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she: a lover of all soft and goth and gore. ( @marisolls )

#༴ ͏ ͏ †. solvia’s sideblog !#div. strangergraphics

not my (ex) best friend finally coming up to say her piece after MONTHS OF NOT TALKING.

#and everything she said is everything i have assumed #i hate being right

vocherie

big difference between me and my best (??) friend is …actually everything about us.

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i fell asleep fuh

the big difference that i was talking about last night (that i didn’t get to elaborate on the tags) was how we both carried ourselves and our lives. our perspectives and approaches. and i think its what made our bond so special because of it. but idk now. she has so much friends, loves tea and drama and i … dont. not anymore at least. i cut off a lot of old colleagues and never reached out to them anymore, i find it difficult to make new connections, im too skeptical, and i never had the time to go out as much as she does. i dont have that freedom as the eldest daughter who has to have a fucking curfew, a sibling to take care of, chores that never ends. i didnt even have enough savings to enjoy myself last year. i spent my days rotting away mostly. forcing myself to write on vacation. ate less. talked less. then came uni which we both went to separate ones and we never talked since then. i would see her stories and posts and how much shes having fun. and i hate my peers with all their green jokes and how unserious they are. i find everything almost unbearable and i felt really empty. all i did was study. and survive. and i thank my bf for still bearing with my shit, that he would help me when he can. but.. i really really miss everything. i yearn for her. i yearn for a life i never got to spend last year. 18 wasn’t freedom. it was a prison.

#i became such a big hater #filled with nothing but spite #for all that’s happened

big difference between me and my best (??) friend is …actually everything about us.

#[about 2025]#yes this will have its own tag #because 2025 wasnt for me and i think i should talk about it before i finally FINALLY move on #not only did i fell off from everything like writing creativity hobbies reading list interests hyperfixations literally the JOY in them #but also my friendship with Her which i would still love to call her my best friend but technically shes not anymore #whats worse than a breakup is having to see this snowglobe of a beautiful friendship change over months #slow and full of aching and decaying #and i miss her i MISS what we had what we were what we would do together what i was and my entire ground in her life #all those years just for adulthood to kill a vital organ in me and i bled so much #i lost weight i lost motivation i lost too much just to let in other things in #i wonder if its all because of my bf that shes still feeling so much jealousy for #i wonder if our fight actually struck a chord in the both of us #something irreversible #it just hurts im still looking at the big ass wound #all bc i couldnt come to her bday last sept and she never contacted me and i wish i had the balls to chat her up but I WAS WAITING #I WAS WAITING FOR HER TO AT LEAST GET ANGRY AT ME TO TELL ME SOMETHING #I WAS WAITING I WAS LEFT THERE STANDING AT THE CROSSROAD THINKING SHE HATES ME #AND ALL IVE BEEN HEARING EVER SINCE I TOOK A BREAK FROM SOCIAL MEDIA WAS THAT SHE MISSED ME?#DONT FUCK WITH ME #the fuck will i go from here like #u couldve talked to me DONT YOU KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT IM WILLING TO DO FOR YOU #OR AM I NEVER ENOUGH AM I ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ONE FUCKING DENT IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS PUT OFF #im so jealous #that you have college friends that you love and i cant even make one friend in my uni its so pathetic

im doomed

#when he said he’d delete his socials i felt my heart drop #this doesn’t happen often what the fuck

nobody come at me now but kyoghurts and solvisun are the same person okay bye

BRINGING THIS BABY BACK HIIIIII

#im continuing that indirect real soon #and moodboard for moots #!!!#HELL YEAH

hiding in my side blog for now bc i am very ashamed of my inactivity

#LIKE I WANT TO WRITE WHILE IN VACA BUT #MAN IM STILL BUSY?? DOING CHORES AND HOUSEHOLD #NOT TO MENTION I HAVE A TRIP TO THAILAND TOMORROW #i need to start packing

MFFFFFFF STOPSTOPSTLPSTOPSOTO

#bro. BRO.#losing my mind bro #IM NOT OKAY #HE GAVE ME ANOTHER FLOWER TOO #WHITE ROSE

i still cant believe i let my friend sleep in my couch and pretend to his friends (who gave me the flowers from a ‘secret admirer’) even though im well aware its him

#its a long story #i know this sounds confusing as fuck #but MAN #he drives me insane rn

FUCK OFF VIVINOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#FUCKFUCKUFKCUFKCIEO I HATE THSI #WHY AM I FINDING LUKAS EXPRESSION UTTERLY #DEVASTATING #FUCKOWOHAMD #fuckkk YOUUUUUUI #LUKA I FUCKING HAYE YOU SO MUCH #DONT PULL THAT FUCKINGN EXPFESSION #THE LOOK OF LOVE😹😹😹😹😹😹🙁🙁🙁#KMS #sir theres a fucking gun in your head AND YOURE LOOKING SOMEWHERE ELSE

vocherie

whatever the fuck is happening in physics, i don’t want to hear it.

vocherie

whatever the fuck is happening in physics, i don’t want to hear it.

#i hate my school.#i hate this system.#i hate that even the fucking prof is cramming everything.

angeleilee

brainrot too strong that everyone is going insane with your thoughts

vocherie

#we still have that filo bakery au pls #WHAJSJSHSHSH

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logging out bye

#i’ll be back in a bit my personal life is driving me up the wall again

I MEED TO SLEEPPPEPP

#⚠︎ nonesense.#i still wsnt to finish these moot moodboards but like usgaggsgs #i am also hungry wtf #should j sleep this out

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