Chevalier de la magie

Quintin LaTur Independent Dragon Age OC Multiverse Enabled, Plots Open to All! Written by Shi

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//Tentative starter/plotting call. I say tentative because I have the attention span of a labrat, but I’m on discord and stuff so I’m more than happy to plot with all.

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scary muse aesthetic

Tagged by: stealing from @dalathin and @molioanimatra Tagging: literally anyone who wants to. Steal it from me! I love this sort of thing!

bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching noises on a wall | creaking metal | fog | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody handprint on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers| a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along train tracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows | a dusty, dimly lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood

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a little bit of chaos never hurt!

a non-inquisitor cadash; myarra (mya) cadash;    archer; artificer; impulsive little troublemaker; written by tori

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What is your Muse’s Tragic Flaw?

stolen from @chevalierdor 

You got: Obsession

You have to hold yourself back when you fall in love because you've scared away more than a few love interests. You can't help it. You just want to surround yourself with whatever it is you love at the moment. But obsession with one thing often blinds us from all of the other enjoyments in life. When you feel the cloud of obsession forming, try stepping away for a breath of fresh air.

Tagging: @wywardprince, @intoxicatiing, @ingxni (Rowan I say completely unpredictably /eyes emoji), @dalathin, and if anyone else wants to use me as an excuse, go for it.

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The one time tumblr is the only site that’s actually working right is the one time all the other sites and services I use go down.

Coincidence? I think not!

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Click here to support Help Adelle w/ Medical Bills organized by Adelle DeSimone

( Please see the caption/post for summary! )

*** PLEASE NOTE: There will be extensive mention of abuse (sexual, emotional), mental health, self-harm, and suicidal ideation. If these things make you uncomfortable/trigger you, please read with caution! ***

— BACKGROUND & THE STORY THUS FAR —

Hello everyone! My name is Adelle, I’m 28 and currently working in information technology as an analyst/desktop support professional. I do art on the side both as a hobby and occasionally professionally, and spend any other free time I have writing or gaming. And I’ve been struggling with my mental health all my life. Mental health disorders run in my family, which has been compounded by the fact I have also survived various abuses since childhood, primarily emotional and sexual, some aspects of which are still ongoing (please note that I am physically safe at this point in my life). I was put into therapy at 6y/o and have been in it ever since. I had many incorrect diagnoses growing up (Major Depressive Disorder, Schizotypal Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and more), and was unsuccessfully treated. During my teenage years, I regularly self-harmed and attempted suicide twice, and was hospitalized in a psychiatric inpatient unit for suicidal ideation three times. However, in my late teens (17-18) I was successfully diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and began treatment, which had been life-changing. Due to Bipolar being a life-long disorder, I have and will always struggle with long-lasting depressive episodes and have thus remained in constant treatment. But, for the most part, I was able to turn my life around. Unfortunately, in the last 3-4 years, life events started me on a downward spiral that I have been unable to recover from and continue to get worse. It was initiated by the loss of my job at the time leading to a year of unemployment without benefits/treatment or government support, as well as severe financial stress. When I did get a new job, I was able to begin treatment again. However, a work-related injury to my knee (also lifelong) put me out of commission. I have since then struggled with maintaining active employment and finances. Most recently, my mental health deteriorated to the point of once again struggling with suicidal ideation, leading me to go on disability with my current job to pursue more intense treatment. This disability is not FMLA and has no job security, and stopped providing any income (which was under 60% of my paycheck) as of 6/6/18. Additionally, during this intense treatment, I was once again hospitalized for suicidal ideation (outpatient, three days a week for a month). I have also been diagnosed with additional mental health disorders: Adult Attention-Deficit Disorder (ADD) and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and begun treatment for these, too. Currently, however, I have proven treatment resistant, and have remained out of work on disability myself, and my doctors are now pursuing more intensive forms of therapy. Which leads us to the problem.

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First and foremost, I’d like to take a brief moment to say thank you. I didn’t expect this to take off much at all, and I am shocked and touched by the donations that people have made. Words cannot express my gratitude.

— THE UPDATE —

The good news: Due to the very generous donations through GoFundMe and directly through PayPal, I was able to send the check for the $968.34 needed for the immediate payment. I am waiting for the company to confirm that it has been received.

The bad news: Because I was denied disability and remain unable to return to work I was terminated from my job today, 7/17/18. All my benefits and insurance will terminate as of midnight tonight.

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help, my wife got wine drunk and tried to set our marriage certificate on fire, saying “good luck trying to return me without the receipt”

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intoxicatiing:

She held herself like she belonged there, among the elite, among the powerful. But it was not quite as suited for this small Ferelden stronghold. She stood out like a gemstone in a spice rack, ostentatious and unnecessary compared to the rather spartan and practical folk who lived here. It ate at her, made her more nervous than she already was, but it mattered little. She let no fear show, refused to hesitate for even a second. So she waited in the library until it was time to meat the so-called herald of Andraste, forcing herself to read a book lazily, to keep her fascination and interest at bay. In truth, however, she’d devour every single one of these titles in an instant if she was only given half a chance.

“Lady Montilyet is always tied up with something when it comes to business with us,” she crooned, shutting the book slowly and looking up with a grin behind her mask. They rarely did business with the Montilyet family, anyway, but if there were no questions as to why Luken didn’t alert the Herald ahead of time that he’d be sending an agent rather than coming himself, she would not bother to explain herself.

“I know who you are, of course, your worship. It’s hard for anyone in Val Royeux to claim otherwise, I fear. You’ve lost most any hope of anonymity by now.” She stood then, pressing a hand to her heart, and offered a short, formal bow. “The Lady Ruby Lark, if it pleases you.” She watched expectantly, waiting to see if he knew her name or not.

"Oh please do not call me that." Quinn instinctively splurted. As much as he was an Orlesian who had a modicum of ego, he had a hard time believing that he needed such a title from anyone at all. He was so used to being an 'enchanter,' spoken with such indignant tones, that the sudden honorific threw him off. If he were in Orlais, it would come out of anyone's mouth with an air of sarcasm and a sneer. Even if this lovely lady in front of him meant it sincerely (and he was sure she did), Quinn did not want to get cozy with the idea of being called something he himself did not believe in.

His eyes flickered to the book she was reading, curious as to what she would find so interesting in the shelves of Haven. It would have been a habit he would have picked up himself, had he found himself with the time to do so. "Well, you'll likely see her at some point or another. Probably another, she's dealing with a land dispute over Haven with House DuRellion. I expect it won't be a long dispute, but one all the same."

Gaze flickering back to Ruby, he frowned. "Truly, you don't have to treat me like some form of nobility. Just because I was in the wrong place at the wrong time doesn't mean I suddenly have a title worthy of distinction. I think I'd have to believe in Andraste and the Maker first. Please, call me Quinn. And since we're on the topic, what would you prefer I call you?"

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So part of my continued delay on replies and such is due to the fact that I’m playing Destiny 2. I’m currently trying to level up my Titan to something that’s higher than 11, but I’m at endgame with my Hunter and I have yet to do a whole lot of the multiplayer stuff. I’m in a rather inactive clan, but I want to join one that’s actually semi-active, or something... Anyone here play the game on PS4? You’ll get an active fireteam member :3

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((hi all I’m here. After a week of work and a kerfuffle with internet, I’m here and about. I’ve been poking at people for plots at random points and... unbearably slowly posting to things, but that’s me! 

Also protip: A Quiet Place is a fucking awesome movie everyone should see it and no I don’t have a post-apocalyptic verse in my head why would you ask...

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my life plan

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Click here to support Help Adelle w/ Medical Bills organized by Adelle DeSimone

( Please see the caption/post for summary! )

*** PLEASE NOTE: There will be extensive mention of abuse (sexual, emotional), mental health, self-harm, and suicidal ideation. If these things make you uncomfortable/trigger you, please read with caution! ***

— BACKGROUND & THE STORY THUS FAR —

Hello everyone! My name is Adelle, I’m 28 and currently working in information technology as an analyst/desktop support professional. I do art on the side both as a hobby and occasionally professionally, and spend any other free time I have writing or gaming. And I’ve been struggling with my mental health all my life. Mental health disorders run in my family, which has been compounded by the fact I have also survived various abuses since childhood, primarily emotional and sexual, some aspects of which are still ongoing (please note that I am physically safe at this point in my life). I was put into therapy at 6y/o and have been in it ever since. I had many incorrect diagnoses growing up (Major Depressive Disorder, Schizotypal Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and more), and was unsuccessfully treated. During my teenage years, I regularly self-harmed and attempted suicide twice, and was hospitalized in a psychiatric inpatient unit for suicidal ideation three times. However, in my late teens (17-18) I was successfully diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and began treatment, which had been life-changing. Due to Bipolar being a life-long disorder, I have and will always struggle with long-lasting depressive episodes and have thus remained in constant treatment. But, for the most part, I was able to turn my life around. Unfortunately, in the last 3-4 years, life events started me on a downward spiral that I have been unable to recover from and continue to get worse. It was initiated by the loss of my job at the time leading to a year of unemployment without benefits/treatment or government support, as well as severe financial stress. When I did get a new job, I was able to begin treatment again. However, a work-related injury to my knee (also lifelong) put me out of commission. I have since then struggled with maintaining active employment and finances. Most recently, my mental health deteriorated to the point of once again struggling with suicidal ideation, leading me to go on disability with my current job to pursue more intense treatment. This disability is not FMLA and has no job security, and stopped providing any income (which was under 60% of my paycheck) as of 6/6/18. Additionally, during this intense treatment, I was once again hospitalized for suicidal ideation (outpatient, three days a week for a month). I have also been diagnosed with additional mental health disorders: Adult Attention-Deficit Disorder (ADD) and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and begun treatment for these, too. Currently, however, I have proven treatment resistant, and have remained out of work on disability myself, and my doctors are now pursuing more intensive forms of therapy. Which leads us to the problem.

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Hey gang, I’m gonna be quiet on the dash today, so if y’all wanna talk about plot, the clouds, whatever, I’ll be on my discord, which is nodashib #8685 .

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Send me“☽” and I will pick a random tarot card and write a starter based on its meaning.

Random Number Generator

Fool (Beginnings, innocence, spontaneity, a free spirit)

Magician (Power, skill, concentration, action, resourcefulness)

High Priestess (Intuition, Higher powers, mystery, subconscious mind)

Empress (Fertility, femininity, beauty, nature, abundance)

Emperor (Authority, father-figure, structure, solid foundation)

Hierophant (Religion, group identification, conformity, tradition, beliefs)

Lovers (Love, union, relationships, values alignment, choices)

Chariot (Control, will power, victory, assertion, determination)

Strength (Strength, courage, patience, control, compassion)

Hermit (Soul-searching, introspection, being alone, inner guidance)

Wheel of Fortune (Good luck, karma, life cycles, destiny, a turning point)

Justice (Justice, fairness, truth, cause and effect, law)

Hanged Man (Suspension, restriction, letting go, sacrifice)

Death (Endings, beginnings, change, transformation, transition)

Temperance (Balance, moderation, patience, purpose, meaning)

Devil (Bondage, addiction, sexuality, materialism)

Tower (Disaster, upheaval, sudden change, revelation)

Star (Hope, spirituality, renewal, inspiration, serenity)

Moon (Illusion, fear, anxiety, insecurity, subconscious)

Sun (Fun, warmth, success, positivity, vitality)

Judgement (Judgement, rebirth, inner calling, absolution)

World (Completion, integration, accomplishment, travel)

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@loveardently replied to your post: @loveardently replied to your post: ...

don’t u kink shame them! fjeowihge also pls don’t choke on a lunchable what a w A Y TO GO

kinkshaming is my kink.

Oh totally the best and worst way to go. 'how'd she die?' 'oh she choked on super processed foods looking at memes nbd.'

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@loveardently replied to your post: … there is nothing remotely sexual about that post...

it they kink

I mean if they kink my horrid writing sure.