!!Before you continue, here are some warnings for this account's content!!
- MINORS SHOULD NOT INTERACT WITH ME OR THIS ACCOUNT!! I AM A FREAK!!! GO AWAY!!!
- this is mainly a creepypasta and my chemical romance acc but im starting to post literally whatever i want but i dont write freak stuff ab most fandoms. the smut/dead dove is mostly crp and mcr. maybe fnaf.
- this is a mainly nsfw fanfiction account. i pretty much only write smut/dd-dne fics with occasional normal stuff. I WRITE RAPE!! dont like it? congratulations, you dont have to read it.
- requests are always open!! i might not do it but i have a list i pick from frequently
- i have really bad mental illnesses and post about it frequently.. also im going through some shit rn and i will talk about it bc i can im sorry if it gets annoying
All that aside, here is my masterlist!!
Heres my personal crp oc!!
Heres my cats intros!!
More below the cut!
Hey, your still here? Cool! Heres a list of all the fandoms im in. Do we have similar intrests?
Creepypasta, Marble Hornets, My Chemical Romance, Deltarune, Undertale, Kakegurui, Tokyo Ghoul, Vocaloid, Hamilton, Sanrio, Takopis Original Sin, Needy Streamer Overload, Mouthwashing, FNAF, DDLC, Death Note, Madoka Magica, The Summer Hikaru Died, Lucky Star, System of a Down, Alien Stage, The Amazing Digital Circus, Everymanhybrid, Yandere Simulator
Fun stuff
- i am 20!!
- @oh--vivica is my art account
- @bristols-killer-club is my original story account
- @deathwish-sys is my systems account
- i have many cats and i love them all
- i use the tag #get parasocial with vivica to get parasocial, #my kittyyyyyyy (7y's) for my cats, and #ask vivica for asks
- here are some playlists i made:
nightcore fic writing playlist || fic title playlist
I feel so stupid looking for yandere sim themed playlists bc im looking for not cringey 2020 songs but THERE ARE NONE BC THIS IS A DEAD GAME WITH NO ACTIVE FANS SO ALL THESE SUCK😭😭
I don't remember if i said it here but im a film major and i would be lying if i said it wasn't partially bc of marble hornets and everyman hybrid.... TO BE FAIR ITS BC OF LOTS OF OTHER THINGS TOO I SWEAR THIS HAS A LOT OF REASONS BEHIND THE CHOICE DONT SPEAR ME
Im on my way to college it is so fucking hot out kill me now
ITS NOT EVEN A FUN CLASS BRO😭 i tested out of english so now im taking this stupid course that's required for some fucking reason ab how to be a successful student???? Ok
Also my crash out ab being normal is mostly over ive calmed down and im seeing that it is NOT that serious and that i can have multiple facets of my personality and they can be separate and shit but still be me
This is oatmeal directly after the fire bro did not care that we thought he was dead for like 15 minutes
Desc: hi sry i disappeared the horrors were horrifying um have this hehe
Tw: sui mentioned, murder mentioned, the usual
General
Currently about 25 but has the aches and pains of an old man
He has a lot of chronic pain issues so he spends the majority of his free time sitting or laying down with a beer, muscle relaxers and a pack of cigarettes
Usually targets old people to kill to steal their prescriptions, its not personal
Nothing about what he does has any rage towards his victims whatsoever, he has a task and he wants to finish it and go home
He never wanted any of this, and it's obvious hes passively suicidal
He stares at his gun every time he sets it down, hoping one day he has the courage to put a bullet in his skull.
But he doesn't have it, so hes stuck a proxy
He is constantly nagging at the other proxys to live normally and NOT in filth but he gets nowhere
Hes not like... terrified of slenderman.. he just likes to avoid the guy
Hates toby. Hes like a child and seems to pick fights for fun, hes arrogant and loud, has no respect for anyone, hes an emotional wreck constantly, he does shit to piss tim off on purpose and if it were up to tim hed be dead a long time ago
He is close with a lot of people internally, but he will never let them know it. He doesn't like to show any emotions, because it always fucks him over
Listens to divorced dad rock
Appearance
Hes already got greys growing in and has dark bags under his eyes no matter how much he sleeps
He is overweight but has been trying to lose weight for years and its never worked. Hes just given up
Hes pretty clean, he certainly doesnt stink or look nasty like the others
Hes about 5'9, shorter than toby and it makes him LIVID bc toby ALWAYS BRINGS IT UP
He flip flops between shaving his beard and keeping it, both look weird on him in his opinion
Kinda tan, definitely not pasty
Wears the same clothes over and over, he just has multiples of everything though
Needs glasses to read
Always slightly cold
Wears cargo pants usually, like all but his sleep pants are cargo pants or shorts. He needs pockets for cigarettes and lighters and also cool rocks and bones
Hey guys crazy update MY HOUSE CAUGHT ON FIRE AND NEARLY REACHED MY ROOM!!!
Ummmm idk i felt like giving an update 😭😭 my room is the next room over and i was asleep 😀 all the cats are fine im really just posting this bc. Idk i got the first marble hornets comic and i might come back to this account idk im really shook rn
This happened sunday the wall is mostly patched up i have a photo but i look so fucking fat it's mortifying so ill get a picture tmrw before i leave for my college class but um. Somehow i yanked some muscles in my thigh and i cant walk right so.
My insta story (im ignoring the problems in my life)
Hey guys crazy update MY HOUSE CAUGHT ON FIRE AND NEARLY REACHED MY ROOM!!!
Ummmm idk i felt like giving an update 😭😭 my room is the next room over and i was asleep 😀 all the cats are fine im really just posting this bc. Idk i got the first marble hornets comic and i might come back to this account idk im really shook rn
Guys ngl ive been inactive bc the horrors have returned in new unusual ways and im gutting the past version of me who got myself in those situations from the inside out because if i think about it too long ill go insane.. basically idk if ill post anything for now but i enjoyed my time here and ill probably be back at some point!! I just have given up on trying to maintain my self image and i will never be anything like how i was ever again because its only brought me pain and misery.
Im a film major. Im a man. I have my issues under control. Im not going to be the mental health advocate or trans advocate or fanfiction writer anymore. Im normal and i will shove that normalcy down my own throat as many times as it takes to stick. I hate who i am. I will never be that person ever again.
Um anyways. I'll probably be semi active on @deathwish-sys
More puppyboy Toby since I was asked to draw more of him.. uhhh I gotta stop drawing so much freaky art I don’t want ppl to get the wrong idea of me :,)
Also working on a redraw of my ticcijeff drawing since the first one is kinda horrendous, it’s still a wip tho aha
