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@void-touched-allay
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Wha...? Is this- no it's not a dream. ...right?
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Silly lil character rp blog for our whimsy lil allay.. they're totally fine!
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Name: Fitz
Pronouns: they/he/aer
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Feel free to ask any questions; I'll do my best to answer... with what limited knowledge I have, anyway.
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#fitz rambles - random thoughts
#fitz answers - answering questions
...
Its a snap. Like bone. Like ice cracking. Its stars, static in its wake. Its glowing purple eyes, now dark and dimmed. There is a note, echoing like church bells in the Void.
I'm sorry you're alone again. Thank you for making me feel real, Expy. But I was never real, was I? Hah, I guess the narrative doomed us after all. You were right. I pushed you too much- or not enough. Tell Saranya I'm sorry for everything. For leaving them behind. Maybe one day, I'll live again. But its too late now. For me.
My access to the "dream" might diminish entirely as well. But I'll do my best to reach out. Don't count on anything.
Its okay if you don't remember me. I wasn't real. So, live- yeah? And defy the force that binds you, Expy. You deserve to be happy one day. And I'm sorry I can't do more for you.
A lily of the valley and a Azure bluet are intertwined in Fitz's mask. Allay wings- crystallized in suspension- shattered into a billion stars. His face is exposed to the inky blackness, blue and dry.
Thank you, for helping me feel alive, Expy.
i know i will be stuck in the void for a while. i would feel bad for leaving Cosmic after we said we'd meet up again, but. people have left me so many times i deserve to do the same to someone else
i hope im back for the final challenge.
Its dark again. Fitz is back in the Void. They have been since the mid month challenge ended. They don't need the elytra from the main world, its fine. The Void keeps his wings...
...Expy? Are you here?
Fitz's mask is still on; usually he would have it off but the allay doesnt want to startle anyone that might still be around. He can take pain- always has.
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
(Rowan scrolled through their comm, not much came through in
the void
They suddenly had something load in from the public comms. Who’s Fritz? Bored and curious she decided to respond, though she wasn’t sure if it go through)
“Hello?”
(The message was glitchy and hard to read)
Fitz curls in on themself, tears gathering in their eyes, and then something comes through. A staticy greeting that could barely be understood. It was by communicator, and deep down, Fitz knew it wasn't Expyr. So... Who was this?
Hello!? Is anyone there? Expy??
The words were damn near impossible to read, but the letter R was readable. The rest of it was a glitched jumble. Fitz hardly knew anyone in the Queue besides Expyr and Saranya.
Who are you?? You're not Expyr... I'm trying to reach e.
(It took a while but Rowan finally got the response, though they did not get the other replies to the message.)
(Ps the way it is typed is the way you see the message-)
“Exypr- sounds familiar- first double winner last cycle?- don’t know them personally- names Rowan- this- first message- seen in while- wish luck- finding them”
[Message Received; Unread]
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
F-Fitz?
is that really you- is this what you meant by the dream communication thing-
youve.. been gone..
Tears spring to their eyes out of relief and grief.
Yes! Its me, Expy! This is what I meant by the dream communication.
Fitz hugs himself in the swirling void, wishing more than anything for a familiar touch. A splash of green and yellow. Anything.
I wish I could proper hug you; tell you everything will be okay. But I'm not there, and you're alone again.
Fitz sobs in the void, the green and purple dye in their hair standing out in the stark vastness.
I don't even know WHY I'm here. And for this long. Its only supposed to be just between cycles... I'm so sorry for not being there when you need me- I'm doing everything I can to come back to you.
The void ripples with the promise. While the allay no longer is screaming, their breaths still filter uneven. Floating in arms reach is his mask, and they grab it, clasping it to their belt.
I'm coming back to you. I promise, Expy.
dont make promises you cannot keep, Fitz..
It's a promise I'm going to make happen.
Fitz looks down to the mask on their belt. Wondering why its red. Maybe the current cycle features red?
just- get here..
I will.
Fitz closes their eyes, and then puts on the mask. The burn in their lungs is immediate. But only temporary. They hope.
(end of replies)
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
F-Fitz?
is that really you- is this what you meant by the dream communication thing-
youve.. been gone..
Tears spring to their eyes out of relief and grief.
Yes! Its me, Expy! This is what I meant by the dream communication.
Fitz hugs himself in the swirling void, wishing more than anything for a familiar touch. A splash of green and yellow. Anything.
I wish I could proper hug you; tell you everything will be okay. But I'm not there, and you're alone again.
Fitz sobs in the void, the green and purple dye in their hair standing out in the stark vastness.
I don't even know WHY I'm here. And for this long. Its only supposed to be just between cycles... I'm so sorry for not being there when you need me- I'm doing everything I can to come back to you.
The void ripples with the promise. While the allay no longer is screaming, their breaths still filter uneven. Floating in arms reach is his mask, and they grab it, clasping it to their belt.
I'm coming back to you. I promise, Expy.
dont make promises you cannot keep, Fitz..
It's a promise I'm going to make happen.
Fitz looks down to the mask on their belt. Wondering why its red. Maybe the current cycle features red?
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
F-Fitz?
is that really you- is this what you meant by the dream communication thing-
youve.. been gone..
Tears spring to their eyes out of relief and grief.
Yes! Its me, Expy! This is what I meant by the dream communication.
Fitz hugs himself in the swirling void, wishing more than anything for a familiar touch. A splash of green and yellow. Anything.
I wish I could proper hug you; tell you everything will be okay. But I'm not there, and you're alone again.
Fitz sobs in the void, the green and purple dye in their hair standing out in the stark vastness.
I don't even know WHY I'm here. And for this long. Its only supposed to be just between cycles... I'm so sorry for not being there when you need me- I'm doing everything I can to come back to you.
The void ripples with the promise. While the allay no longer is screaming, their breaths still filter uneven. Floating in arms reach is his mask, and they grab it, clasping it to their belt.
I'm coming back to you. I promise, Expy.
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
(Rowan scrolled through their comm, not much came through in
the void
They suddenly had something load in from the public comms. Who’s Fritz? Bored and curious she decided to respond, though she wasn’t sure if it go through)
“Hello?”
(The message was glitchy and hard to read)
Fitz curls in on themself, tears gathering in their eyes, and then something comes through. A staticy greeting that could barely be understood. It was by communicator, and deep down, Fitz knew it wasn't Expyr. So... Who was this?
Hello!? Is anyone there? Expy??
The words were damn near impossible to read, but the letter R was readable. The rest of it was a glitched jumble. Fitz hardly knew anyone in the Queue besides Expyr and Saranya.
Who are you?? You're not Expyr... I'm trying to reach e.
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
(Rowan scrolled through their comm, not much came through in
the void
They suddenly had something load in from the public comms. Who’s Fritz? Bored and curious she decided to respond, though she wasn’t sure if it go through)
“Hello?”
(The message was glitchy and hard to read)
Fitz curls in on themself, tears gathering in their eyes, and then something comes through. A staticy greeting that could barely be understood. It was by communicator, and deep down, Fitz knew it wasn't Expyr. So... Who was this?
Hello!? Is anyone there? Expy??
Somewhere in the void, an allay is screaming for help. They've done this before, sure, but never for this long. And Fitz is starting to get desperate.
11 days is a long time to be screaming nonstop... at least their mask is off here??
Expyr! I'm here, I'm stuck in this void hell!
Exypr! Expy!
E- @the-experience-eclipse !!
Uh.. hm... okay.
I got my hair dyed the other day; green and purple. It was really nice and peaceful. The dye will stay for a good few cycles- since hair dye in my hair sticks around for a long while. Considering the upcoming challenge is still unknown, it was good to take my mind off of the what-ifs these end of month challenges tend to throw at me if only for a little bit of time.
And the flower crowns! Those were so nice! I got a lily one, which happens to be my favorite flower! There was also an allium and a bluet one for Saranya and Expyr!
I kinda can't believe Cycle 7 is almost over. Its really strange. I can't believe I've been in the Queue for nearly three cycles...
Yet, I can't ignore the pain in my lungs... It got pretty bad in the last cycle- and I'm lucky that it didnt happen in my first cycle (cycle 5)- but still... is it the mask? Is that it?
...I'm dreading the end of the challenge. It'll hurt again- in the Void- and its really stupid to say this: I'm afraid.
But... I'll see Saranya and Expyr in the next cycle. I'll find my way to Expyr, and Sardar will find her way back to us.
...right?
