Violet

I just need my own space

[violetxviolent]

💀🖤

I want to love my life

I feel held back

Overwhelmed

Disappointed

Stressed

Guilty

Lonely

Angry

Sad

I’m not sure what to do. I thought I’ve hit rock bottom with as lonely as I’ve felt before.

Day by day nothing is changing. I used to wake up and have sad days, now everyday is a sad day with some good parts.

Sometimes I cry wishing I didn’t exists, but that’s not true. Its actually the opposite, I want to exist so bad.

I want to exist without stipulations.

I don’t want to show you what I’m worth.

I don’t want to make money

I just want to exist

I want to sit and listen to the rain

To create art

Laugh

Cook

Play

Why do I have to do things I don’t want to do..

[weaskie]

then you never really knew me at all

[violetxviolent]

I’m getting a freaking tattoo, super spur of the moment! Im so fuckin excited!!! I’ve been wanting to get another one for a long time 😭🎉

[jdebbiel]

studies at the Musée D’Orsay

[violetxviolent]

Still existing and doing alright.

[violetxviolent]

Honestly..I don’t want to do anything. I have no desire to achieve..anything. I simply want to exist.

[thearmyofgrunge]

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[somekindofblur]

The sad part is when you know you're getting worse again and you can't do anything about it.

[heavyrain-dc]

“In the end you can’t always choose what to keep. You can only choose how you let it go.”

— Ally Condie

[lanaknowsitried0]

The moment I’m all alone and have nothing to distract me is when I fall apart and I give in to self destructive behavior

[cedar2bug]

[vodkatales]

How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

[scars-and-fucking-tears]

I really don’t have the energy to deal with feeling this way

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[lovelornnn]

[mentalquotes]

“Stop thinking that other people are going to come and save you. You gotta save yourself.”

— Rae Earl