[icaseybaybee]

[voidfaeriee]

lost my spark bc I cannot do my nails anymore </3

bc I used this fuckass new nail glue and got contact dermatitis from it and I think that’s why my allergic asthma got so bad too lol

It was literally the only real hobby I had that I did regularly and proudly & it hurts so much to just quit it

[kosmogrl]

I need something I just don’t know what it is yet

[voidfaeriee]

oh the things I’d do to have a friend group I can play Catan with

[voidfaeriee]

yea forget what I said before, crying myself to sleep now - gn!

[voidfaeriee]

ok now I’m angry - that’s fine

[voidfaeriee]

I do not feel loved (anymore)

- the realization I finally admitted to myself today <3

[fairycosmos]

I DONT WANT TO GO TO FUCKING WORK TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

[voidfaeriee]

as an avoidant I'm noticing more and more things in my life/surroundings that do not settle with me well and I do not like that this means I have to do something about it or it will nag at me forever

[voidfaeriee]

my therapist summing up everything with „so he’s the safe option“ caught me off guard and this echoes in my head over and over since

[voidfaeriee]

yea f u

[voidfaeriee]

somehow trained myself in fighting the urge to cry every time it comes up for the past year now & I’m v good at it by now

[voidfaeriee]

comfort in being miserable

[voidfaeriee]

how do I go from everything’s okay and kinda good to this endless feeling of hurt in 0.1sec

[voidfaeriee]

[crimsolyn]

[smeagles]

can’t wait for whatever bullshit happens tomorrow #mybullshit