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they/ them va / ct • 24 knh🤍

[victoriaobrienn]

Meeting someone who wants to treat me like i’m worth more than the bare minimum is wild

but i like that shit please don’t dip

[prettysheepy]

Reblog if your tits are free-use stress balls for any lesbian who needs them

[victoriaobrienn]

for my last trick:

i will push everyone away.

it’ll hurt less for them in the long run.

[victoriaobrienn]

two years since life ripped you away and i still can’t make it hurt any less.

you are the greatest love of my life, and i will find you in every lifetime.

🤍

[victoriaobrienn]

Mentally, I will remain here forever❤️

[cottaegecore]

[classycookiexo]

[victoriaobrienn]

Recap of 2023:

J: I said goodbye to my person for the last time

F: I saw the west coast

M: I self medicated the whole month to deal with my pain.

A: I looked for seaglass for kait

M: Discovered I was being cheated on again, let myself feel the pain and did things to make my heart feel better

J: Put my focus on myself & really started to feel better

J:Held my people a little tighter every time i saw them & reminded them how much they mean to me

A: Got promoted at work!!!

S: Got a tattoo for kait and two of my people came to visit :^) Said goodbye to someone who made me feel beautiful and seen every single day

O: Felt happy for the first time this year

N: I turned 23, kait stayed 25.

D: The dog that saved my life is crossing the rainbow bridge tomorrow.

2024, please be kind. Another year of pain is not something i will be strong enough for

[victoriaobrienn]

6 months is too long to miss you kait.

you can come back now.

I forgot to tell you how much i love you.

[blushingxpilgrims]

how long is this supposed to hurt?

how long do i let it?

—how long?, 2023

[nyctofilic]

I wish I could disappear like i never existed

[self--destruction]

everything affects me so deeply and it fucking sucks

[slfcare]

repeat after me:

on the other side of fear, there is relief. on the other side of fear, there is success. on the other side of fear, there is love. on the other side of fear, there is joy. on the other side of fear, there is contentment. on the other side of fear, there is result. i decide that my fear is not an ocean; it is a line.

[victoriaobrienn]

TLDR: Therapy is working and life is becoming better quality, even if it means less people in my circle.

I’ve reached a point in my life where I am comfortable with setting boundaries and distancing myself when I am not getting the validation from someone that I am not a therapist.

That being said i’ve been doing a lot of emotional inventory. I’ve come to the decision that rather than continuing to let myself think “if they wanted to they would,” I will do for others the things that would make me feel most seen and valued.

I like being in my healing era. it’s giving me a better perspective and letting me be the person i know i am, and finally others will be able to see.

growth & healing from this life i’ve had is a weird and almost uncomfortable feeling, but nothing changes if nothing changes. and change within my life has to start with me.

[overwhelming-thoughtss]

part of me is still hoping for us

[what-iz-life]

"Are you okay?" no, i miss my favorite person

[victoriaobrienn]

reblogging this for the rest of my life

[overwhelming-thoughtss]

why cant i stop thinking about you