Omg, I barely got it. The first post was a chicken on a pole dancing. A chicken strip 🙁 I reactivated this old thing because I just figured it out like 4 years later. Also looking back what I said what pretty bad but it got out of hand. I didn't get anything because I couldn't get anything. Nothing ever happened. But halfway losing something important, it was a mixture of doing anything not to lose what's important and not wanting to admit I lost it over nothing. So I made up the something along the way. I tried to downplay this fake something. Its bad. Its really bad looking at it now. This is all my fault. But I am pretty sure we've moved on. We've had way more than enough time. Never would have wrote this if I didn't see that dancing chicken. I didn't think about it until after I posting about the chicken. All this is an edit starting at also. I don't know, I guess I felt guilty about what I had done besides what I claimed that last week of November 2017, and also WebMD was scary. But human contact never occurred. I'm not bi. Idk why I broke down like that, it's too late to analyze my old psyche now.











