im a gay pre-t tboy from asia whos neurodivergent, catholic and super nerdy
here to post mecore stuff, yap about my interests, and hopefully find a cool older cis long term bf whom i can be silly and stupid with (dm me for my age rhrurhh)
dms and asks open... TALK TO MEE im friendly i swear!! just a lil awkward har har
(this is a side blog)
i love movies, tv shows, writing and listening to music !
i love buff men 💚
this blog is miscellaneous but fair warning it might get suggestive or nsft, esp cuz im hypersexual! also im pretty mentally unstable so i might get funky (bad) :(
I dont send nudes/pics/my face, it takes time for me to get comfortable, and i'm monogamous. treat me with basic respect pls, im young but im still a person !
im a freak but my libido is wonky, so don't expect me to be super sexual !
ok nicknames: pup/puppy, little guy, little dude, kid/kiddo, pretty boy, good boy, baby
NO: scat, blood/gore, extreme violence, abuse, detrans, misgendering, misogyny, use of slut/whore or fem terms
DNI: transphobia, homophobia, racism, xenophobia, zionism, bigotry, pro trump, MAGA
forcemasc but it's roughhousing with your cis best friend after you come out. you have to deal with him teasing you with words like, "c'mon, this is just how boys mess around," and "is that all you've got? hit me like a the man you are," as he straddles your hips and holds your hands down.
he leans down and whispers, "we're just boys being boys. you can take it, right?" he asks, while he deliberately grinds his hips against yours as if trying to provoke you, and it works.
you struggle to escape his hold, but finally manage. you both toss and turn on the floor until you eventually end up on top. you attempt to restrict him in the same way he did to you, pushing your hips down onto his.
he looks up at you with a mischievous grin, his hands gripping your thighs tightly. "there we go..." he mutters as he moves his hips upward slightly.
“that’s my boy.”
nine in the morning btw… what am i doing w my life 🧍🏽.
telling your cis best friend one drunken late night that you think you might be a boy too. next morning you come to regret it, taking it all back and passing it off as a dumb thought.
he doesn't let you.
he doesn't push it, but you notice changes. he doesn't filter himself around you as much anymore, punches your shoulder a little harder when he teases, puts you in a headlock far more often that he would a girl. he builds it up in subtle ways, like switching from your old name to a nickname, or maybe even your last name. he tells you to fight back harder in the moments you're laughing and wrestling each other.
"c'mon, man up! is that all you've got? nah, i know better!"
he doesn't care nearly as much about changing in front of you, and he tells you all of the dirty details he can think of. you're just boys, right? he'll make you see that.
wrestling and dumb jokes turn into late nights with smoke swirling, mentioning a porno he saw the other night that he's still thinking of now as you lie on your backs staring at the ceiling with the posters. nicknames and telling you to man up turns into palming at his cock and encouraging you to pull yours out. he won't accept your dumb excuse of not having one. this is what boys do.
theres something so weirdly hot about the concept of an older man feeling such a strong guilt over liking you. oh you know it's wrong because you're way older? it'd be taking advantage of me? but i think its okay... cuz you're soo lonely and so am i.
even hotter if the guilt stays when we get physical. cursing under his breath mid-makeout, muttering guilt ridden apologies in bed, having to restrain himself, knowing he shouldn't feel the way he feels but giving in anyways because there's gotta be something to fill the empty hole in his heart and i happen to be just the thing.
being an older mans one and only guilty pleasure nghh yes please !!
bro i swear ever afab person with an omorashi kink has it against their will because wdym im horniest when i need to pee, there's no way to get an orgasm out of it and when i actually piss it's like it was never there 😭gotta be my funniest kink
being hypersexual with a low libido is so confusing like wdym i physically feel little to nothing but can get so unbelievably mentally turned on if thats even a term
Not opening my legs when he says so that he'll force them open. Turning my head away when he goes to kiss me so he'll grab my chin rough and do it forcefully.