violent skies

i'm a little bit unholy. so what? so is everyone else.

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beehivcs‌:

lia’s face was not in the slightest bit pleased as her brows narrowed in a glare. “ excuse me ? what’s wrong with me ? says the moron who walks the streets like she owns the place. how about you watch where you’re going. ” she scoffed, as if sadie was going to even attempt to pass the blame.   “ what happened ? you realise your pathetic life’s going nowhere ? ” lia had the tiniest of a grin on her lips, almost enjoying herself.

   “Like I own the place? So what, I fucking bumped into to you.” She could feel the rage she’d had passed down from her father building up inside of her. “It’s none of your business what’s going on in my life.” She could feel her arms starting to itch like they often did when she got upset. Sadie wanted to hit her. “You say my life is pathetic but you enjoy talking to people like this? You’re disgusting.” She growled, clenching her jaw. 

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beehivcs‌:

“ yeah, i suppose. or just give myself, like, an eighteen pack with the biggest dick ever. i mean, i have one of those things so it’s only half a lie. ” he was joking, of course, knowing she knew that, too. “ i think i’m gonna do oils, ‘cause … well, i don’t know. it’s good for painting skin and if i’m nude then it’s gonna mostly be skin. ” he rambled on a little, she probably didn’t care too much about it but he liked talking. “ ugh, okay. i’m gonna be so broke this week but i don’t care, i want icecream. ” he admitted, knowing he had enough but was it really enough to waste on icecream ? he didn’t consider it a waste so it was fine. everything would work out, that’s what he always told himself. “ we’ll have to limit ourselves to one scoop, though. so now i’m gonna have to pick between cookies n’ creme or mango. i feel like it’s a mango day to be honest. ”

   “I'm not gonna be the one to burst any bubbles, so I’m just gonna leave that alone,” She teased, joking back with him. “What made you want to paint a nude self portrait, anyway?” Sadie didn’t mind hearing him talk about painting. He was passionate about it and she liked to hear his thoughts and expertise on something she knew nothing about. She liked to log away the information he gave her in the back of her brain, in case it came in handy. She didn’t do any painting herself but she never knew when knowledge might come in handy. 

   “It’s fine, I can just tag along and steal a bite of yours. I’m not gonna make you pay for me if you can’t really afford it, either.” The last thing she wanted was for him to be going out on a limb for her and spending money he shouldn’t be spending, even if it was something as simple as ice cream. “It’s always cookies n’ creme for me. Mango is gross,” She scrunched her nose up in distaste, “So maybe I won’t steal a bite from you after all.” She laughed. 

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beehivcs‌—

lia was restocking the last few bits and then her list of priorities was done. the peonies were perfect this time of year and she couldn’t quite believe just how beautiful they looked. they just HAD to be out the front, somewhere everyone could admire them as she knew they’d be a big hit with customers. as she stepped out of the store she almost bumped into the girl striding past, and of course lia wasn’t going to let that slide. “ HEY! watch it! ” she scowled, lifting the set of flowers she was holding to ensure their safety. “ just ‘cause you’ve got nothing to live for doesn’t mean you can act like that. ”

   Sadie honestly hadn’t meant to nearly collide into the girl exiting the shop. Quite honestly, it had just been bad timing. Sadie wasn’t one to try to be rude on purpose without good reason. “What?” Sadie stopped and turned to her. She was taken aback by the girl’s words. Who says those kind of things to a stranger on the street? That’s when she recognized her. Lia. She groaned internally. “Who says shit like that to people?” She squinted at her. “What’s wrong with you?”

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“ sorry, ” he apologised once more, feeling it was due. he nodded to her suggestion, absentmindedly picking at the dried specks of colourful paint on his fingers. “ yeah, i think so too. like, it would help to pose in the position i want… and then the mirror would be good to ensure i got all the details right. ”  he confirmed, clasping his hands together in conclusion. “ ah, i’m kind of anxious about how it’ll turn out to be honest, ” caleb admitted, feeling like he was going to struggle. “ maybe we should get some icecream so i can calm myself. ”

   “Well if you don’t like how it turns out you can just not paint your face on it and  nobody will know it’s supposed to be you,” She shrugged again. “But I’m sure it’ll turn out fine. You’re good at what you do so you can probably pull it off.” She tucked a piece of loose hair behind her ear, “The only way we can get ice cream is if you spot me and I pay you back later. Because I just paid bills and my wallet is a little light right now,” She chuckled nervously, looking over at him as she fought her instincts to look away. Admitting that she couldn’t pay for things, and that she sometimes needed help from other people, was not something she enjoyed doing in the slightest. 

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   Sadie walked angrily down the road. Her car had broken down a few miles back and her phone was dead. She didn’t have the money to afford a toe truck right now anyway, even if her phone did have any charge left in it. She’d just gotten off of a 10 hour shift. Her feet hurt and she was starving. It felt like the day couldn’t get any worse, but she didn’t want to challenge the universe like that. She was actively fighting back tears of anger and frustration. Her car was a piece of shit that barely ran as it was. It had been standing on it’s last leg for awhile and she was pretty sure that this was the last straw. At this point, it would cost the same amount of money to get it repaired as it would to just buy a new damn car— both price options being vastly out of her budget right now. It felt like the universe was laughing at her as she walked down the road, cars zooming past, blowing hot wind against her body. 

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beehivcs‌ —

“ this is gonna sound so weird, so i’m sorry in advance but… ” caleb began, a small grin on his lips as he knew how it sound sound, especially to an unsuspecting listener. “ do you think i could do a nude self portrait if i really tried ?? in my head i can either take a bunch of nudes to use for reference or just sit naked next to a mirror while i paint… i feel like the latter would be more effective… or maybe both. ”  

   Sadie furrowed her brows for a second, bracing herself for whatever it was he was about to say. She raised her brows when he asked his question, “That is weird. You were right.” But then she took a second and thought about it. “I think a combination of the two would probably work out best? Like taking a picture of yourself in whatever pose you want to paint would probably be best, but then having a mirror next to you while you do it in case there’s something you’re struggling with? I don’t know. I’m not a painter. I don’t know your process.” She shrugged. 

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⌈ natalia dyer, cisfemale, she/her ⌋ hey, is it SADIE CHAPMAN that you’re looking for? you know, the TWENTY TWO year old WAITRESS. typically i see them hanging around NEPTUNE’S DINER so you could try there! i hear they’ve been in living in ROSELL PARKS for SIXTEEN YEARS. gristol wouldn’t be the same without them, right? anyway, whenever i see them they make me think of WORN OUT SHOES, CHIPPED NAIL POLISH, STRAWBERRY CHAPSTICK & THE COLOR YELLOW.

Hi! My name is Stephanie & I’m 22 years old. I live in California (aka PST). I’m very nervous about being in a new group lol buuut this is Sadie. You can find her short bio here. There are wanted connections here but I’m open to things that aren’t on that list as well. Like this post if you want to plot so I can IM you?? Thank youuuu.