Also, being on a stimulant is the most sane I’ve ever felt in my life. It’s unbelievable.
Even though, I was on a weak dosage for like 4 months because medication freaks me out. I’m on a higher dose right now and looking back on the last 4 months I was barely focusing on shit. I constantly had to be doing a ton of things at the same time. I was barely getting by at work because I couldn’t digest any reading material. My emotions were out of WACK, I was SO impulsive?? It’s just.
Damn. Thats all ok bye






















