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Mary wished she could turn her brain off. Most of the conflict seemed to come from there, and she couldnât tune it out, not by herself at least. Naturally though she was conflicted, feeling torn between emotions and questions about right or wrong. It wasnât just the fear of giving her heart to someone again, it was also the conflict of whether she should or how long she ought to mourn before moving on. Just the entire concept of wholeheartedly moving on and leaving the past in the past.. was a struggle. Yet when their lips met, nothing felt more right. And blissfully the taste and feel of his lips turned her mind blank, putting up a wall between her present self and all of those confused and conflicted emotions and thoughts. Her breath came rattling out when their kiss ended, a little gaspingly so given that she had just pushed to use up all of her oxygen to make the kiss last. It probably wasnât healthy or very smart but sheâd felt entirely compelled to. âReally? Because I donât want you to think Iâm taking you for granted or that what you feel isnât important to me. Baby steps.. yes.â she could not help but chew on her lips, entirely uncertain what the next step ought to be. When he apologized again she felt bad, but she nodded to show that she was hearing him. âI believe you.â It had all been a big misunderstanding, yet she didnât entirely know what else to say. âCan I stay here tonight?â she finally asked.Â
Hvitserk put his hands gently on her lower waist when they pulled back from the kiss. He just wanted to hold her, be close to her.....he never felt this way about someone before. In his culture, you married to have children, to continue your bloodline. It wasnât necessarily about love. It was a strange concept to him, but yet with Mary it felt so simple. It felt so liberating. âI am fine, little one. Donât worry about me. Worry about yourself. That is whatâs important.â The viking said with a soft tone. The vampire nodded his head with a smile. âOf course. I donât want you down in the cells. I never did. I would like to keep you back up here if that is what you want, but if you need more time I understand as well.âÂ







