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Heavy [response to Daniel Yang’s “Mental Illness - Talk about it”]

Song: Heavy - Linkin Park (ft. Kiiara)

As I sit here writing this, there are many things on my mind. Most of it, I don’t know how to put into words. But let’s just say, these thoughts don’t make me feel good or feel bad. I know, doesn’t make much sense but I guess that’s why I’m writing this. 

Funny...exactly what I heard about a year ago with superstar Chester Bennington is something that I am thinking about right now. I even think I am going through similar thoughts. (not to that extent though)

One thing that I want to point out, I know my hope in Jesus Christ. I believe He has a purpose for me and is still making me the person He wants me to be. So if my life ends, it ends because God has called me home and I have lived my purpose here on Earth. Not me doing what I want to do. 

So here I am talking about it. Not feeling mentally healthy, feeling kinda “down” you can say. School, work, people, can get to you..well...to me. 

05092018-3:59PM

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True Words

-For no word from God will ever fail. 

“God, i put my hope in Your words. You’ve proved Your faithfulness, through the birth of these two women. One old and one young. Impossible for man, but with you possible. Your words will never fail. So I trust You and the things You have promised. Although it is difficult many times. Give me faith.  “

12162015-2:44PM 

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Always Comin Thru

“God, You’ve always been there. In the hardest and difficult times for me. So if I am going to boast, I am going to boast in my weaknesses. Because that’s when You are glorified. You never change, even when everything around is changing. You are my only hope.”

12162015-10:31AM

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“The issue is always sin, the solution is always JESUS. As poets and artist we get to change the way people see the story, culture story.”

 12162015-9:50AM

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Joy in my suffering

“In all honesty,

It is so hard to find Joy in suffering. It doesn’t make any sense. How could you be happy, when you are going through so much pain and agony? Can a joy like that ever exist?”

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.

-1 Peter 4:12-13

“Even though this suffering doesn’t make any sense, I put all the faith that I have in the Word of God. I don’t know what is ahead of me, matter of fact, I don’t know what’s going to happen in 30 minutes. But I can trust Him. Because He said so, His words say so. 

God, give me faith to trust you more and more everyday. Don’t ever let me forget your word that is alive. “

12152015-5:30PM

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You know you’re gonna fail  at it...are you still going to do it?

My flesh and my heart may fail,    but God is the strength of my heart    and my portion forever.

Psalm 73:26

“My God is with me, so even when I do fail, I won’t. He is the strength of my heart.” 

1215205-2:42PM

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The Secret to Life

I rejoiced greatly in the Lord that at last you renewed your concern for me.Indeed, you were concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances.  I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength. 

-Philippians 4:10-13

This is a struggle everyday to live by. This world makes everything look so good and it is so easy to want things. God, I don’t want things anymore. I want You. So I can live this secret joyfully. I hate wanting things. Let me know this secret to life more and more. Teach me to be content with what You have already given me. Let me know You.

12152015-9:46AM

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Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him. -Job 13:15

12152015-9:39AM

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My Strength in God’s Grace

THE TWO SUFFICIENTS 

"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof." - Mt6:34 "My grace is sufficient for thee. "- 2Co12:9 Evil shall pass with the day that brought it, As the sea is stayed by the barrier land; When the Giver of Good shall say, "No farther," And bid the foeman restrain his hand; But the grace of the Lord outstays the evil, Outlasts the darkness, outruns the morn, Outwatches the stars in their nightly vigil, And the foe that returns with the day re-born, As he left it unwearied, shall find it unworn.

-Annie Johnson Flint

“Speaks so clearly to this moment right now.”

12152015-9:30AM