the wonder lingers and the shame remains @vulpineknave - Tumblr Blog

i am normal and can be trusted with close friendships

#ntbts #mattjay #lawrence of arabia and midnight cowboy should be up there too. and the dirties #this shit is like a drug to me #boybestfriends #blog thesis

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I’m gonna clean the house before he gets back!

#what dat mean #ntbts #mattjay

yeahhh our show is kind of like the song your most valuable possession by ben fold five and we are withnail & i and my favourite song is there's a light that never goes out i love stories about the pathos of failure thinking about mine and jay's friendship for too long makes me cry you should read the epic of gilgamesh a stick a stone it's the end of the road it's feeling alone it's the weight of your load its funny eh, you see something happen to you on camera, its like its not even happening to you FUCK OFF FUCK OFF WHAT THE FUCK

#matt johnson when i get you #ntbts #make this end

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horatio the cameraman

#oughhhhh it hurts #the you'll have to put these in yourself bit paired with the rest is silence just might end me #web weaving #the dirties 2013 #operation avalanche

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happy well, we'll know better next time wednesday

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I’m gonna get you! Oh, that’s it, you’re getting this kiss!

#getting the sense this guy might be gay for his bfriend. has anyone thought of this #ntbts

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the dirties x sweet and tender hooligan by the smiths

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me when i'm the best scene of the entire webseries

#ntbts #ougghhh the santigold needle drop...

head in my hands

#my favourite moment from the movie cos its so small #but it gets at this thing that really bothers me about uh the human experience #that you can feel these enormous heart-rending emotions and yet keep them entirely to yourself #its fucked up #matt and mara

#the two of them just weeping and wailing at the end #deragh campbell #matt johnson #matt and mara #my favourite mj anecdote ever

hand on his chest is Crazy

#ntbts

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jesus fucking christ

#ouughh the smiles of pain and despair #the dirties 2013

oughhhh the matt johnson of it all is making me so sad that i didn't go to film school in the end and am instead doing [redacted] & i feel so trapped by Circumstances and my own self. but then i am so young, perhaps there's still time....

literally two of them...

#ntbts #mattjay #fun happiness and friendship :)#i was cheesing so much making this #two of us

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thinking about it again

#the dirties 2013 #he's fucking insane #yayyy

"...like a kind of longing for something they can't quite admit, for a sublimated sexuality… You feel as though the protagonist has some kind of sexual designs on his best friend that you can't quite place."