dear diary,

[vrtualcvts]

"Hey! Wake up! Vrtualcvts posted!"

[vrtualcvts]

Maybe if I was better at pretending I don't hate myself he wouldn't be so sad and upset all the time. I know its my fault. He's just too sweet to admit it.

[ethneyy]

i will be thinner

i will look better

[polkalatte]

ur bitch cries at a paper cut, but can cut through several layers of skin with a sharpener w/ no reaction

[vrtualcvts]

I genuinely feel like such a horrible girlfriend. Like why am I such a bitch? I'm so disgusting and mentally unstable. I'm a fucking addict to all the wrong things. Fuck.

[vrtualcvts]

Tw: sh mention

It's all one great big cycle isn't it? I think I get better, I'm clean for months. And then one little thing happens and it all comes crashing down again. It never stops. No matter how many time I throw out the blades. It never stops. Make it stop.

[spencywantstokillhimself]

so I won’t eat anything

[vrtualcvts]

Dear diary,

Why would he treat me like shit and then repost shit about ME being toxic and ruining his life? How could someone run that far into fucking delusions?

-vrtualcvts ! (*´･ω･)

[vrtualcvts]

Dear diary,

Why don't you care for me anymore? You promised you'd never hurt me. You promised you loved me. Why lie? Why the fuck did you lie? I don't believe you. Stop lying about it. You know you want someone other than me. Anyone BUT me.

-Vrtualcvts! (*･ω･*)

[vrtualcvts]

Dear diary,

Please look at me like you love me, atleast try to pretend.

- Vrtualcvts! (*´･ω･)

[vrtualcvts]

Dear diary,

Why am I such a bad person? I dont want to be like this anymore.

- Vrtualcvts ! (￣*￣)