HAPPY ( BELATED ) BIRTHDAY, vnatchios.
allow me to start by apologizing for posting this so late; i had it sitting in my drafts for a couple of days, and due to my poor attention span, i just barely caught it collecting dust so my deepest apologies.
i met you for the first time nearly a year ago, all the way back in september of 2015; how insane to think that all this time has passed. you met me back when i was super into the sin that’s the webcomic starfighter, when i was barely starting the hell that was my senior year, after you and kore destroyed me with soul-crushing angst (not much has changed haha); but, we got closer when i decided to reboot my dean after i shut down xrisen many months prior, because we found that we had an area of commonality between us, and this area of commonality created the bridge for a new, real friendship. i never would have imagined that you would be one of the highlights for me in this god-awful year that has been 2016 (so far). your friendship is one of the best things i’ve had for the past 10 months, and i wouldn’t trade it for anything; i wouldn’t trade you for anything. you made the quality of my life better with your presence, and i would go to the ends of the earth for you. from novel-like replies on skype about captain winchester or god knows what else to you running me over (at least, not literally haha), i’ve gotten to know you and see you for the person you really are, and i grew to love you unconditionally. you never hesitate to educate me with anything i ask you about, and you never get tired of my enthusiasm when you talk about your everyday experiences you have in your country or when you tell me about the trips you’ve had, the work you’ve done, etc. we’ve bonded over our mutual hatred of once upon a time and it’s respective fan base here on tumblr.com, we’ve bonded over the shitstain that is supernatural. i found out that your favorite drink is named after the state i live in. you admired me for being outspoken, and i admired you for being so wise and always knowing the best course of action in any situation. you and i gushed over each other’s writing and graphics, you’ve introduced me to all of this incredible music, and truthfully, i’ve fallen in love with your personality, your very being. everything about you. i love you so much.
you never get tired of me. it’s really hard for me to make friends, whether or not you can believe that to be true, because i’m socially awkward and i can be extremely difficult to handle at times; but when i clicked with you, it felt like i’ve known you forever. you made me comfortable with myself and you helped me find confidence when i had none, and you continue to do this every time we talk. i feel myself explode in awe when i see what you can do, what you are capable of, and when i see those instances in which you show the world how good your heart is when none of us really deserve it. i’m a different person now than i was when i initially met you. when i met you, i was miserable all the time. i felt like i was meaningless. i hated everything i did and i felt like there was nothing that would improve that for me, and this stretched into every single aspect of my life. throughout my senior year, you were there to give me really great advice that actually saved my grade and performance overall on multiple occasions, but more importantly, you were always there to pick me up before i could fall, even if you were struggling to hold yourself up, and you continue to do so to this day. you were always there for me, and i learned that i could count on you for anything. and i want you to know that it will always be mutual. i will always be your support when you’re depressed, when you’re feeling terrible. when you feel like you’re having a bad day, or when you find it difficult to motivate yourself to do what you want to do. whatever it is, i will always be there for you to help you through it, or even just to lend an ear. no matter what time it is (god knows i’ve stayed up way past my bedtime an extreme amount of times just because i knew you were online), no matter how i’m feeling, you will always be my priority and i will stop at nothing to take care of you before i take care of myself, because i know that’s exactly what you would do for me. you can do anything, i know you’re capable of it, and i’ll be here with you every step of the way as you step out into the world and show everyone what you can do.
as of july 21st, you’re one year younger, but one year stronger. this is just another year to show everyone how full of life you are. i love you so much, ina. words will never properly describe how much you mean to me. thank you for existing, for blessing us all with your good heart, and for being you.
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