L0nl3y Is The Mus3

[vicatlas]

Is there somewhere

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I want to sleep as calmly as a baby who does not know the world’s darkness nor disease.

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I wish I could wake up healthy and normal tomorrow. I promise I will choose to live my life differently.

[quinzedeminuit]

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I want to be the name scribbled in your journal.

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I wish I could redo the last 20 years knowing what I know now.

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A poem, from when I felt my lowest (now). My ode to You.

I never asked to be the main character in your story— that would have been selfish of me.

But would it have been so selfish to have had some of the screen time? Would it have been so ridiculous that when it finally came time for my monologue to be spoken into the airwaves, it would have been met by something different than: “wait, omg. Did I tell you about MYYYY day?”

And when I reflect on not just YOU, but also… you… and how you cried every day speaking about how you skin tore like paper. And I cried with you. Hoping it was what you needed to glue it all back together.

And for You— I listened to you whisper your secret of lusting after another man while you were so unhappily with yours. You never listened to my advice, and when he found out the half-truth, I supported you though I knew you didn’t deserve it. Though I knew he deserved to hear all of it before deciding to stay with you. Years later I see you’re picking out your oval stone, and wondering if you consider what color or fabric I might like to wear.

And to all of you: there are so many. All of you so different and still the same. With your disappointments. For when I needed support, YOU, you, You were no where to be found. When you finally get everything you want, when you finally are at peace, there is no room for me.

But when I suffer, I’m only met with silence. It does not matter how many of you there were, there is only me.

[halseyoungod]

Happy 6 Years of Manic by Halsey (Released Jan 17th, 2020)

[halseyoungod]

Halsey talking to Zane Lowe about how her label won't let her make an album right now due to the performance of The Great Impersonator.

[vicatlas]

Last row is all TGI but my Piano has so much stuff on the top I couldn’t show the bottom row off lol

[vicatlas]

Chicago show Halsey presale. Did not get tickets. So incredibly sad.

[vicatlas]

For Badlands 10th Anniversay… here are my demands:

Please note: I am a nobody and just a somebody with a dream, lol.

1. Badlands Live on Vinyl, Special Edition Badlands Vinyl, Anniversary Vinyl. You get the idea.

2. Badlands Merch: Badlands Passport HOLDER. Leather. Durable. Give me a hiking backpack. Give me a lighter (the one I missed and cry about every time lol). Give me things a wanderess or a one night stand would want on hand.

3. … maybe a Hot Take given I do not believe we are or should be done with the TGI era….but merely an ANNOUNCEMENT to “Return to Badlands” — deep in The Lucid Motel, hidden in the creaking boards of Room 93, lies the second part of the story. Does our heroine dare to go back to save those pages?

4. A tall order, but matching fan tattoos in three phases:

- the original lightening match fans. A reunion. Did anyone add a flame? Does anyone feel like they can now?

- a new tattoo (I volunteer, Halsey 😭) with a meet up for 5 people to get matching tattoos together

- fan submitted flash tattoo ideas. Halsey picks her favorite designs and tags the original artist/s. Everyone can go on X day to get the “matching” tattoos should they choose.

5. A private and intimate show. No costumes. No set. No fire. Let’s just sit on the floor and kumbaya to poetry. (Can I throw Chicago into the rink? But this will probably go to LA… understandable lol).

6. About Face Badlands Anniversary set

Oh and pls hire me to do your advertising, guerrilla advertising… etc etc etc.

Ok thank you for coming to my Halsey talk.

[vicatlas]

Uhm hello @tiredandlonelymuse did you read my mind here?! Lmao

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All yall giving Halsey shit for her posts and then BULLYING her into taking them down better not be fighting to get into the Badlands tour.

BBFFR.

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In that Badlands Babes era 🩵

[taylorswift]

Pre-order The Life of a Showgirl: “It’s Rapturous” Limited Release Deluxe CD now on my site. Available for 72 hours while supplies last. ‍‍❤️‍🔥 

https://taylor.lnk.to/TSTheLifeofaShowgirl

Album Producers: Max Martin, Shellback and Taylor Swift 📸: Mert Alas & Marcus Piggott

[vicatlas]

For Badlands 10th Anniversay… here are my demands:

Please note: I am a nobody and just a somebody with a dream, lol.

1. Badlands Live on Vinyl, Special Edition Badlands Vinyl, Anniversary Vinyl. You get the idea.

2. Badlands Merch: Badlands Passport HOLDER. Leather. Durable. Give me a hiking backpack. Give me a lighter (the one I missed and cry about every time lol). Give me things a wanderess or a one night stand would want on hand.

3. … maybe a Hot Take given I do not believe we are or should be done with the TGI era….but merely an ANNOUNCEMENT to “Return to Badlands” — deep in The Lucid Motel, hidden in the creaking boards of Room 93, lies the second part of the story. Does our heroine dare to go back to save those pages?

4. A tall order, but matching fan tattoos in three phases:

- the original lightening match fans. A reunion. Did anyone add a flame? Does anyone feel like they can now?

- a new tattoo (I volunteer, Halsey 😭) with a meet up for 5 people to get matching tattoos together

- fan submitted flash tattoo ideas. Halsey picks her favorite designs and tags the original artist/s. Everyone can go on X day to get the “matching” tattoos should they choose.

5. A private and intimate show. No costumes. No set. No fire. Let’s just sit on the floor and kumbaya to poetry. (Can I throw Chicago into the rink? But this will probably go to LA… understandable lol).

6. About Face Badlands Anniversary set

Oh and pls hire me to do your advertising, guerrilla advertising… etc etc etc.

Ok thank you for coming to my Halsey talk.

[cowboyjoshdun]

BADLANDS (2015) - HALSEY