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[vuarentain]

HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT !!

i’m gonna be taking a small hiatus until june second !! i’m going on a trip and seeing my friends + bf and i won’t even have my laptop with me - i’ve been so busy with packing and prep this week that i’ve not been able to really do much here. i’ll try to answer all my asks and reply to everything i need to when i get back !!

[vuarentain]

wiltedandelion​:

@vuarentain​

with his fate in the hands of that adorable 6 year old; the anxiety was overwhelming. was she going to be okay? will she make enough friends with the right people to make this mission to be successful? this feeling of doubt he couldn’t shake off. it’d only been an hour since they dropped her off for her first official day of school. with the stunt she had pulled during their tour day all loid could think of was the possibility of her being ignored by all the children? sitting on couch of their home, his wife fixing them a cup of tea in hopes I’d relax him.

“How do you suppose she’s doing in school? Do you think she’s going to be alright ?

The raven sets his cup of tea in front of him, placing her own across from him - she does her best to give him a reassuring smile, and a comforting squeeze of his shoulder ( which may have had a bit too much force to it, entirely on accident of course !! ) before taking her seat across from him. What a good father he was, worrying this much about Anya - not to say that she wasn’t worried, she very much was but... not to the same extent as her husband. 

“ Some of the other children may say some things for a little while, but I’m sure that she’ll still be able to make friends and everything will be alright despite that. ” 

[the-descolada]

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Deep dark far away I have heard your voice, with your every choice Now, our hands joined round the meaning you sought

[vuarentain]

i did add my xiv character, so i made her my dash icon. her carrd w/ info about her is here.

[vuarentain]

perhaps i add my xiv character as one of my muses here.... 

[vuarentain]

send ‘ REMEDY’  for [ MY ] muse to make [ YOUR ] muse a healing potion. ( from hinata to aerith )

「 RP MEME : CARING FOR SICK MUSES . 」

Aerith let out a loud cough from her bedroom, she wore a pastel pink nightgown and wore her hair down instead of in her usual braid. There was a certain irony that came from one who heals getting sick - and that irony was not lost on the woman. She’d maybe even be laughing about it, if not for the fact that laughing would make her head throb. 

It was a small fever, something that would surely go away in a few days - but the healing potion that Hinata was making for her would surely help with the process. Aerith was hoping that it would - at the very least - give her the strength to cast some of her own healing magic on herself after she’d gotten a bit more rest. 

Despite the fever, she sat up in her bad and smiled brightly as she saw Hinata.

“ Thank you for doing this, Hinata. You’re a lifesaver.  ”

Her voice may have been weak, but the gratitude was still there. 

[vuarentain]

ofspy​:

vuarentain asked:  ‘ we make a pretty good team. ’ ( from yor ! )

RELUCTANT ALLIES . || accepting @vuarentain​

Now it wasn’t normal for them to team up on anything. but when they saw something go  down, both of them simply sprung into action and was able to get it done. thank god Anya wasn’t around to see this. it got messy real fast. Standing next to his wife, he couldn’t help but smile over at her.  Though as much as she wasn’t lying, they where making a wonderful team.  they should really not talk about this at home at all. 

Looking at her, he reach for her hand pulled her closer to him.  letting out a laugh before turning to start running.

               “ you’re right! But we got to get going!  we don’t need to be seen here. “ 

The words came out before she’d even realized it - and once they had it was already far too late to retract the statement. His ability to spring into action at the sight of trouble just as she did was admirable and Yor had spoke without given a second thought to it, or the situation that they currently found themselves in. The precious seconds she spent complimenting him as though they were back at home could have caused an accident. She pushes a strand of hair back behind her ear before clapping her hands together at his words, giving a small nod in agreement. 

“ You’re right !! We should get out of here !! ”

The woman was thankful that Anya wasn’t here to see any of this - or better yet - see them looking like this.

“ If we’re quick about it, we should make it home in time to change Anya gets home from school. ”

[vuarentain]

what a good morning this is. 

[vuarentain]

wingedjadespear​:

The look of completely amazement on Star’s face only caused the complete opposite expression on Marco’s. 

His hand met with his face hard, the pain could hardly overcome the sheer astonishment. What was an attempt to get Star uninterested has only fanned the fire of passion within her. Marco really should’ve known, with how long they’ve known each other at this point. 

A sixth sense in Marco was telling him that today was not going to be a regular day. That was too bad, as there was definitely a telenovela he wanted to catch this evening, but he was preemptively preparing himself mentally to miss today’s episode. 

As the two continue their stroll home, Marco had a little fight in him left. Maybe there was still a chance he could somehow convince Star this wasn’t worth the time. It’s not like he was completely out of options, right? He took the poster from Star once more, looking at the man who sported the typical magician’s get-up. 

“Y’know Star, don’t tell me I didn’t warn you,” he added, his tone expressing a certain disappointment in how tacky this magician looked. “This guy definitely doesn’t look like he can do anything super cool anyway,” Marco concluded.

It’s not as if Marco hasn’t had his fair share of magic shows in his life. In fact, they get pretty stale once you’ve seen them a couple dozen times in your life. It’s even worse when a lot of tricks have become common knowledge on the internet and you can essentially teach yourself online. Of course, Marco only knew this because of personal experience, but he felt too embarrassed to admit that to Star.

“I’m pretty sure he’s got nothing I haven’t seen.”

Star walks with a spring in her step, humming gleefully as she thought about the magic man she and Marco would be seeing later that evening. It was clear that she was giddy with excitement, and more than likely hyping up the event far more than it truly deserved. The blonde really and truly believed that she was going to see something extravagant - which would, in turn, only make the inevitable outcome of the magician being a fraud all the harder to take in when that moment came to fruition. 

“ I see people dressed like this all the time back on Mewni !!  Do you wanna tell them that they can’t do anything cool either ?! ”

The girl is quick to retort when Marco tells her that the magician doesn’t look like he can do anything cool. If nothing else, she didn’t expect the man to shoot rainbow laser beams from his eyes of create magical puppies out of thin air, but she was confident that he would be able to do something cool - at least in terms of Earth magicians. 

She rolls her eyes as he tells her that he’s sure that the magician’s got nothing that he hasn’t seen - almost as though she’d anticipated him saying something like that. And while she most definitely hadn’t, that didn’t mean that she wasn’t quick to come up with another reply. 

“ Of course he probably knows things you’ve seen, you’ve been on Earth your entire life !! ”

While Star had misinterpreted what Marco meant by what he said, it was clear that nothing could be said to convince her not to go see the magician. 

[kingsmemes]

「   RP MEME :       CARING FOR SICK MUSES .   」   * change pronouns as needed . [ MY / YOUR ] depends on the receiver .

SENTENCES :

‘ i told you to stay in bed! ’

‘ i’ll make you some soup. ’

‘ shh. ’

‘ try to rest. ’

‘ you’re not going anywhere today. ’

‘ don’t worry, i’ll get it. ’

‘ i’m here. ’

‘ i’m not going into work today. i’m staying home with you. ’

‘ you look miserable. ’

‘ you don’t look as bad as you did yesterday. ’

‘ a spell won’t help at this point. ’

‘ i think your fever’s breaking. ’

‘ just relax. ’

‘ did you sleep at all last night? ’

‘ i know it tastes bad, but it’ll help you. ’

‘ lay back down. ’

‘ don’t try to get up. ’

‘ please try to eat. ’

‘ you’re being dramatic. ’

‘ it’s not as bad as you’re making it. ’

‘ that cough does not sound good. ’

‘ how long has it been hurting? ’

‘ that’s not a good sign. ’

‘ we can’t move in this state. ’

‘ we’ll have to lay low while you heal up. ’

‘ i’m making you some medicine. ’

‘ this won’t feel good, but it’ll help the infection. ’

‘ i have a spell for that. ’

‘ you’ll make it through; you have to. ’

‘ i got us a place to stay for the night. you have to get out of this rain. ’

‘ get closer to the fire. ’

‘ this will help you warm up. ’

‘ come closer to me. ’

‘ what will make you feel better? ’

‘ it’ll take time to get back to normal. ’

‘ i’m here because i care about you. ’

ACTIONS : 

send ‘ BRUSH ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to brush through [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s hair. 

send ‘ SOUP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to feed [ YOUR / MY ] muse soup. 

send ‘ BLANKET ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to share a blanket with [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ FEVER ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to press a wet rag to the forehead of [ YOUR / MY ] muse during a high fever. 

send ‘ KISS ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to kiss [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s forehead. 

send ‘ BEDSIDE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to sit at [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s bedside while they rest.

send ‘ STITCH ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to stitch up an injury on [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ PROP UP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to prop up [ YOUR / MY ] muse on a set of pillows. 

send ‘ TUCK IN ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to tuck [ YOUR / MY ] muse into bed. 

send ‘ GUIDE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to guide [ YOUR / MY ] muse back to bed.

send ‘ TEMP ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to check [ YOUR / MY ] muse’s temperature. 

send ‘ HUM ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to sing/hum a lullaby to [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

send ‘ REMEDY’  for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to make [ YOUR / MY ] muse a healing potion. 

send ‘ BANDAGE ’ for [ MY / YOUR ] muse to bandage a wound on [ YOUR / MY ] muse. 

[leneemusing]

MAGNOLIA  CASTILLO  SENTENCE  STARTERS 

❝  what does ‘happy’ feel like?  ❞

❝  i think the real ‘monsters’ are the ones who create the monstrous things.  ❞

❝  broken things aren’t always ruined.  ❞

❝  healing isn’t always about putting yourself back together the way you were.  it’s about making something new out of the pieces that are left.  ❞

❝  they stole my voice.  this is me taking it back.  ❞

❝  dying isn’t so bad…it’s the leaving.  going away when you haven’t really even gotten to do anything yet.  ❞

❝  quiet.  the ghosts are talking.  ❞

❝  i think sometimes,  some people are just meant to carry pain.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure what love is supposed to feel like.  i’ve never really had it before…but i know i feel good with you.  warm.  like home.  ❞

❝  there are some things worse than death.  would you like to see them?  ❞

❝  you can get used to any pain.  but loneliness,   that’s what makes you break.  ❞

❝  the only thing that saved me was me.  ❞

❝  i didn’t survive…i just didn’t die.  there’s a difference.  ❞

❝  please stop lying i’m trying to think.  ❞

❝  i’ve always been at home among the haunted things.  ❞

❝  the world is too big.  and i don’t know how to be in it anymore.  ❞

❝  i’ve seen what ‘bad’ looks like.  you’re one of the good ones,  trust me.  ❞

❝  i think i’m afraid to heal,  because that means i can be broken again.  ❞

❝  there is good in the world.  i know there is.  i just don’t think i get to have it in my life.  ❞

❝  you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them.  ❞

❝  everything in nature is about balance.  i think the spiritual world is like that too.  maybe,  if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,  someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.  someone who deserves it.  ❞

❝  i don’t want to hide anymore.  ❞

❝  sometimes it’s easier to believe there’s something wrong with me.  it’s easier than if i didn’t deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.  that just seems worse somehow.  ❞

❝  you have a very messy brain.  ❞

❝  do you think the moon gets lonely?  ❞

❝  when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.  i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.  ❞

❝  people always go away.  even if they don’t mean to.  no one stays.  ❞

❝  anything can be a cage.  ❞

❝  at least,  no one can touch my soul.  that’s mine.  that will always be mine.  ❞

❝  time doesn’t speak to me.  ❞

❝  embrace your chaos…hug your demons.  ❞

❝  there are things you can never forget once you know them.  ❞

❝  don’t go poking around this stuff…it pokes back.  ❞

❝  i just live in each second as it comes.  that’s all i have.  ❞

❝  the only thing we can really control is ourselves.  but there’s a power in that.  only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.  ❞

❝  i feel like i don’t know much of anything anymore.  ❞

❝  a body is just something you’re stuck inside.  it’s not really you.  just a place to stay for a little while.  ❞

❝  i don’t know why people like to hurt me.  they just do.  ❞

❝  i killed him but,  now there’s a mess.  ❞

❝  i want to help.  please?  i just want to do something good.  ❞

❝  i’m not very brave.  or strong.  i broke.  they broke me…but i’m still here.  ❞

❝  i got blood on my dress.  i really like that dress.  ❞

❝  there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.  ❞

❝  i’m in here.  i’m inside this body.  there’s still a person in here and it’s mine.   it’s my body.  i’m tired of so many people acting like it isn’t.  ❞

❝  i don’t really sleep much anymore.  but it’s okay,  someone has to keep the moon company.  ❞

❝  i’m so angry.  it’s always there.  but if i let it out i’m afraid i’ll never stop.  ❞

❝  i didn’t think i’d still be alive by now.  i’m not really sure what to do now that i am.  ❞

❝  everyone’s a little bit broken.  but it’s okay.  broken things can be pretty too.  that’s how mosaics are made.  ❞

❝  i don’t want anyone to hurt the way i’ve hurt.  no one deserves that kind of pain.  ❞

❝  i’ll be gentle with your heart.  ❞

❝  i like your soul.  it’s beautiful.  ❞

❝  you have a pretty brain.  ❞

❝  the pain gets better.  it won’t go away completely but.  you get used to it.  it will get easier to breathe,  bit by bit until you don’t really notice it anymore.  ❞

❝  let me make it better.  please?  ❞

❝  you’re hurting.  i can tell.  you don’t have to hide it.  ❞

❝  you can’t hurt me in a way i haven’t already survived.  ❞

❝  the thing about being broken,  is it’s already done.  you know you can get through anything after that.  ❞

❝  people are kind of like art.  everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.  ❞

❝  i choose to help people because no one helped me.  i want to be that person for others that i needed.  ❞

❝  fucking dumbasshole.  ❞

❝  i’m still trying to figure out what i want to be.  ❞

[vuarentain]

caeyllum​:

@vuarentain​ ♡’d !                     for tamamo.

                “Say Tamamo …”

               The pink haired kitsune stared at what seemed to be her double, with differences only one could strain to see. Playing a simple game of spot the difference would point out that the fox who spoke was slightly taller with hair swept up into a messy pony tail. Her companion had an opposite style, with ears that were fluffed brown instead of pink. 

                The two were sitting opposite to each other at a table in the middle of a bustling café. Ahri twirling her straw in her coffee absent-mindedly. A girl’s date was a necessity after the long time the two had spent apart. Work had swept both of them up in the past few weeks, so it was refreshing to finally get a moment to catch up  — not that anything much had happened.

                “We always do my ideas when we go out. Is there anything you’d wish to do?”

The kitsune sat across from her “ double ” with one leg crossed over the other, she was twirling a strand of her hair with one hand while the other held the drink - a peach smoothie with cherry blossoms - that she’d ordered at the café. Her gaze initially wanders from the scenery to the people around them, but it snaps to Ahri once she calls out her name. Looking at her with a raised brow and curiosity in her eye.

“ Oh --- Me ?? Well of course but. ” 

Cheeks become red as she starts to speak, her gaze moving to the straw that she was feverously spins it in the cup. Truth be told, much of her free time was spent practicing her cooking, cleaning and then relaxing in a bath. And while she also liked things like taking walks in the park, she didn’t find that the most inter

“ It’s not really the most interesting way to spend the day, Mikon.  I do a lot of housework... things like cooking and cleaning. ”

The kitsune would start to say to the other, an ear flopping down as she finally recomposes herself. 

“ Well, I also know a nice park that I walk around sometimes, if you’d like to do that ?? ”

And maybe if Ahri was up for it after, they could do some cooking after ??

[vuarentain]

added yor forger as one of my muses, i think i might add a few others over the weekend but i’m just gonna drop her tags now to put on my tags page later. 

[piglia-mosche]

I'm grateful for all the words we've shared.

[vuarentain]

kitmemes​:

WILL  HE  ——    ❛  i’ve  got  knots  all  up  in  my  chest .  ❜    ❛  just  know  i’m  trying  my  best .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  sad  &&  i’m  a  mess .  ❜    ❛  will  your  tongue  still  remember  the  taste  of  my  lips ?  ❜    ❛  will  your  lover  caress  you  the  way  that  i  did ?   ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  okay .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  all  safe .  ❜    ❛  will  he  play  you  those  songs  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜    ❛  will  he  treat  you  like  shit  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜ PILLS  ——    ❛  please  don’t  run  away .  ❜    ❛  where’d  you  go ?  ❜    ❛  i  thought  we’d  last  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  need  you  back .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  know  why  i  feel  this  way .  ❜ DEMONS  ——    ❛  they’re  taking  my  heart  now .  ❜    ❛  my  demons  told  me  everything they  whisper  in  the  night .  ❜    ❛  this  is  not  a  threat ,  i  promise .  ❜    ❛  it’s  a  warning ,  baby ,  i  just  want  you  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i’m  behaving  myself .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  die  so  soon .  ❜    ❛  please  just  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  seen  enough .  ❜ WINDOW  ——    ❛  i  see  nothing  out  the  window .  ❜    ❛  watching  all  the  leaves  grow .  ❜    ❛  it  feels  better  in  my  dreams ,  though .  ❜    ❛  the  sun  will  shine  no  more .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  been  holding  on  too  long .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  sleep  forever .  ❜    ❛  just  leave  me ,  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  an  antidote .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  wanna  drive  slow .  ❜    ❛  speed  up  with  our  eyes  closed .  ❜ BITTER  FUCK  ——    ❛  i  find  it  hard  to  be  myself .  ❜    ❛  i  shed  my  skin  for  everybody  else .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  sad  &&  you  made  me  mean .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  mad .  ❜    ❛  i  feel  unclean .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  they  call  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  a  bitter  fuck ,  because  of  you .  ❜    ❛  your  bitch  just  came  all  over  me .  ❜    ❛  i  won’t  fuck  with  you  if  you  don’t  fuck  with  me .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  give  a  fuck .  ❜ WORLDSTAR  MONEY  ( INTERLUDE )  ——    ❛  don’t  hate  me .  ❜    ❛  am  i  crazy ?  ❜    ❛  so  tenderly ,  you  watch  me  burn .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  die .  ❜ PLASTIC  TASTE  ——    ❛  i  can’t  do  this  face  -  to  -  face .  ❜    ❛  i’ll  admit  that  i’m  afraid .  ❜    ❛  let  these  moments  go  to  waste .  ❜    ❛  excuse  me  for  my  plastic  taste .  ❜ I  DON’T  WANNA  WASTE  MY  TIME  ——    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  waste  my  time  if  i  can’t  be  by  your  side .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  talk  about  nothin ’  nice  if  you  wanna  come  down .  ❜    ❛  she  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜    ❛  if  the  stars  collide  will  she  relieve  my  soul ?  ❜    ❛  when  we  feel  alive ,  i  know  she’ll  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  when  you  real  my  lips ,  i  know  you  feel  all  cold .  ❜    ❛  i  promise  you ,  my  heart  is  made  of  gold .  ❜    ❛  you’re  only  on  my  mind  when  i  need  you .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  what  you  do  when  the  sun  goes  down .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜

[vuarentain]

vuarentain​:

let’s get things started with a little starter call !! give this a like or a comment specifying which muse you’d like a starter from / to and i’ll work  on them over the weekend. 

[spctlessminds]

this meme is based on this wonderful positive blog.

‘  be patient.  ’ ‘  healing takes time.  ’ ‘  i hope you have a restful night  &  go to bed knowing that you are loved,  because you are.  ’ ‘  i just wanna cuddle you before bed  &  hold your hand while we sleep.  ’ ‘  i want to giggle as you wrap me in a big bear hug.  ’ ‘  if something makes you happy then you are never too old for it.  ’ ‘  let yourself grow past the inhibitions which are holding you back.  ’ ‘  live life unapologetically.  ’ ‘  mistakes are okay.  everyone makes them.  it’s okay to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  never be afraid to stand up for yourself because that it super important.  i know it’s scary,  but you  &  your feelings matter.  ’ ‘  no matter what happens,  it’s going to be okay.  ’ ‘  no matter what your goal is,  no matter how far you have gotten,  you will make it one day even if it’s a long way off.  ’ ‘  please don’t give up.  ’ ‘  repeat after me:  everything will be okay.  ’ ‘  repeat after me:  we are going to get through this.  ’ ‘  sometimes things take time.  ’ ‘  things will work out,  but good things take time.  ’ ‘  you are  &  always will be enough.  ’ ‘  you are alive,  you deserve love,  &  you will be okay.  ’ ‘  you are good enough.  that includes all of your decisions  &  flaws  &  strengths.  you are doing great.  ’ ‘  you are good.  you are not your mistakes.  you are a good bean  &  i believe in you.  ’ ‘  you are valid  &  deserving of love.  ’ ‘  you deserve all love,  kindness,  hugs,  &  puppies in the world.  ’ ‘  you do not need validation to survive.  ’ ‘  you made it this far  &  you deserve it.  ’ ‘  you will heal.  ’ ‘  your body  &  soul are a work of art,  a masterpiece.  ’ ‘  your life is okay.  you aren’t doing it wrong  &  you don’t have to question everything you do.  you’re doing wonderfully,  i promise.  ’ ‘  you’re allowed to let yourself be happy.  even if you’re dealing with shit,  you’re allowed to live your life.  you aren’t required to put your life on hold while you are going through other bad things.  ’