.*Barking into the void*.

For just me and my friends :3

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We’re getting another cattt!! he was on a pink pony club blanket in his shelter so we’re planning on naming him after a chapel roan song :3

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Water

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I’m not sure if I posted Maggie and grey’s redesigns here yet, but even if I did I’m gonna do it again

Terrible pair to have standing next to each other but unfortunately these are the only two I have done

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I decided to stay in the server! Apparently the guy in charge is super strict but never there so the rules aren’t too important and stuff, we just kinda have fun

that one person I’m on the dni of still pisses me off and I also believe that have like a fat fetish or smth too, idk I just get really weird vibes from them, but other than that most ppl are chill

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I really fucking hope my meds work today or it’s so fucking over istg

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just joined an among us rp server with my friend but I’m already thinking abt leaving it

Idk tho so I just need to rant abt it

Their rules are really strict, but it makes sense for a big server. One that got under my skin tho was specifying that even as a gay person, I can’t say faggot. It makes sense, since ppl can be uncomfortable with it, but it just.. feels icky? Saying faggot is kinda like.. idk, it makes me feel powerful. It makes me proud of being gay. But that one’s whatever.

the layout and font is like.. really overstimulating. Which I can’t change so..

they for some reason have all the among us characters have genders, which I HATE. The among us crewmates are ALL genderless, they are a genderless species. It pisses me off beyond belief.

one of the most active ppl has hazbin fans on their dni. I’m tired of that. I feel like everyone hates me for liking a show (a shitty show, I agree with that) that helped me through a very hard time. Leaving the Mormon church was on of the hardest times in my life, and I watched hazbin hotel during that time. It was my comfort show, so it means a lot to me. And everyone hates me for it. It makes me feel like shit.

But I need to rp with someone because life is getting consistently unbearable and it’s an escape for me so..

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I’m a little worried I’m putting too much energy on artfight 😅

I pulled an all-nighter last night just to work on drawing for artfight

lwk have only gotten two attacks on my characters tho :(

(I’ll probably get some eventually it’s only the 4th day)

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the among us show is peak

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I am so pissed rn, I got a haircut and the stylist absolutely botched it. It’s way too short in the front, and the back, looks nothing like the photo I showed her, and makes me look fucking bald. My head looks disproportionately small compared to my body. She also fucking cut my ear. It still hurts

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I need someone to play among us with

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Wrote down the entirety of Xan’s backstory in my notes app at 4 am last night

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this is really stupid and random but having Abel, Adam, Niffty, and Millie confirmed straight through the official pride merch just really rubbed me the wrong way.

it’s not cause like I’m upset they’re straight. A character can be straight, it’s fine, it’s whatever. but like.. there shouldn’t be straight flags in pride merch, even if it’s the ally flag. It’s not needed. Straight pride is never needed. Just put them in rainbow outfits of no specific sexuality like what Emily and Baxter are wearing. It’s fucking PRIDE merch.

also adding that majority of the people in hell are queer and most of the people in heaven are straight. (Not including hellborn or heavenborn, I’m talking abt the winners and sinners) which I find a little odd. And they sell the merch of the straight characters tacked on other with queer characters so they can still use pride month to sell more merch. (Niffty with alastor and Millie with moxie on last year’s pride merch. Niffty on the hotel crew standee and Abel and Adam on the heaven standee this year)

also! With two whole fucking shows there is only 1 trans character, who was in two or three episodes and a short. Then she’s suddenly so important again when it comes to selling pride merch. And no other characters with a gender other than male or female. We almost had husker being trans but apparently it was just a misprint, so he’s actually not.

it just makes me really upset.

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haymitch has huge tits canon

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I WILL get a Lucifer themed tramp stamp and no one can stop me

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this has taken me forever to sew, but the face of the Lucifer plushie I’m working on it finally done!!

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I drew Xan cause I was bored

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