an ox discusses their gender and also draws

hey i'm em/verdant they/them or ve/vem may be subject to change because that's kind of what this blog is for if you see askdeserteagle that is also me all my art is ok to reblog unless i say don't reblog or something!

[sumetal]

small

[toboldlymuppet]

quick doods before i go to sleep

gonna have the fluffiest dreams ever. yes.

[viridescentauros]

i’m projecting one of my insecurities onto chopper here but i share all the rest with him

[viridescentauros]

WOW im really gay and i love ves

[soulrxsonance]

check out these draws of me by me

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i can't even imagine not being asexual because i think about holding hands with ves and that's literally all my brain can take

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went for a walk w/ my mom and found the tiniest newt in the world

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sometimes i get really down about stuff or about myself but then i remember that there are two people in my life that, against all odds, really like me and call me cute or sweet and it actually really helps its nice to be loved

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i feel really sick

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bipolardirk said: ffvd for a seocond i thought this was some reblogged post and i was like “ha what looks like ems art” and lo n behold,

god are my doodles that recognizable

[viridescentauros]

when will my suffering end

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the struggle

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does anyone have any good recommendations for where to buy binders? thanks

[lokh1]

sporadic visual snow awareness-raising

reading that post on universal experiences made me remember telling ppl about ‘those colored dots that moved around rly fast especially in the dark’ and getting either a whole lotta confusion or ‘wait u mean that isnt normal’

so ANYWAY lets all take a second to look off into space, maybe a blank wall or a patch of darkness. do you find that

a) there are a lot of tiny fuckin dots (’static’) that move, and/or b) afterimages, everywhere

and also things like hearing ringing when it is silent?? congratulations!! u probably have visual snow

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oh jeez i might have this, i drew it once but it’s a bit different than how you described it

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i really like it when people call me by my ve pronouns... they sound really nice to me, it feels more personal and it makes me happy

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i used to analyze video games as i was playing them but now it’s on a whole different level. i see some kind of game mechanic and i’m like shit, i need to learn how to code that

for example, today i coded a simpler version of flight rising’s coliseum item drop mechanic because i couldn’t help myself

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dirkthedinodude said: omg thats happened to me but w html/css coding

aw... html and css look way harder though honestly like it’s great that you can work with it

i want to make a shitty rpg in python SO BAD but the image function in python is Fucking Abysmal so i need to work in unity if i want to make my terrible self-indulgent games a reality

i guess i COULD use processing, which uses java, has simple visuals, and is easier than unity.... hmmmmmmm