Dissecting this decay

This wasn't meant for you. Or it probably wasn't. Nothing here will be original. It's all been said a million times before, in a thousand better ways. But its my turn to say them. If you've stumbled here, I dont know what youd get out of this, so enjoy your stay. I pour myself out in the tags. Im sorry for the annoyance. Potentially NSFW 18+

[from-jjlee]

STRAWBERRY MOON

[les-fleur]

El Bruto (1953, dir. Luis Buñuel)

[consecuences]

[void-of-you]

🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

[void-of-you]

You tell me no you dont have the energy to answer anyone. That im not the only one that you are accidentally ignoring.

Its funny though isnt it?

I remember when you used to say that to others. All while still talking to me all day and night.

[void-of-you]

Cant say anything. Because if i do ill look insane.

[nocturnalnoire]

[so-much-to-die-for]

what doesnt kill u is just another void in u

[void-of-you]

I dreamt of you again last night. I have no details. I woke up with you in my mind having been in your presence. Thats all I kept.

Do you ever dream of me?

If you do

Would you call them nightmares?

[void-of-you]

I dreamt of you this morning. We were playing a game together again. And hanging out. Someone else was there. I dont know who but i could take a guess. Watching me it seems.

[gachahugs]

green dragon

[violxtmausoleum]

when night time hits and all i want is to understand why things went the way they did and why my thoughts wont let me rest

[void-of-you]

It's a terrible day for rain.

[void-of-you]

So many thoughts this morning. So many feelings. More to feed the void.

[void-of-you]

Ive made a mistake. A typical one. One that happens to a lot of people. I went back and read some of our messages. And to think how sweet we were. I still always want to defend you. I still want you. I know I'm not good for you. I dont even think you think of me. You are too busy and life loves to kick you whike you are done doesnt it. I dont thunk you have the time. And maybe someone else keeps you busy too. Even if we chatted. Could we ever really go back to that? Who knows. I dont want to cause you more pain. Its all i feel i do now. I hope you sre well. Idk what i want mow. I miss you.

[traddykes]

i DO indeed want to hear about you jerking off to me and all the perverted stuff you thought of you must inform me about it expeditiously. how is it fair that you get to jerk off to me and i don’t get to jerk off to hearing about it 😒

[dizzydaughter]

Let’s be gross together ❤️