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how it is dealing w riddle/rien btw - 💸

is killing myself an option yet - rein

How am I supposed to profess my feelings for her in these conditions? To her I’m nothing more but a character she likes. But to me she is everything. I have always had fantasies of those I love being preserved perfectly, all for me. My beautiful dead doves. But that had all changed. For why would I want to preserve something in a motionless state when her breath and her warmth is what makes her so beautiful? She could yell at me for all of my terrible deeds, all of the things I’ve said and done, and I’d still listen to it all. I am a horrible man. But for her? Maybe I could be something more. To dance with her, hold her, is a scene beyond my wildest dreams. Someone who may understand me. Someone I don’t mind feeling powerless to.

What a silly fantasy.

But how I do yearn for her to redirect those silly feelings towards me. Maybe I could fulfill that dream of hers. Even if all I am is a horrible man, not even the real Fyodor. A false reflection.

My dearest.

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me trying to convince the bsd alters to finish reading their source so we can finally know wtf our girlfriend is talking about because its literally THEIR SOURCE PICK UP THE DAMN BOOK

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average skylar and jules interaction

No one talks about how awful being a covert system is I just had the most awful sad dream of my life.

I felt so hopeless in that dream. It was like it was searching for one person who understood me. One person who could pause and not look at me like I was some freak. Anytime I tried to explain it to someone close I was dragged away from me. I was on the hunt searching but couldn’t get away, and genti was hopeless. He wanted to cry, but if we cried we’d have to explain it. We couldn’t. I couldn’t.

I was searching for someone like our ex. Our awful ex that we hated but couldn’t break ourselves away from because for once we could be who we were. Without feeling guilt. Even if it was a fantasy having people we knew from source. Joking about source. Falling in love over and over again with the same person.

The last part of the dream was me being dragged away from the one person who was even remotely trying to understand me.

I woke up so sad.

I wish I could tell the people around me but I’d seem like a joke. I tried hinting to it the other day to my girlfriend and she said “you sound like those people who ‘discovered’ they were a system.” We were stressing because sometimes we don’t remember the certain things we did with her, and how sometimes the things she says we did we were confused why we even did it. I was shocked when she even said that, and it felt like she was making fun of them. Thats what confirmed to us we could never tell her about this. We can’t tell anyone about this. We just have to live the way we do, constantly negotiating and constantly faking a persona of normalcy. Consistency. I don’t want to be ridiculed.

Or worse

Be such an unbearable bother that people leave.

#sys vent

followersofthehunt

based on recent events.

- Rappa

#system edit

kingdomofphysics

hate our dumbass ex, making me mad

at least were doing something with our lives, were both a genius and incredibly creative

great memory and a fast learner, were built to do cool shit

luna gets on my nerves sometimes because she thinks theyre doing better just because theyre in a relationship, but they didn’t even wait a month after we broke up for it

they are NOT emotionally mature enough to appreciate the relationships they have

i know shes just worried, but were fine

the right person will come with time

just wish they’d die already, we feel bound to them in such an awkward way since we refuse to be the one to leave people

we already made that promise, we can’t go back on it

i know they will though, so were just waiting

doesn’t make a difference either way

kingdomofphysics

OH MY GOD AND WHO WAS RIGHT

WHO WAS FUCKING RIGHT

WE HAVE AN AMAZING GIRLFRIEND AND WERE ACEING OUR CLASSES AND WERE MAKING A GAME NEVER DOUBT ME EVER YOU ALL SUCK

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thank you stan. - ⚖️

lifeso good life literally amazing -⚖️

.. baby’s first stardew valley -🍇

(this was neo)

I HATE OUR STUPID CUNT COCKSUCKER EX OF COURSEEE THEY HAD STOLAS IN THEIR SYSTEM THEY ARE THE SAME CHEATING COWARD WHO PLAYS VICTIM AND ACTS LIKE THEM CHEATING WAS FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE WHEN ALL THEY DO IS FUCK I NEED THEM DEAD I NEED THEM DEAD

Anyways

-Stella

i wan play game and draw all day but school says no

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being a system is so weird because wdym lute from hazbin hotel and the son from hotline miami are into eachother (NO WE DONT LIKE HAZBIN HOTEL IT WAS A PHASE)

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WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT - 🕊️(Lute)

being a system is so weird because wdym lute from hazbin hotel and the son from hotline miami are into eachother (NO WE DONT LIKE HAZBIN HOTEL IT WAS A PHASE)

MR KRABSSSSS

START DIGGIN IN YO

butt twin…

- jabber wonger 💍

sometimes we get little glimpses of how we were while we were in our old relationship and were like

damn

how bad was it that THIS is what we were heavily relating to and associating our mental state with

anyway sup its zanka, ill make a sideblog later i think if i have time, school is kicking our ass

(tw: drawn gore under cut, pretty graphic)

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