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I'm so curious about why Millie was so nervous in this scene with Loona and Stolas and not with the equipment scene? Maybe she's just more comfortable using the weapons. Or the outfit could be too tight on her because she's pregnant 🫣🤫
She could just be nervous, and I'm just overthinking this, but it's fun to think. 😄
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This is the latest i'm posting a part... it's 9:25 as i'm starting to write this, and i'll probably finish by 10:00... No i did not sleep. I just wanted to get this part out ASAP, i hope you see why.
you can just see how putting Vox in his place heals Alastor's soul a little. Though, he understands that this may have complicated his plan, and keeping Vox oblivious to date being wrong...
little did he know, vox is actually into this shit....
yay first bonus joke i'm actually giving you! This is kinda soft canon of the comic, like, you can count this as canon, or not.
But in any case, Vox got reminded why he fell in love with Alastor in the first place... and what he broke...
PKAY, NEXT PART IS GONNA BE A BIG ONE. CURRENTLY IT SITS AT 9 PAGES, BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN KEEP IT THIS SIZE (i MEAN THAT IT WON'T GROW). SO, IT MAY TAKE LONGER THAN USUALLY, compansating that by posting this one earlier
We're almost there guys! just 4 parts left...
p.s. i did NOT know "broski" was a real word LMAO, but i guess, peak hazbin naming on accident
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Woah it's not even 5 in the morning im earrrlyyy (who cares its white nights here at this time of the year and the sun is almost up already). um, anyway-
made this for some people that keep asking these. Mostly in tiktok, but sometimes here as well.
was debating on the last page, if i even should add it. It had different text, and even different setting, but it was too similar to the previous page... and then i sketched this and people in discord were destroyed, ao i was like, okay im adding that in.
I... i honestly lost the logic of Alastor's time manipulation, but it's there trust, i'm just dumb, and i could grasp the logic of that plan only for a short time, that was enough to sketch everything out, and then i lost it.
But basically, Alastor cut out 2 days, so if Vox catches on the leap year thing, Al would still have one day for safety. Or if vox suspected that Alastor somehow messed with calendars (which he did) and decided to wait one more day. But basically Alastor was pretending the whole year that he's not planning to look for any ways out, and kept playing the docile boyfriend role, so Vox wouldn't be suspicious.
And he even found some random alcoholic to chellenge Vox and make him drink to blackout (Vox knows Alastor has higher Alcohol tolerance and if Alastor would suggest a challenge, he would be suspicious of it)
I even had a whole scene in my head with said alcoholic and Alastor hiring him, bit then i decided that the comic doesn't need 10 pages of backstory for this random guy, so it never made it even in the first draft. Basically it's all in the dialogue, but in case you didn't get it because of course someone didn't: his wife sold his child for some drugs, and he made a deal with Alastor that Alastor would put her on the broadcast for a favour in return.
Usually Alastor doesn't do "requests" or even "commissions" (lol) because like. First of, radio is his form of art, his hobby, and he knows better than anyone when you try to make a profit out of your hobby, it stops being a hobby. That's why i don't do commissions too, haha. But in this case he's really despearte, and doesn't have much to offer to a random alcoholic he doesn't know, and being the asking position isn't his style.
Also, at this point i realised that to most people in hell in the alvox relationships Alastor is the predator, taking advantage of this cute naive newby in hell (10 years being dead is nothing) (Alastor has been dead for just slightly over 30 years, and in scale of eternal suffering it's also nothing, but people tend to forget that because of his power).
Somewhere like 60 years later, on r/radiodemon someone asks "how bad of a person you should be for TRD call you a monster?". Theories, theories...
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Oof. I was wondering why it took me so long to finish this one, and then i realised that it's honking EIGHT PAGES!!! SINCE WHEN?!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JUST 5
Um, anyway, this part is a casual reminder why Vox deserved everything that is coming for him.
Vox doesn't know he's causeing literal war sex flashbacks with his wires, and finds it adorable and cute how Alastor freezes whenever the wire touches him. Alastor hates it but won't tall Vox how much it actually hurts him, not wanting to look weaker than he already is.
Alastor is gripping into his newfound hope as hard as he can, or he'll just break and give up at all.
Alright, i promise, this was the last part of Alastor suffering horrendously and helplessly (in the comic, binus parts however? oh boy). From here we are moving to the ending. Buckle up.
Okay, some of you being like "oh no im late" guys, bros, lads, dudes, we ain't at school, there is no such thing as "late"!! Especially in the first 24 hours LOL. I always see and read every comment, even if the part was a month old. Even like someone comments on 2 year old post, i still see it and im glad!!
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And yet again i'm speedrunning all 5 pages in one night day instead of drawing it in normal time over days.
ALASTOR FINALLY KNOWS HOW HE'S GONNA GET OUT AND IS SO HAPPY ABOUT IT! What he's planning? You'll learn soon.
AND CARMILLA LORE DROP LIKE ACTUALLY? A LITTLE BIT? A little bit of explanation, my headcanon that Carmilla ended up in hell couple decades before Alastor. And got reunited with her family AND THAT WASN'T A GOOD THING, because head of the family was some old af ancestor of her, and he of course was abusive as well. So yeah, Carmilla didn't have it good in her first years in hell. Was she specifically SAed? I will not confirm nor deny it. But this is why she's able to catch so easily red flags of someone going through abuse. At first just vibes, then more specific details.
But YOU. HAVE. NO FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH I'M HOLDING MYSELF FROM DOING ANOTHER BONUS PART where Alastor has a severe mental breakdown and makes some poor desicions that only worsen it. And another part where Vox is actually being nice and sweet and it almost looks like that their relationships may not be as bad and may actually work. Almost. And another part where Vox notises the signs of Al's depression, gets conserned, but not enough to understand what that means and accidentally triggers a flashback for Alastor... and so many more. After all, they still have to live through [purposefuly obscured amount of time] of their "partnership", before Alastor finally gets out. Also bonus parts of their first year before sex, and how Alastor tries to keep living right after, and the pre-deal part of them talking after the bar scene... so. fucking. many. ideas. HELP. but i really wanna make the breakdown one. Someone even said that it hit harder than part 13, which i don't really see, BUT STILL.
YALL GET SEE IT ONE DAY I PROMISE, I just wanna get to the ending as soon as possible, because damn. this been going on MUCH longer than i expected. I mean, first draft had just 65 pages, and this part was supposed tobe like at page 35 or something. And because of how long it's going we're all getting little bit tired of it, including me.
Also, hey, the pride month started and I ACTUALLY HAD ANOTHER COMIC PLANNED FOR IT?? I promise the one i'm planning IS SHORT, LIKE AROUND 20 PAGES, and it's about origin of one of my weirdly specific Alastor headcanons, and it's for pride month because it's kinda starts from something on the topic of aceness, and the counsil (discord) decided that it fits the pride month lol. SO I NEED TO FINISH THIS COMIC ASAP!!!!!!!!!!
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so, yesterday i finished reading the fic called Software Update mentioned somewhere in the comments to one of the parts of IF... well.
What can i say. Some parts of it were just as if i wrote them LOL. Like Vox being like "ur so beautiful" while doing some horrible fucked up shit to Alastor. su!Vox 🤝 if!Vox
and then this scene of them talking about theor experiences with Alastor, and both would be pissed with each other i think LOL
And then i was like, wait in darker version of IF vox does fucking both of these things (deal and hypnosis) and threw him into the mix. And while having all the assholes gathered in one place...
maybe i'll tell more about HF (aka darker IF) later, but certainly not in the nearest future, you have enough angst with IF LOL
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bonus, i somehow missed all the warnings that it's going to be about sex. so this is literally me while reading this fic
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WITH THE POWER OF LOCK IN i finished these pages almost in one night
also i made this animation if you didn't see it. Check it out. i spent 5 hours on it.
A little bit about relationships between Alastor and Carmilla. First of, I think Carmilla does care about any overlord and considers them... well, not friends, but people that are worth to be worried about. After her family, of course.
And she does care about Alastor too, and she would even have a soft spot for him... if he wasn't acting like a feral brat first few years, being especially mad that Hell has some formalities and he was tricked into accepting them. That behavior killed that soft spot before it could grow.
Though, by now she's learning to handle Alastor and their "love language" is trolling each other, and Carmilla starts liking it, especially when she manages to get on Alastor's nerves with something that isn't paperwork.
So, she thought that Alastor would be insufferable about his new "partner" and decided to poke at it first, considering that she had to bring that up anyway. But Alastor's reaction wasnt' what she expected, at all. It set her off and she started looking closely at him...
Alastor didn't know Vox applied for being an overlord. If he knew, he probably said something different and Vox would've gotten a protege status. But Vox decided that he doesn't need to tell Alastor about it and that Alastor would tell how "good" he is, and they don't need to discuss it. When Carmilla crumpled that paper, Alastor understood what had happened. And like, There aren't many overlords at this point, it's been like 30 years since Alastor wiped out old folks, so they need more new overlords. And Carmilla didn't have any real reason to deny Vox's application. But she did anyway, because Alastor didn't want him here, and that fact kinda gave Alastor feeling that he has an ally. Like, Rosie is good and all, but she owns his soul and also fucked up the last time they've seen each other.
Not like Alastor is gonna tell anything to Carmilla, but the fact that him not wanting to see Vox is enough to deny a potential new owerlord is... comforting.
And Carmilla can see and understand much more than Alastor realises.
one day i will drop my lore about Carmilla... one day...
Alright, do you feel it? Can you- can you smell it? Not- not yet, but on the tips of your fingers.. it's near it's almost here.
A tiny-tiny flicker of hope.
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today i decided to take a break from the comic and procrastinate... this is what i did procrastinating.
Yeah, i'm taking a break from the comic by making a fucking animation.
keeping their heights somewhat consistent was the hardest part, bc after the kiss Alastor shrunk lol. Good thing i noticed.
don't look at the details, it becomes cursed.
I need to try and make, like, animation where i don't draw each frame from zero, instead i copy and redraw only what is supposed to move... should be easier to keep sizes consistent.
at first i was going to draw them dancing, hense the big unused space, but Vox decided that nah, he wants to put his tongue in Alastor's mouth. Fucking bastard. Well, i guess, i'll do dance next time i have the mood for drawing 100500 frames for a 10 second animation (it's actually 57 frames, rate 8 frames per second)
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naehh i don't think i should tag ppl for this, it's not even a bonus page
I love this series so much❤️ I've been reading it since it first got released and oh my god the journey so far has been CRAZY but im here for it. I decided I wanted to make some fanart of the IF series after reading the most recent update because, I need AL to break out of this deal so bad. It kills me to see him like this and all I want to do is comfort him 😭 I can't wait for the next part, its so gooooood
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Alright, enough people have noticed, so i'll say it. Yes, i made colors not as vibrant as before. An i'm glad that it's noticeable.
Anyway, i don't remember if i wanted to say anything in this post or no... i think i said everything in the previous post...
This part isn't much, but i can't make a 10 pages part, as fast at this point of a comic, where the enthusiasm of wanting to tell the story starts to fad, and the excitement of the ending isn't within reach yet. I need more comments.
Anyway... Overlord meeting next part!
Also, wanted to say, we're officially over 100 pages (counting the bonus pages, but i think with this part even without them it should be 100)
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I'm little bit tired, i need more time to finish the next part, (plus, the summer is about to start, and my mom is already dragging me outside to help her with her stupid plants or whatever AAAAAARRGHHH
buuuut i have this art for you to ease the wait.
Also, i made a speedpaint, yay!!! tumblr doesn't want to load the video, so, here's youtube version. Also, it's on tiktok. BY THE WAY, I KEEP FORGETTING TO SAY, BUT, on tiktok i'm posting parts with music, that helps to amplify the mood of the part, and i'm especially proud for my choices in part 2, 13 and 18. These are imo just perfect. Someone had to turn the music off on p13 because it was creeping them out >:3
Vox sees their situationship through pink glasses... in case of this art, quite literally. But yeah, he's prefering to filter out all the details that don't play into his cute little picture of a happy couple.
I must disappoint some of you. Alastor isn't scheming anything at the moment
tldr, Alastor's "request" is technically a question, so it doesn't count as something vox must do for the deal. Yes i worded it like that on purpose. and, since i'm already throwing in the post all kinds of pictures, have a bonus sketch.
Alastor is just being that "throphy girlfriend" for Vox now. he's trying to force himself to enjoy touching, especially in more sexual context, kissing, and other "romantic" stuff that Vox wants. Exposure therapy, except it doesn't work without normal therapy going along. Though, he is trying to set at least some boundaries... sometimes... and doesn't let Vox walk all over him too much. But still, he only snaps when Vox becomes too pushy or demanding, mostly allowing him do way too much shit for it to be anywhere near "healthy" relationship (as if they had a chance for one to begin with). I have a few pages sketched where Al snaps and he has something to threaten Vox with too (and it was effective couple of times...). But still, Vox is mostly dragging him around and bragging (not literally but you've got the idea).
I promise this won't last too long. But why Alastor is being like that? Welp, he's got a real legit depression, and now he really needs some pills and therapy for that to be cured.
And once again NO VOX ISN'T WEARING ALASTOR'S SHIRT, HE'S JUST COPYING ALASTOR. He thinks the little thing Alastor wearing is sexy so he got himself one that is 100% sexual LOL. And Alastor's one is for his posture or smth.
BUT SPEAKING OF, i absolutely LOVE how you look into the meaning of Vox getting a red shirt and Alastor switching to white. And while Alastor's change was with deeper meaning indeed, change for Vox was basically... well, Al destroyed his sweater when killed him... LOL. But i love the analysis!!!
Also, funny that some people only now noticed that Vox is taller, when Alastor's body language changed to be more reserved and stiff. What depression and trauma does to a man...
AND ALSO i'm glad that no that many people fell for the bait (but some sure did.... that's upsetting). But mostly the response is "EW GET THAT BOX AWAY FROM AL AND SHOT IT 100500 TIMES", even from hardcore radiostatic shippers. I love you. Also it's funny how so many comments are like "I HATE THIS i mean i hate the situation, love the comic" I GET IT AHAHH it's so cute, i love you [x2]
that's all i have to say, i think. Ah, yes, the art without text is under cut if someone wants that for some reason.
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So, this is the controversial part of the comic. Funny, how literally in the previous part i got a comment that was like "finally a story about abuse that doesn't end up in a romance" and then i make this part... 🤣🤣 DON'T WORRY, THIS IS STILL RADIOSILENCE, ALASTOR IS STILL GETTING OUT, AND VOX IS STILL GETTING HIS KARMA.
This is the shipper bait. Let's see how many people are ready to forget all the horrible stuff that happened and be happy about Al getting together with Vox LOL.
By the way, we're officially at the "depression" part of the structure. This is it. This is the lowest point. When it feels like all hope is gone and the "villain" is winning.
Which means it can only go up from here YUPPIEEE (it will fluctuate, but anyway, we're moving towards the end!!!)
this part was going to be 10 pages, but then i decided to leave the 5 next for later, for when after i finish the comic. Bonus content so to say. Because it doesn't add anything important, just brings more pain. But I'm also in pain, cutting that out because i like these pages( But it's just another episode showing vox's abusive nature, nothing new. I wanna get to the ending!!!
Fuck i forgor somthing i wanted to say fuck. REMEMBERED. So um, i refreshed my memory on Forced broadcast.... yeah it's gonna cause some flashbacks to those who read this comic AHAHAH. Mind that like 5 chapters of it were sketched BEFORE IF was even planned, and i was like CHAPTER 3 IS SOOO INSANE and now it's like. eh. barely a *.
But the flashbacks are gonna flashback.
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