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I want to love my life
I feel held back
Overwhelmed
Disappointed
Stressed
Guilty
Lonely
Angry
Sad
Iâm not sure what to do. I thought Iâve hit rock bottom with as lonely as Iâve felt before.
Day by day nothing is changing. I used to wake up and have sad days, now everyday is a sad day with some good parts.
Sometimes I cry wishing I didnât exists, but thatâs not true. Its actually the opposite, I want to exist so bad.
I want to exist without stipulations.
I donât want to show you what Iâm worth.
I donât want to make money
I just want to exist
I want to sit and listen to the rain
To create art
Laugh
Cook
Play
Why do I have to do things I donât want to do..
















