feeling evilly tired lately
studying can be really fulfilling, i love the law, but i became very dependent on caffeine and energy drinks for it.
and the caffeine was making me a full insomniac so im trying to wean myself off, being reminded lately of the fact that i began drinking so many energy drinks because of my chronic fatigue and inability to focus. how do you work if youre tired ALL the time?
just have to push through but its really hard to get that flow when exhausted.
frustrating but even more frustrating is my sleep schedule hasnt readjusted despite reducing my caffeine intake. its this horrible weather i think. these ANTARCTIC winters are just so depressing i struggle to get out of bed before 11.
that means i usually only have time for one coffee before 12 (;_;)
and i cant fix my sleep schedule!!! 4am every night, i hate it. i lay in bed from 11-4am awake staring at the ceiling worrying about whether ill ever get work in my field. thinking about british common law (_ _).｡o○
