Didnât do much last night, rarely ate anything, I just drink. And it was an awesome night. So I was drinking with my coworkers, lets name them C and H. It was originally Câs and my plan to drinking, but then we both invited H to join us, due to her friends already having plans on Saint Patrick's Day. This girl though, we havenât actually talked to each other in almost 6-7 months even though we work at the same place. This is due to the fact we were in a relationship, and it kind of ended on a bad note. So this was a way to try to reform a friendly relationship between her and I.Â
She finally gets to the location, starts talking to C, and then after a few minutes, it looked like she was going to leave. Which sucked a little bit, but oh well. However, the person who was going to take us all home, she convinced H to stay. And then we started to drink. A lot. We were listening to all sorts of music, and we talked about a variety of subjects. Then as the night went on we both got really wasted. Ended up talking about how weâve been avoided each other, how she was tired of it, and I completely agreed with her. So, she took my phone, opened up snapchat and Instagram, and requested me as a friend. I was pretty happy about that, and thatâs simply due to the fact that I still have feelings for her. The way I acted around her, ignoring her, was just me not really knowing how to act around her because of my feelings for her. So for this to happen, made me extremely happy. Some things that happened besides that, C, me, and H, we gave each other piggy back rides, which was fun.Â
The end of the night though....I blacked out. This was my first time blacking out, and let me just say, what an interesting experience. It was kind of scary though when I talked to the other people around me, and they told me what they saw me doing, which I have no memory of. Apparently I took the chairs back to their original location, I helped run trash to the dumpster, I donât remember entering the car, some conversations I do not remember having... Only glimpses. One thing I remember was that I was holding someones hand, and I thought it was Hâs. I find out it was Câs, and haha whoops. Nearing the end of this story, I ended up throwing up outside the drivers car, and it got on the side of her car...Fuck me, I felt so bad, and I still do. She said itâs cool, and she âsaw it comingâ. Finally get home, and I donât remember getting my keys out and going up the stairs. I get a call from my mom, and she told me I was making a lot of fucking noise, and she would like for me to shut the fuck up. and I think I did. I find out the next day, I got the call due to me going to the bathroom a few times and throwing up even more...
End of story, just want to say it was an amazing time, and Iâm thankful that I was able to do it. The people there was fantastic, and they took care of us three really well.
