My Tragic Anime Backstory

who the fuck knows what's wrong anymore

[verysmolbipolar]

May come back to this hellsite since twitter’s going to shit so prepare for me bitches it’s 2022 and I still don’t fucking know what’s wrong with me but I don’t even think it’s bipolar anymore lmfao

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recently diagnosed bpd culture is thinking that you just always fell for your best friends but now realize that they were just your FP and you really liked them

[drearypisces-deactivated2021102]

My overthinking process

[verysmolbipolar]

Back to wondering hardcore if i actually do have bpd well at least I see a new therapist on Friday

[verysmolbipolar]

I use my vent Twitter a lot more than this blog now tbh sorry I sort of forgot this existed

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intro

hello!

my name is fynn

i’m 21 years old, queer and nonbinary (they/them pronouns only please)

i am also neurodivergent and disabled (with invisible disibilites), and I’m new to these communities online since i have just begun to accept these parts of me and reach out to others and learn more!

i would love some people to talk to so if you post about any of these things (below the keep reading) please reblog so i can follow you <3

Keep reading

[verysmolbipolar]

Lmao kill me my meds aren't working right anymore and my cptsd is acting up

[verysmolbipolar]

Oh also on the delusions front I started getting a real typical one which sucks. Someone at work can definitely read my mind I just don't know who it is. I'm constantly testing people like "if you can read my mind I bet you'll do xyz" which is stupid bc if they COULD read my mind they wouldn't do what I said just bc I thought about it.

I'm on antipsychotics so if this is happening I must be getting worse.......

[verysmolbipolar]

Oh yeah so my psychosis is coming back LMAO all during work the other day I kept hearing seagulls it was annoying

[verysmolbipolar]

I feel like someone's watching me I can't shake it

[verysmolbipolar]

Me: I'm worried I'm going crazy

My brain: Haven't you been all along?

[llleighsmith]

if you’re in you’re early-mid twenties and they fucking suck, i promise they fucking suck for most people because it’s the time when you are really figuring out who you want to be how you fit into the world who you should surround yourself and it’s mostly misfires and painful learning experiences and reckoning with your childhood and learning to heal your deep wounds, it’s a very very painful transformation process and it doesn’t really end as you get older, you keep growing and learning, but you learn more and more the tools you need and you can equip yourself with them in times of hardship and find the spaces where you belong that can hold you

[verysmolbipolar]

Sorry I don’t use tumblr much anymore, I want to keep up this blog but I forget about it a lot of the time now since im never using tumblr. But I’m gonna try to use it more again.

[verysmolbipolar]

Oh also I'm off the Zoloft now. My current meds are Vraylar and Gabapentin.

[verysmolbipolar]

Once again wondering whether I have bipolar or schizoaffective disorder LOL

[verysmolbipolar]

We are trying Zoloft next let's hope it works

[verysmolbipolar]

So my doctor took me off the Prozac, it was making me manic lol