boringness

Studied from 11 to about 6pm… its nice to get stuck in. I looooveeee the feeling of studying till it gets dark out… weirdly seeing car lights in the distance at night makes me very emotional. In a good way! Like a sense of wanderlust or something cool. Its pretty and i think i have an astigmatism but i like the astigmatism - it makes regular boring lights look like stars. Also the campus library at night is just such a peaceful vibe. I feel agoraphobic and suspicious of other people sometimes, but i really like talking to people. We are Social animals ig

Im glad not to have too much work over break to stress about, but this one exam covers SO much ground. With the common law, theres this whole history and a line you can trace with every teeny tiny nook and cranny of each case, all the law, all the dissents…. (｀_´)ゞ its just rabbithole after rabbithole, and the instructions are so vague its hard to tell which rabbitholes are total wastes of time and which ones are completely essential… it makes me feel dejected to think about.

that said, im actually pretty good at it 😎 and i covered a lot of ground today, so thats something.

I have no money! I spent my last 20$ on cider and ice cream… But i had a nice evening, totally worth it! Ill stay home and eat toast tomorrow. I still need a job. I feel like such a loser sometimes and its so embarrassing…. But im doing everything i can! And im not the only person who feels this way.

And dan and phil uploaded today! things could be much worse for me

Anyway thats my evening ramble

[veryevilkitty]

i wish i could live in an apartment with two bathrooms (ensuite and one connected to living room) with my husband who cooks for me and… i wish i could have a steady job at a law firm or in government with decent enough pay we can have what we want… and a nice tv to watch movies and youtube and play video games on, and have a kitty cat and sylvanian families and a garage for my car…

crazy amount of ai on pinterest these days

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[sylvanitchi]

🦋 calico critters - willow deer family 🌷

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feeling evilly tired lately

studying can be really fulfilling, i love the law, but i became very dependent on caffeine and energy drinks for it.

and the caffeine was making me a full insomniac so im trying to wean myself off, being reminded lately of the fact that i began drinking so many energy drinks because of my chronic fatigue and inability to focus. how do you work if youre tired ALL the time?

just have to push through but its really hard to get that flow when exhausted. 🫩

frustrating but even more frustrating is my sleep schedule hasnt readjusted despite reducing my caffeine intake. its this horrible weather i think. these ANTARCTIC winters are just so depressing i struggle to get out of bed before 11.

that means i usually only have time for one coffee before 12 (;_;)

and i cant fix my sleep schedule!!! 4am every night, i hate it. i lay in bed from 11-4am awake staring at the ceiling worrying about whether ill ever get work in my field. thinking about british common law (_ _).｡o○

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