BIG BIG KUDOS TO @potato-lord-but-not FOR DOING MY DUBIOUS BISEXUALS JUSTICE ❤️ Lillith Malevolent and fake Edward William Allan my beloved. I'm sooo happy with this commission. @spacetimeaccordionfolder @clownfish-casino look !!
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BIG BIG KUDOS TO @potato-lord-but-not FOR DOING MY DUBIOUS BISEXUALS JUSTICE ❤️ Lillith Malevolent and fake Edward William Allan my beloved. I'm sooo happy with this commission. @spacetimeaccordionfolder @clownfish-casino look !!
Definitely been said before, but Andrew didn't just stop because Neil was having a 'nervous breakdown'. He stopped because when he kisses someone he expects to be used, hurt, wanted in a needy way that curbs all respect; even with Roland this was partially the case (COUGH he ended up using handcuffs with the guy). A delicate hand on his sleeve, refusing to even graze his skin, was absolutely not what Andrew was anticipating and that's what really freaked him out.
Neil was the first person to treat Andrew in a way that implied feeling, not just lust or greed or abuse. Andrew couldn't get self-destructively lost in that; it pulled him out. It reinforced the pipe dream and made it real simultaneously.
I want to create an audio drama so badly. It would be a dream come true. Either create one or at least help in creating one in some way. It's honestly hilarious how often the "Audio drama fan to audio drama creator" pipeline occurs. I wish I could join
Andrew didn’t start driving until after he was off his meds… which meant he had to sit in the backseat next to his “pipe dream” of a crush for half a year.
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Andrew didn't start driving until after he got off his meds.
No one talks about the six months before that.
Six months of being trapped in the backseat while Nicky drove like traffic laws were a personal insult and Aaron complained about everything with a pulse.
Six months sitting next to Neil Josten.
It shouldn't have mattered. Neil was a bad decision wrapped in bruises and bad timing. A problem. A liability. A pipe dream Andrew had no intention of examining too closely.
Six months with Neil Josten sitting exactly three inches away.
Not two. Not four.
Three.
Andrew knew because Neil measured everything. Exits. Distances. Threats.
Andrew measured things too.
The problem wasn't that Neil talked. Neil hardly talked at all.
The problem was that every now and then Andrew would catch him staring out the window, jaw set, eyes fixed on something only he could see, and remember that wanting things was a waste of time.
Neil was temporary.
The feeling should have been temporary too.
Six months later Andrew got his keys back.
It was easier to watch the road than spend another hour pretending he wasn't counting the inches.
Goodbye Dreaming
Release date (Windows, Mac OS, Linux, Steam) English (part one): December 25th, 2025
"Formerly known as Pipe Dream. Follow Robin as she discovers herself and escapes her mother's shadow. Set in college, this otome game features six romanceable characters, but be careful: not everyone has Robin's best interests at heart."
This is a commercial game by Notome Games! This release contains two out of six routes. You can buy it from itch.io here. A version for Steam will be released soon.
I sit by and watch the traffic go: imagine something of your very own, something you can have and hold I'd build a road in gold just to have some dreamin', dreamin' is free
Pipe Mania!! (aka Pipe Dream)
Empire Software (The Assembly Line) UK 1990
aftg isn’t real cuz what do u mean that shower scene ACTUALLY HAPPENED!