[volchz]

"I stumbled. It seemed like the last time, but how many times have there been these last times? Every mistake cost me my life. Every mistake drowned me. I hope at least this mistake was the last. Let me go."

[volchz]

"Dreams used to seem meaningless, more like teleportation from evening until morning. And attaching meaning to dreams sounded like nonsense. But one person, who shamelessly barged into my sleep, showed me that dreams influence us far more than we think. Now, I can go to him in person and ask him to help me sort out the hurricane in my head. And in the morning, it will feel better."

[volchz]

[volchz]

"In 2011, they set up a photo booth in the park, right before New Year's. It didn't last long, but we managed to pop in for my birthday. Of all the photos we took back then, this is the only one I still have. It's nice to remember how crazy we were back then."

Happy birthday to me.

[volchz]

[volchz]

calico tabby

[volchz]

masquerade

[volchz]

distinctly

[volchz]

I want to see the future

[volchz]

afflatus

[volchz]

Light reared in hell, settled between the bones.

[volchz]

hunger

[volchz]

axe

[volchz]

Light blinds my eyes: a grace, a scourge, a test.

Fire breaks free, erupting from my breast.

[volchz]

[volchz]

Without you I am like without food, without water, without oxygen. You fill me with life.

[volchz]

...

the fish got off the hook

I failed again.

It's time to give it up and not touch it anymore.

But I know I'll suffer.