a deaf tone - eddie munson x reader
the next morning was very awkward, you still couldnt believe what happened last night, but when you smell your cheerleading outfit and trace the bruises he left from his rings, you had to believe it.
all night you couldnt stop thinking about him, how he touched you, how he kissed you, and how he looked at you. all you thought about was him, nothing else, and you still thought of him all through cheerleading practice, he just couldnt leave your mind.
the talking and chattering echoed in the locker room, girls doing their makeup in the mirrors and spraying eachother with perfume.
when you changed to your normal clothes you made sure to cover the bruises along your waist, making sure no one got suspicious, and thank god no one saw.
you were zoning out, putting your gym clothes back in your locker as your bestfriend walked up to you and tried talking to you, you ignored it till you heard his name.
"is it true you were with eddie munson last night?" she gossiped, planting a smirk on her face, her bright blue eyes widen right at you.
your attention went straight to her, your heart raced and your palms turned sweaty.
"linea, last night me and you were at the game." you stubbornly said, hinting to her to be quiet
"yeah, and you disappeared and some girls are talking about seeing you two outside together and in the halls." she stated, she seemed very serious by the way she looked at you but also she looked like she wasnt mad
"i have no idea what they are talking about," you eye her "i did run into eddie yes, but i didnt say anything to him, i ignored him." you lied, you didnt want to take any risk of the truth getting out, even though she mightve not even cared
"alright, i believe you." she shrugged.
you felt bad for lying to her but you didnt want anyone to know yet still talk about it, you and her have been bestfriends since grade school and she really cares about you and always kept your secrets, its just this secret was different then any others.
you closed your locker, and sighed. your heart still raced and your cheeks turned red.
"you good?" she sounded concerned yet very caring
"yeah its just," you turn to look at her again, you both started to walk out of the locker room. "why are people even starting rumors about something that didnt happen?"
"because people are assholes," her long blonde hair glazed along her back every step you and her took, you and her laugh with eachother
now you felt really bad for lying.
you both still made your way to your first period, since you guys had english first thing in the morning together. every step you took was another raging thought of eddie, you didnt even think you could make it through school. you felt like everyone was staring at you, that every conversation had your name mentioned as you walk by them, you looked around nervously till you saw him walking pass you and linea.
you stared at him, and he definitely noticed. you felt this pull on him, the need to be near him, yet he showed no interest in you.
"y/n we have to get going cmon." linea said locking your arm with hers, pulling the attention you set on eddie onto her.
two weeks pass by, you tried and tried getting eddie out of your head, you tried avoiding every hall he took, avoiding eye contact with him in the cafeteria, avoiding a situation that involved him in it, but it was so hard. he always knew how to get everyones attention, especially yours.
it worked for awhile, you stuck with linea and the rest of the popular crowd, you never talked to him since that night, you couldnt even handle the thought of him yet even pass by him on the way to english.
but he still liked to cloud your mind, he lived in your head. every dream had a little piece of him in it.
you hated him, you hated thinking of him, his smile, his tattoos, his lips, his eyes, his stupid hair, you hated the way how he looked when he smoked, and hated the way he touched you, and kissed you, and made you think of him 24/7. you hate him.
it was friday night, the clock on your bedside table showed the numbers 12:08 am, the clouds started to form, wind knocking on your window, and the moonlight shined through your room, your bed felt cold and weary. your head flooded with thoughts of him, you couldnt sleep anymore. you needed to see him again, you need to give him a piece of your mind, you needed to tell him how much you hated him, and how you cant stop thinking of him
with a frustrated groan and a yawn followed by it, you got up, you needed to get him out of your head, involving a choice you know will make everything worse.
you grabbed a set of clothes and made your way out your bedroom. your parents were asleep, and their room was across from yours. they never really were there for you, instead they were never really home at all. if they were they would only like to give you shit because they hated themselves.
you quietly went down your big flight of stairs, with a creek following every step, causing you to clench your fists, your heart to race, and your shoulders to rise.
your house was surprisingly not that dark in the middle of the night, the moon directly shined above your house, so you could see where you could step and go.
you left your house, you had your own bike outside, leaning against your house and thought about taking it, and eddie didnt live that far away from you so you took it.
you sorta knew where he lived, you always overheard your friends talking about getting drugs from him at his trailer in forest hill trailer park, you didnt know exactly what his trailer looked like but youd know if you saw it.
considering it was the middle of the night, you had doubts he wouldnt be awake. but also you knew other people came to his house before this late.
you finally arrived at the trailer park, it took you about five minutes. you slowed down a little bit so you could look around and spot his trailer, and there it was. you knew it was eddies trailer because of his van parked out front, his stupid van that he drive to school.
you approached the front of his trailer, you walked up the small steps outfront leading to his door, you noticed the lights were on so he had to be awake.
you took a deep breath to calm yourself down and recite what you were going to yell at him for, maybe for how much you just couldnt stand him.
you knocked on his trailer door
you started fidgeting with your fingers, it was a way to make you feel collected.
you pushed a strand of hair behind your ear, and heard someone walk to the door, your posture straightened, your breathing became a little more intense than calm. you wiped your lips, and a glare was followed by it.
the door opened and eddie was revealed behind it, he had a cigarette between his two soft lips. he stared blankly at you, as you stared up at him, staring at his lips.
"can i help you?" he asked, he seemed very confused, i mean so were you, you didnt even know why you came here, you just needed to see him just a glimpse, just something, and thats what you were getting, instead a whole show. you saw him wearing a baggy shirt with a long u-neck revealing his sort of tattoos, and his hair looked exactly the way it did when you touched it, it was still curly and messy. his eyes still looked at you the way they did that night. the same lustful eyes, the same ones you hate.
he still looked at you waiting for a response, you stood there you didnt know how to respond yet react. your fingers intertwined together and you took a deep breath and looked at him.
"hi." you let out, your voice echoed through the wind, as it started to get more agressive.
the clouds in the sky formed and covered the sky, loud roaring in the far distance, dogs outside trailers barking following it.
"you need something?" he took a puff through his cigarette and blew the smoke away from you.
"yes i do." you stuttered, you thought this was going to be easy, but it was so hard. but all you wanted was him but get him out of your head, all you needed was a good night sleep without thinking of kissing his soft lips and tracing your fingers along his tattoos. god you hated him so much.
he raised an eyebrow, his jaw clenched and rested. he kept one hand holding the cigarette while his fingers on his other hand fidgeted with his rings on the same hand.
"i was here to.. uh." you couldnt let out anything, not even a full sentence, just the way of him looking at you made a loss of words and thats what made you mad.
"it looks alot like youre running back to me, sweetheart." he smirked,the same playful smirk he gave you all those nights before, making your heart drop and sway
your eyes widened at him, he knew that got you and it got you good, your cheeks turned pink and your palms turned sweaty causing you to place them above your chest holding them together so he would rarely notice, you gave him a glare.
"look im not really interested in being a little toy in this game of yours sweetheart." he hits another drag of his cigarette before placing it into the ashtray by his front door, you looked at him up and down. you didnt want to play him, you wanted to win him, you wanted to give him a piece of your mind, you wanted to show him and tell him to leave you alone, leave your mind alone.
"im not here for anything like that, i swear." you slowly let out, your voice was very calm and delicate, like a doves feather, different than the tone that you just gave him, he made you mushy inside, softer. god why is he like this? why does he have to make you feel this way? you hate him? right?
saying that, eddie believed none of it. he looked very annoyed and confused, if that can be an expression all at once he certainly made it work
"i just uh...i uhm" you broke eye contact with him, and looked away, to the floor, then to the trailer next to his then back at him, he raised an eyebrow, signaling you to continue what you were going to say.
"i cant stop thinking about you, and your stupid face, and i hate you." you bit your bottom lip, and looked away from his gaze. you tried so hard to look confident and independent but it was so hard, all he had to do was give you his stupid glare and your knees weakened in seconds
"thinking of me?" his voice trailed to the back of his throat, he stopped and smiled at you, your eyes still not looking at him.
"well.." he starts to say, his voice felt more raspy and warmer, he looked away from you only for a second, you kept your stare on him.
"it doesnt look like you hate me." he tilted his head to the side, smiling. playing with you, you hate how he did that, you hate every single thing about him
you gulped, still staring at him, looking up at him, as he looked at you. his head to the side and an arm resting against the door frame.
"well i... I do, I do hate you." you stuttered, he looked over at you with a smirk planted on his face, you looked at him, lost in his eyes as he looked like your eyes were a book, he read them.
he leaned over to you, hovering. your noses grazed upon each other, lips almost touching. your cheeks turned red, "oh yeah?" he licked the top of his lip while smiling, knowing he has you in his control.
"and i hate you more." he followed with his playful and lustful smirk and that was when you had enough, you went in for a kiss, your lips glazed against his, you felt his tongue, causing him to jerk his head back a little, he cupped your face. his cold rings touched your heated skin, just how you liked it. he backed up a little, signaling for you to follow him inside, so you did. he placed one hand on your hips, and turned you around. his back now faced the door as yours faced the rest of the trailer. still kissing, he shut the door with the hand that was on your hip.
your chest was against his, feeling his heart pound through his chest, you matched his breathing and panting.
you and him let go of the intense kiss, a string of saliva still connected between you, he looked at you. most likely at a loss of words.
you both went back in for a kiss, your hand was in his hair as his was on your neck, and his other was digged in your hip, his rings matched the bruises that he left from them. you placed a groan between the kisses, telling him that you REALLY liked it, and he smirked between the kiss, his hands landed on your ass, he picked you up. your legs twisted around his waist, as your kiss was still connected as were your bodies. his body was so warm.
he placed you on the counter of his kitchen, giving you butterflies just like before. he leaned out of the kiss, causing it to stopped, he looked at your lips and placed a smirk on his face while his tongue was set between his teeth. you kept staring at him, you wanted more.
"i thought you hated me, baby?" he flirted, you looked at him, your back arching as one of your hands were placed directly on his tattoo on his chest, as the other was now playing with his rings on his hand that was on the counter.
"i hate you even more now." you say diving back in the kiss, he gave his same smirk and dove in the kiss.
his hands trailed along your body, tracing your figure, putting his hands in your shirt, making you shiver feeling his cold rings touch your skin. he licked his lips in a way that he wanted to devour you, but this time he could really make you feel good.
he kissed your neck, his hands rested along your hips, your legs still wrapped around his waist as you sat on his kitchen counter. you arched your back letting out a few moans as he kissed the soft spot on your neck.
you let out a moan causing him to smile as kissed your neck. he really knew what he was doing and he was really good at it, he traced his left hand on your thigh, raising it slowly. but he had your attention on something else, you wanted to go farther so bad but if you continue you wouldnt be able to stop.
his hand reached the waistband of your pants, his finger locked between them and he started to remove your pants and your panties at the same time, he backed out of the heated kiss again, "would you like me to go further, princess?" he panted. you nodded your head slightly, you knew what you were getting yourself into. and hell you were already horny and rowled up.
he picked you up again, his hands rested below your ass and your legs were sill around him, your arms hanged around his neck as he carried you to his room. this time it was more heated than the bathroom, he had more power in his room, the way he liked it. you kept kissing him even more now, more intense.
still kissing you he layed you on the bed, he was on top of you between your legs. he placed a hand on your cheek and his left hand traveled down to your pants, he hooks his fingers inside your panties and pants and strips them off your body as fast as he could, his hands start to go near your pussy even closer now, tensing up your body. he slowly twists his wrist around so he could use his fingers as more of a guide, and stroke you. you let out of another moan, feeling his sexy hands inside you. he beings his fingers up to your clit, he started doing teasing you in a circular motion on your clit, paying more attention to your body so he could take note. he added a bit more pressure as he kept doing it, "feel good baby?" he asks you, admiring how you looked on his bed, moaning his name, gripping on his sheets...
you felt a wave of pleasure throughout your body, which made you close your eyes and jolt your head back.
he slowly slips his middle finger in the entrance, causing you to moan more in delight, you bit your lip trying to stop yourself from moaning his name. he bit his lip, pumping his finger inside you slowly in and out of you down to his knuckles. "f..fuck eddie!" you scream, causing him to smirk at you, licking his lips at you. he added his ring ringer to join his middle one that was already inside you, you winced as he added the other finger inside you.
"you look so hot right now y/n." he sighs, thrusting his fingers inside you, you tried making out words which only came out as a whimper. "you feel so good around my fingers.." he tells you
you felt the the beginning of your orgasam building up in your stomach, making you grip his sheets and arch your back, making him notice. "y..your f..fuuckk." you struggle to say, he smiles at you and beginned to curl his fingers inside you. "eddie!" you screamed his name, he felt so good fuck you cant hate him anymore. "k..keep doing that.. ohh uh ah." you moan, arching your back a little even more and putting your fingers in his hair, while rolling your hips. he obeyed you, he found you so sexy in this moment. you moved his fingers in a "come here" motion
"cum for me princess." he says, leaning over you, wanting to get a better angle of you.
his trick worked, because it made your head slamming back on his bed, "eddie.. h...holy shit, yes!" you gasped, he kept smirking at your face, knowing he got you good, noticing your eyes roll in the back of your head.
he moved his thumb into your clit, as he sped up his fingers, you grabbed his waist as extra support. "f..fuck.. eddie." you whine
"you look so gorgeous around me y/n." he said in a teasing tone. he kept thumbing circles around your clit while you moaned, while he was still fingering you. "cum for me baby."
you felt your orgasim tighten, almost about to explode, and he definitely could tell by the look on your face and the way you gripped onto his hair. so he didnt slow down, instead he went even a big faster. "i know you want to cum baby, cmon." he cooed more teasingly, going even faster
your back arched even more, and you found his wrist and squeezed it as well as you did with his sheets, small and loud moans and pants came out of your sweet little mouth, just like he liked. with one more moan of eddies name, you came.
eddie notices and gasp, pulling his fingers out of you as he saw a stream of cum coming out of you and onto him and his bed. he was stunned and mesmerized. you then snapped back into reality as quick as it came
"still hate me darling?" he sighs meeting your face, hovering over you. his hair dangled around you
"even more." you grab his head and brought it down more to you, kissing his soft lips.
and he kissed you back, having his hands cup your face, your stomach made you feel like you were floating as it twisted and turned.
your hands cupped a fist of his hair, his curly black hair that made you shiver every time a strand touched you. he stayed between your legs, his chest hovered over yours, his waist touched yours. his hard denim caressed along your bare legs. you raised a leg and laid it on his back. still kissing him you traveled your hand down his body, and down to his pants tugging on his waist band, teasingly.
he looked down at you playing with the belt holes along his jeans, you looked up at him as he looked at you, your eyebrows raised at him signaling him that you wanted to go further
"i should get you cleaned up." he licks his top lip, you hated when he did that, he looked cute while doing it.
you lean in his ear, tugging his shirt to bring him closer to you.
"why dont you show me how you are in bed, munson?" you whispered in his ear, he looked at you where his ear was, staring at you
"i really dont think we should."
"if i go any farther i might not be able to control myself." he sighs, putting his hand back in his hair, moving it out of his face