⍾√⏄⍅⌭ (Expyr), exp lvl 2

our lonely little exp guy...

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⨯ .﹢☆☆﹢. ⨯ Well.. guess I'm here now.. ⋆.˚ ★—

Silly lil character rp blog for our lonely lil exp guy.. thats it, right?

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Name: Expyr Pronouns: they/it/(e/em)/(vy/vym)/exp

⋆.˚ ★— Feel free to ask any questions or whatever. Not like this is going to be interacted with.

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#exp talks - random thoughts #exp answers - answering questions ⨯ .﹢☆☆﹢. ⨯

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i think if Midas knew what was happening on sherbverse island theyd be even more pissed at me. and thats really funny to me

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They say the power of Perception can leave a person blind to what's in front of them.. that's true, but it helped me out this time. I wonder if I have some of the Ways with this cycle's theme and.. well, my outfit. I didn't really feel a difference when the cycle started but I guess I could've become an actual Traveler??? I mean it's possible technically, but with the way the Queue works... I don't know. I wouldn't have Transformation and Movement, or the Radiance... Hm. I'll test later if I can do anything, maybe..

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the base... its all me colored...

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Well. I did watch that yesterday. I don't know if I should feel insulted or not but I'm certainly glad I'm not physically there like I am in Martyr's world.. that'd be wild- potentially fun, but-

The eyes popped up every time someone mentioned my name. I could hear them talk to me. I don't know why that happens-

[a-fallen-eos]

Uhm.. hi Saranya? I- I hope this reaches you. I don't know if I'm still being watched so I don't want to talk too much here, but.. gods I miss you. Altair said you were still in Hypixel?? Are you okay?? Why haven't you been back??

You've been gone for so long.. I miss you. Please come back... I hope you can read this...

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..hi Expyr. I'm still in Hypixel, yeah, I'm not not okay, so there's that... I don't really know why I can't get back to the Queue, it's been months and my powers still won't let me go there

...I miss you too, Ex, I miss you a lot and my avian instincts definitely agree with that.. I really want to come back but I don't know if I even can at all. I can thankfully read your message though, hope this reaches you too..

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...that doesn't make me any less worried Sar.. what's been going on there??

If you not being able to come back is in any way my fault, I'm sorry... I hope you'll be able to soon though. It's not been great here without you. Not that Altair isn't great, it's just- different. Bad different.

I'm really glad I can at least message you though.. Please stay safe for me...

[a-fallen-eos]

ah… no, you don’t have to worry about me, I’ve just been staying at my house there, never participating in any of the minigames too

I don’t think my powers not working is in anyway your fault at all. it could just be because I’m a bit tired, that’s all. no need to apologise if it did have something to do with you either, though it’s probably not the case

sorry I haven’t been around or contacted you at all, I couldn’t, at first, but it does seem to be fixed now. and I’m safe, no one can harm me here, and even if I did join any of the minigames, anything that happens resets immediately after they’re done

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Have you been tired for like half a year then??? Look I don't know if time passes differently there, but you've been gone for like.. many cycles now...

Still, stay safe. Just because it resets doesn't mean it's not bad - trust me, I'd know. I'm glad we can talk like this, at least...

[a-fallen-eos]

...well to be fair, tired isn't the most accurate word to give myself right now.. but, yeah, I do know that I've been gone for many cycles, not that it's been half a year though. I guess the repetitiveness of each day and weak and month and just being cooped up there blended together...

yeah, I'm glad we can talk.. been so long since I talked to someone at all, until Altair contacted me, at least

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That's.. fair I suppose, similar to the Queue in that aspect I guess. I wish you could come back... Update me if anything happens?

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Uhm.. hi Saranya? I- I hope this reaches you. I don't know if I'm still being watched so I don't want to talk too much here, but.. gods I miss you. Altair said you were still in Hypixel?? Are you okay?? Why haven't you been back??

You've been gone for so long.. I miss you. Please come back... I hope you can read this...

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..hi Expyr. I'm still in Hypixel, yeah, I'm not not okay, so there's that... I don't really know why I can't get back to the Queue, it's been months and my powers still won't let me go there

...I miss you too, Ex, I miss you a lot and my avian instincts definitely agree with that.. I really want to come back but I don't know if I even can at all. I can thankfully read your message though, hope this reaches you too..

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...that doesn't make me any less worried Sar.. what's been going on there??

If you not being able to come back is in any way my fault, I'm sorry... I hope you'll be able to soon though. It's not been great here without you. Not that Altair isn't great, it's just- different. Bad different.

I'm really glad I can at least message you though.. Please stay safe for me...

[a-fallen-eos]

ah… no, you don’t have to worry about me, I’ve just been staying at my house there, never participating in any of the minigames too

I don’t think my powers not working is in anyway your fault at all. it could just be because I’m a bit tired, that’s all. no need to apologise if it did have something to do with you either, though it’s probably not the case

sorry I haven’t been around or contacted you at all, I couldn’t, at first, but it does seem to be fixed now. and I’m safe, no one can harm me here, and even if I did join any of the minigames, anything that happens resets immediately after they’re done

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Have you been tired for like half a year then??? Look I don't know if time passes differently there, but you've been gone for like.. many cycles now...

Still, stay safe. Just because it resets doesn't mean it's not bad - trust me, I'd know. I'm glad we can talk like this, at least...

[a-fallen-eos]

Uhm.. hi Saranya? I- I hope this reaches you. I don't know if I'm still being watched so I don't want to talk too much here, but.. gods I miss you. Altair said you were still in Hypixel?? Are you okay?? Why haven't you been back??

You've been gone for so long.. I miss you. Please come back... I hope you can read this...

- @the-experience-eclipse

..hi Expyr. I'm still in Hypixel, yeah, I'm not not okay, so there's that... I don't really know why I can't get back to the Queue, it's been months and my powers still won't let me go there

...I miss you too, Ex, I miss you a lot and my avian instincts definitely agree with that.. I really want to come back but I don't know if I even can at all. I can thankfully read your message though, hope this reaches you too..

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...that doesn't make me any less worried Sar.. what's been going on there??

If you not being able to come back is in any way my fault, I'm sorry... I hope you'll be able to soon though. It's not been great here without you. Not that Altair isn't great, it's just- different. Bad different.

I'm really glad I can at least message you though.. Please stay safe for me...

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hey, expyr? just wanted to check in..

i know you’re gonna be gone for a bit so i’m sprucing up the base! you’ll have to see when you come back but i think you’ll like it

the midmonth.. it was alright. you really would have liked it, it was a mixture of many of the previous challenges. my team won though! i have my wings back, as well as many shulkers for you to make boxes out of

.. i talked to saranya a bit.. she seems to be alright? just- tired, and from what i’ve heard, in pain

i hope you’re doin alright

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Wait you've talked to Saranya???? Is she there?????

...I'm sorry I can't be there.. I watched the mid month tho, I'm proud of you. I hope I can be back soon.

[bright-fallen-star]

no, no, she’s not on the queue- i was able to send her a message through these communicators and we caught up a bit. she’s in a place called.. hypixel currently, from what i know

and it’s alright, you can’t control whether you’re here or not. I hope you can be back soon too

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oh...

Uh.. thank you for letting me know. I'm gonna try to talk to her... I.. I hope this thing allows me to.

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hey, expyr? just wanted to check in..

i know you’re gonna be gone for a bit so i’m sprucing up the base! you’ll have to see when you come back but i think you’ll like it

the midmonth.. it was alright. you really would have liked it, it was a mixture of many of the previous challenges. my team won though! i have my wings back, as well as many shulkers for you to make boxes out of

.. i talked to saranya a bit.. she seems to be alright? just- tired, and from what i’ve heard, in pain

i hope you’re doin alright

- @bright-fallen-star

Wait you've talked to Saranya???? Is she there?????

...I'm sorry I can't be there.. I watched the mid month tho, I'm proud of you. I hope I can be back soon.

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I know that I won't be around for a while. The mid month hasn't been announced yet and it's making me worried. This is the worst time for Midas to go mia.

I left some stuff for Altair, I hope they'll be able to do good in whatever the mid month is. I haven't seen Oli around this cycle, it's only been Altair... I hope they'll be fine.

[oliver-solera]

I'll miss u!

I fell asleep in Midas' house..

And I'll watch over Altair, don't worry!

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...you're the last person I was worried about. Why can you talk here and not them...

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I know that I won't be around for a while. The mid month hasn't been announced yet and it's making me worried. This is the worst time for Midas to go mia.

I left some stuff for Altair, I hope they'll be able to do good in whatever the mid month is. I haven't seen Oli around this cycle, it's only been Altair... I hope they'll be fine.

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I'm.. hah. I really didn't expect that.

I'm not sure how I feel about winning for citrine. It's a cursed team and it always will be. But I have won twice while being citrine.

Even Midas seems to be tired of me winning so much compared to others. But I do like seeing them so shocked. Can't say I wasn't shocked myself, but. It's fun.

The.. voices, I guess, are a new development. I could hear the things, whenever they mentioned me. Their cheers echoed in my head during the fight and honestly just worsened the headache.

It's weird having people cheer for me. I.. know Lockette did. I still haven't actually talked to her properly. I doubt I ever will. But it's nice to know that those out there hold something other than hate for me. Some of them at least...

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the base is quieter this time around. only Altair has been around, i think.. i miss Saranya. i dont know where shes been. i hope shes okay.

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well.. this is different

im not mad tho. gives me more time to rest. im sure it will enjoy it too

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i dont like the razzles. and i dont like doing this.

but i need to play into the bit. for Midas and the judges.

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theyre different. not better, different. its still not Midas. its not gone, its more.

but theyre better.. its gonna get worse tho. i know it will. but not before the final challenge. and thats good enough for me.

..they read peoples mail and were nice to everyone..