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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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vxnidicus:

yo yo! So i’m too lazy to make an actual promo but ! 

Could you please like/reblog this if you’re cool with an indie, fandomless oc? I need to follow more people to start interacting again !

Thanks !

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I lied. I’m 100% remaking this blog for a few reasons

1) Veritas has grown as a muse and has become a v different character outside of this blog, and tbh I like his current personality better than the one he developed here

2) This blog feels too cluttered and I want a fresh start

3) I can’t bring myself to get rid of things that make me uncomfortable so i’m avoiding that process altogether and starting fresh

ok thats it adios

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Welcome Home| @vxnidicus

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She shook her head, ridding her mind of the potential outcomes that would face her. She knew the consequences of coming home like this. She’d have to face them. With Veritas, there was no avoiding the situation. 

When he slammed the door on her, she cringed a bit, not expecting the sudden loud noise. Hanalea just stood in the doorway to her apartment for a moment, turning her head over her shoulder to watch as the sun set behind her. The orange and pink hues spread over the city. She had missed watching the sunset from her apartment…

A quiet but enthusiastic meow brought her back to the realities of the world around her. She looked back inside her apartment. It was her sweet Lily. At least someone was happy to see her again.

“I’m home now, Lily. I’m sure you missed me.” 

Walking into her apartment, and closing the the door behind her, she picked up her tabby cat and plopped both of them on the couch. Stretching out her legs, Hanalea began stroking her cat. 

It had been a long day. 

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    Exhausted. Had he slept at all that night? Not really. 

    Veritas rubbed at sore, red eyes as he locked the door to his apartment. He wasn’t entirely ready to go out yet, but sitting around on his ass wasn’t going to help his situation any. Besides, he’d gone and broken his only means of distracting himself... That needed to be replaced immediately. 

    He let out a loud much needed sigh, watching his breath before making his way down the hall. It’d be a quick trip to the store, he wouldn’t make any stops. 

    Before heading down the stairs, Veritas turned too look at his neighbors door, slightly expecting someone to pop out and greet him. It was stupid of him, but it was a habit... 

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Welcome Home| @vxnidicus

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That’s the response she expected from him. She was not surprised.

It was understandable for Veritas. It was her own fault she had up and vanished without a word. Especially to him. But what was she to do? She was too tired to have a dispute with him. So she agreed with herself she’d leave for now. To her own home. To her own bed. She needed sleep.

She nodded in her understanding. Turning to walk towards her apartment, which she’ll say was now inconveniently placed next door, she left with whispered words,

“I’m sorry.”

Without anything else, she grabbed her bags from the floor and left. Noticing the broken handle of her door, she smiled to herself. At least he took care of her Lily for her. Without second thought, she nudged her door open, threw her bags recklessly inside and stood in front of her threshold. Without turning to face him, she muttered louder, 

“Good night… Dirty ostrich.”

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    The sound of her apology made him want to vomit, his stomach flipping uncomfortably as he tried to calm himself. He needed to deal with this rationally, needed to let himself think before making a decision. But his anger, as usual, got the best of him. 

    Veritas forced himself to look at the girl, the grip on his phone tighter than before. Without thinking (it seemed thinking wasn’t an option for him today) he tossed the phone on the ground and let out another growl. 

    “You’re sorry? And what, I’m just suppose to accept your apology and pretend like nothing ever happened? Shove your sorry up your ass, you dick!”

    He was practically shaking now, both from anger and... sadness?? No, it must have just been anger. 

    “Fuck off right to hell, shitbag.”

    And with that last bit of anger, Veritas threw open his door and walked into his apartment, making sure to slam the door behind him. Dramatic, but he wanted to make a statement. He wanted her to know just how angry he was (as if his outburst wasn’t evidence enough). 

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Welcome Home| @vxnidicus

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She recognized that voice.

It was him.

She lifted her head from her knees slowly, taking the moment to think of what she was going to say. But in reality, she was too tired anymore to bother or argue with him. She had traveled too much and seen to much. She wanted to relax.

She took a deep breath, closing her eyes before slowly letting the air out of her lungs. Opening her eyes again, she smiled slightly; a touch of sadness and a touch of unsaid apology.

“Veritas…” She breathed, “I’m home. Don’t you recognize me? Or have I been gone long enough for you to forget about me?” A reminiscent smile graced her lips next. They were chapped, worn away by the weather she had faced on her travels.

Standing up from the floor, she brushed the remnants of dirt off her clothes. What else could she say to him? They had fallen in love, albeit to the dismay of Veritas at first, but then he slowly opened up to the idea of it. Then, some time late she just up and disappears without a word or trace? Only to finally show up months later sitting in front of his door? Hanalea knew he had to be very upset with her. 

She still loved him and missed him dearly while she was away. But her question was, Does he still love me?

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    That was all she had to say? 

    Months. She’d been gone months, and that bullshit was all she could offer him? No, he wasn’t going to have it. As relieved as he was to see her okay, it infuriated him, hurt him, that she’d left without a word. And now she shows up, and asks him if he recognizes her? 

    No fucking way. With a growl, Veritas angrily slammed his fist into his front door. He wasn’t going to let this slide, not that easily. There were so many things he could have said to her, so many things he wanted to say to her. But, no. After this shit, she didn’t even deserve to hear what he had to say.

    “Are you fucking stupid? I told you to get the fuck away from my door.”

    Speaking left a bitter taste in his mouth, hand throbbing as it registered the pain. He couldn’t even bring himself to look at her, couldn’t bring himself to raise his voice anymore than that. He wanted nothing more than to walk into his apartment and be alone. It was, after all, what he did best. 

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Welcome Home| @vxnidicus

She was home.

At long last she was home.

The wind picked up her hair as she stood atop the flight of stairs. She stared across at the city she had left months ago. Nothing of it had changed. At least… Not from where she stood. She closed her eyes, focusing on the noises and smells she had been so familiar with. 

As she opened them, dark spots could be seen under her once bright brown eyes, now toned down with the reality of travel. Small wrinkles were apparent in the corner of her eyes. Her long brown hair had become even longer, reaching just the small of her back. And her weight… Still the small anorexic girl she was, she had gained a noticeably good amount of weight.

“I’m home.” Grabbing her two bags, she walked over to her neighbor’s front door. She stood in front of it for a few seconds before placing her bags down and deciding to knock. After a moment of no answer she peeked in through the window and decided no one was home. She turned her back towards the door, rested against it, and slid to the floor; bringing her knees up in front of her and resting her arms and head on them. Her hair falling forward slightly to create a curtain. 

A small whisper arose, “i’m home.”

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    He’d forced himself to go out and run errands, forced himself to keep up an act that was now starting to wear him down. It was the only thing that kept him occupied, that kept his mind off of... her. 

    The passing months had become quite unbearable, lonelier than they’d ever been. It was his fault really; stupidly letting her in like that. Whatever possessed him to let his guard down like that, he didn’t know. But he’d allowed it to happen, allowed her to become part of a life he created solely for himself. He’d broken his own promise, and now he would have to face the consequences, no matter how much they hurt him. 

    Tired eyes stared at the bright screen of his mobile phone, aimlessly scrolling through dozens of ads and supermarket deals. It was a bit late to really care about discounts, his shopping had already been done, but he needed something to keep himself occupied until he got home.  Only, home wasn’t going to be easy to get to. 

    There, sat in front of his door, was a girl. Long, brown hair cascaded around pale features, strands covering whatever recognizable features she might have had. With a sigh, he took a step forward and opened his mouth to yell at the stranger; who just blocks someone door like that?

    However, not a single word came out of his mouth. Instead, a gasp that broke through silence. A short moment of relief before his mind was filled with terribly angry thoughts, fingers clenching around his phone. Any more pressure and the screen might have cracked.

    “Get the fuck away from my door.”

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(( emerges from the depthsss

school is killing me heLP ))

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   Make me           &    Break me                             Cus baby I’m your little                                t o y    s o l d i e r

                                                                               indie oc.

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i root for all of my mutuals even if we don’t talk ❗❗ i see u an hope ur doin well an hope ur achieving ur goals 👀👏💓

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Favorite Dragon Age: Inquisition zone → Emerald Graves

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WARM AND FUZZY MEME! SEND AN EMOTICON FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO: 🍨 YOUR MUSE SHARING A DESSERT WITH MINE 🎂 YOUR MUSE CELEBRATING MINE’S BIRTHDAY WITH MINE ☕ YOUR MUSE BRINGING MINE A WARM DRINK 🍴 YOUR MUSE MAKING DINNER FOR MINE 👻 YOUR MUSE TELLING MINE A SPOOKY STORY BY TORCHLIGHT 💀 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MY MUSE DURING A SCARY MOVIE 💍 YOUR MUSE PROPOSING TO MINE 👶 YOUR MUSE REVEALING THAT THEY ARE PREGNANT WITH MY MUSE’S BABY 💋 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A KISS (SPECIFY WHERE) 👐 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A HUG 🐟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE TO THE AQUARIUM FOR THE DAY 🐜 YOUR MUSE ‘SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN ‘ENORMOUS’ BUG 💐 YOUR MUSE BRINGING MY MUSE FLOWERS 🌱 YOUR MUSE AND MY MUSE PLANTING A GARDEN TOGETHER 🌛 YOUR MUSE CUDDLING MINE AS THEY SETTLE DOWN TO SLEEP 🌟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE STARGAZING ⛈ YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE DURING A THUNDERSTORM ☀ YOUR MUSE SLATHERING MY MUSE IN SUNBLOCK ☂ YOUR MUSE SHIELDING MY MUSE FROM RAIN ❄ YOUR MUSE THROWING A SNOWBALL AT MY MUSE 💧 YOUR MUSE CLIMBING INTO THE SHOWER WITH MINE 🐁 YOUR MUSE ‘SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN 'ENORMOUS’ MOUSE 🛀 YOUR MUSE RUNNING A BUBBLE BATH FOR MINE 🎨 YOUR MUSE DRAWING/PAINTING A PORTRAIT OF MY MUSE ⚽ YOUR MUSE CHALLENGING MY MUSE TO A GAME 🎸 YOUR MUSE PLAYING MUSIC/SINGING FOR MY MUSE 💌 YOUR MUSE SENDING MINE A LOVE LETTER 🎁 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A GIFT 💔 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE AFTER THEIR HEART IS BROKEN ❤ YOUR MUSE DECLARING LOVE FOR MINE 💕 YOUR MUSE TELLING MY MUSE THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS

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