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Nice!! This eclipse brought me another ticket :))))

Someone send me money plss

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Why does abandonment follow me? I’m great at being alone and can take on more that I should, but I still need and want support, especially if I’m taking care of shit for you.

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My problem with this stage of my life is that I know what is coming: success, community, safety, love. But for now and for a bit longer I have to keep doing this alone. After being alone emotionally for almost 27 years, it is hard to not be eager for connection and success when you know it’s attainable and your birthright.

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Im scared love will make me stupid. I see it so lick in the women around me. And this is not to belittle them, life is hard and lonely. I understand. But they deserve so much better and even when they are shown that they deserve better, they keep putting up with it.

How do you get to that point? To idolizing a man for doing the bare minimum, maybe even less, when 95% of the time they’re putting you down, minimizing you and taking away anything that makes you happy.

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I love my self, so why does someone else need to love me?

I hate all the “love yourself” talk. At my core I think I always have, I can be myself when I’m alone, but I seldom let other people see me because I have been hurt so many times. It’s part of life, it’s part of my spiritual path.. I know. You would think protecting yourself emotionally would be a part of self love, but it’s really the opposite. I guess the real skill you would need to get over this would be discernment.