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I'LL NEVER TAKE ANOTHER LIFE. not even hers. so i'll pretend to go all out... and then i'll die. i don't have to do this. i can still study batman's method. i can be good enough for the costume. i can be... mediocre for a lifetime. or perfect. for a year.

independent, private, selective, low activity cassandra cain written by andy.

this blog is primarily a character study of batgirl / cassandra cain wayne throughout her iterations with a heavy focus on worldbuilding and character development from the ground up. canon divergent with a heavy headcanon focus. worldbuilding and affiliation with #lightnlasso & #leopardblow.

1. carrd 2. pin board 3. playlist 4. permanent interaction call

#pinned.

HEYY I'm going to move cass onto a multi over at @elsolaer ! it's got mainly ovw and dc muses on it. this blogs gonna be archived once i move everything on there from here and my wonder woman.

#OOC.#yipee!#thats all folks!

quick post to say that this blog is on low activity status since my interest in dc is pretty low at the moment! you can find me primarily on my overw.atch blogs here

wido.wmaker @veuveil somb.ra @infiltracion

#ooc.#gotta rewrite my dc verse on these blogs but i do have one since the universes are very similar #tbd

WHY DO YOU HURT?

you swallow pain & fold around it.

you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.

TAGGED BY. stolen from my other blog hehe

TAGGING. @lightnlasso @leopardblow :)

#file.

HAPPY (slightly belated) BIRTHDAY CASS

. . . NEW INCOMING MESSAGE 🞂 SUBJECT: N/A 🞂 @spoi1s

makes a heart w/ her hands. thanks, steph!

#spoi1s #questions.#ic.#I HAD TO DOUBLE CHECK dw its not belated it's today!!#1/26 babey

clambuoyance

[DC] some bats in cute outfits 💜

I posted a sketch version of hearts glasses cass here if you want to see it before I colored it

#this is soooooooooooooooo cuteeeee #images.#🞂 … SPOI1S: MAYBE WHEN WE’RE BOTH BETTER AT LIFE.

vigilantaes

cass bday tmmrw

vigilantaes

NATIONAL HOLIDAY! HAPPY BDAY CASSANDRA CAIN

#ooc.#tbd #i have migraine zzzz #but i luv her

cass bday tmmrw

#ooc.#tbd #havent been on too much been fixating on ocs but this is important #1/26!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ibongmaiyaa

mommy issues amirite !

datanexusmoved

@inhxuman @vigilantaes @spoilante

#WOOOOOO i love this so bad hellot hank u for the tag #omg......#images.#🞂 … LEOPARDBLOW: AND YOU ARE ALL I MIGHT BE.#🞂 … SPOI1S: MAYBE WHEN WE’RE BOTH BETTER AT LIFE.

thinking abt her in bab's fit always

#ooc.#tbd #she was sooooooooo cute

remaking my psd bc ive always disliked the coloring on everything but the batsuit.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

#ooc.#left is old right is new #i think i like this better

orufevre

this is so self indulgent i just really want a cassie sandsmark solo run placed after young justice n teen titans where she's training under wonder woman and has to temporarily take over for her because there's a wild b plot going on in themyscira and we actually get to see them have the mother-daughter / mentor-mentee relationship they deserve and

*** also, this is very directly based on THIS wonder woman cover! it's meant to be a throwback.

#instead of writing i did this #im manifesting a cassie run #🞂 … LIGHTNLASSO: THE SUN IS GONE BUT I HAVE A LIGHT.#you can tell i drew this cuz i had to shoehorn cass in there (peep the GUEST STARRING: BATGIRL)

character flaws.

BOLD — character trait.

ITALIC — situational.

tagged by: @oftomorrow !! thank u <3 tagging: tag! ur it!

#i think some others also tagged me in this but i forgor #file.#cass is mentally sound

aesthetics for the entities, part i. bold what applies to your muse, italics what applies situationally or only in certain verses. rest of the fears here. this is based on a horror podcast; potentially triggering and / or upsetting content ahead!

i. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃: weighed blankets. drowning. the comfort of a loved one’s weight. soil and sand piling on top of you. hugging so hard it hurts a little. cramped hiding spots. letting out air underwater to sink to the bottom of the pool. walls pressing in on you. not moving from a position even though you’re cramping a little. dragging the last second before you have to inhale. lonely subways. feeling like one with the earth. a layer of dirt on you. looking for something below. cardboard boxes and tiny pillow forts. hands calloused from digging. knowing that your purpose is just below the surface. entering your final resting place before it kills you. a storm drowning you out. dust and sand speaking to you.

ii. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐔𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: insects. a close imitation of the natural course of life. an illness in a community. a rag that dirties more than it cleans. an untreated wound. containment. breaching containment. unbreathable air. fungi. one with that you love. one with what loves you. a corpse unfit for a glass case. hearing a song in the sound of tiny wings and legs. honeycomb patterns. an ecosystem within a person. a curse passed on. the hubris of a scientist. an ugly death where a glorious one is owed. blood on a handkerchief. parasites. something pushing up the sewer. a mask to keep something out. trypophobia. knowing you belong. death weeks after impact. fever. food that’s gone off. pandora’s box. death behind a glass.

iii. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊: shadows. lights that turn off by themselves. the feel of cold marble. a beaked creature in the night. the difference between seeing darkness and seeing nothing. touch of something you can’t see. hiding under a blanket. white, clouded eyes. months without going outside during sunlight. pouring dark. unscrewing lightbulbs. black matter. light sensitivity. a starless night. time before light was created. a shadow on the wall without a body to attach to. withering plants. a world without a sun. footfalls in an empty house in the night. a light that doesn’t reach as far as it should. desperate reach for a flashlight. clothes that hide your shape. staying unperceivable. winter months in the north. an empty church.

iv. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: senseless pain. warmth of faith. wax where skin should be. a blazing fire. heat without a source. the third or fourth tragedy in the family. losing everything you’ve ever held dear. so much to live for, gone so soon. the smell of gasoline. touch that scars. coffee cup that never goes cold. scorch marks on wood. inescapably warm air. a child born in fire. death of a loved one. a candle without a flame. an altar in the middle of the woods. animals with burnt fur. plastic explosives. burning hot metal. sweating in an interrogation room. never touching a loved one. disfigurement. a kiss that ruins you. the scent of burning fat. a tattoo that terrifies its viewer. the agony of hellfire displayed as art. auburn hair. little clothing in cold weather. a ripple in the air. trying to cool down in vain.

v. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐇: body horror. factories. a hunger for something more filling. never quite happy with how you look. the terror of an animal waiting for slaughter. a very good meal. the liquid of a perfect steak. fighting your worst survival instincts. a twisted bone. long nights working out. more than one heart. appearance that shapes like clay. a bag of bones. bone broth in a pot. knowing to fear pigs. the butcher’s shop. plastic surgery. something alien inside your body. a hunger in the gaze laid upon you. unwitting cannibalism. forgetting what you used to look like. being admired for your appearance and appearance only. teeth marks on skin. scars from wounds that should’ve killed you. cooking in scarcity. fenced in with one way to go.

vi. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃: the last page of a book. nightmares that don’t feel like nightmares. a skeletal hand. the grip of the grim reaper around your throat. existential pain. ivory dice. flatlining in a hospital. gambling with death. as old as the universe. soul and spirit tied to an object. a dream where you die. closing your eyes for the last time. the plead of a dying one. knowing the fate of someone you know and being unable to prevent it. a thousand cords tugging you towards your end. skin that’s freezing to the touch. an act of desperation. someone’s life for yours. an eternity spent alive. the cost of your selfishness. watching your own burial. causing your own burial. the smell of death. numbness to fear. words from someone gone. meaninglessness of the actions or lives of single people in the universe. multiple near-death experiences you refuse to die from.

vii. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄: googling something you shouldn’t have. eureka moments. the unforgiving lens of a camera. witness reports. hidden libraries. eyes of different colours. feeling of being watched. a death recorded in tape. a tragedy you can’t watch away from. endangering yourself for knowledge. truth. analog records. a symbol of an eye. a watch tower. compulsion to document. turning on recording devices without thinking about it. saving the evidence before the person. extracting information. truth or dare, without the dare. a thirst for knowledge. books that speak to you. coordinated shelves. cataloguing systems. voyeurism. police report you can’t put down. reasoning your way out. smell of old papers. books that read you back.

TAGGED BY: @toonsupe !! thank u !! TAGGING: @lightnlasso + all ur blogs, @notbatboy , @failrobin , @gaynsborough , @roysenal , & everyone else who wants to!

#file.#long post #you guessed it. the dark and the end are the most applicable #GHSRJGHSG

i love u

#ooc.#tbd #i just saw this again sorry shes cute here

✔

. . . NEW INCOMING MESSAGE 🞂 SUBJECT: PLOTTING GUIDE 🞂 @notbatboy

damian's probably her favorite sibling ngl he's just a little angrier version of her. assassin kids. i have a whole concept in my head for how i think damian is towards cass but thats obviously also up to ur interpretation!

DO I KNOW YOUR MUSE(S): yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse

PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS?: yes | no | depends on the relationship

#notbatboy #questions.#ooc.#smacks damian on the back

She holds up a sticky note that says I love you in the smallest writing ever so Cass can’t see it before throwing it away. She read that showing affection to your children is good for them — nailed it.

. . . NEW INCOMING MESSAGE 🞂 SUBJECT: N/A 🞂 @leopardblow.

has she ever mentioned how much she hates when her mother plays games with her? for a woman so adamant on living life to its fullest, sandra loved to take time out of her day to tease her with something ridiculous. cass considers ignoring the note, she truly does, but curiosity gets the best of her. what if it was a clue to something they desperately needed? she makes a beeline for the sticky note with inhuman speed, ready for shiva's incoming interception.

this is going to be so dumb. and violent.

#leopardblow #questions.#ic.#🞂 … V: DARKNESS LETS THE LIGHT SHINE BRIGHT.#🞂 … LEOPARDBLOW: AND YOU ARE ALL I MIGHT BE.#like mother like daughter like *GAGS*

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