ᵇᵘᵗ ᶤ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵈᵃʸ ᶤ'ˡˡ ᵐᵃ

❝   —   need   a   place   to   𝙷𝙸𝙳𝙴   ,   but   i   can't   find   one   near   ;   wanna   feel   𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮   ,   outside   can't   fight   my   𝖋𝖊𝖆𝖗   .   ❞    

[w1redsmile]

(   ♡   )   ―      𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖘   :   carrd   ,   pinboard   ,   mixtape   :   side   a   /   side   b   ,   promo   ,   aes   sb   ,   blog   roll   .

(   ♡   )   ―      𝖊𝖝𝖈𝖑𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘   /   𝖆𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖉   𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖘   :      @filthysmile   ,   @feralsmile   ,   @guttedsmile   ,   @inkfng   ,   @ahugger   ,   @dehddie   ,   @astraphobiia   ,   @deathslayed   ,   @lovefell   (   emmett   )   ,   @cheernerds   ,   @daevilhorns   ,   @kschmidts   ,   @aquariusvibes   ,   @r4chelamber   ,   @chrissycunningham   ,   @l1teraes   (   damon   )   ,   @salvatoraes   ,   @mooneternyl   ,   @.urlhere   !

(   ♡   )   ―      𝚜𝚞𝚣𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎   ❝   𝓼𝓾𝔃𝓲𝓮   ❞   𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚞   /   𝖙𝖍𝖊   𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖔𝖓   ;   an   original   character   adapted   from   bhvr's   ᵈᵉᵃᵈ   ᵇʸ   ᵈᵃʸˡᶤᵍʰᵗ      --   cared   for   &   created   by   abi   (   she/her   /   20   /   est   timezone   )   ,   established   in   september   2020   ,   revamped   january   15th   ,   2023   .   𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐   𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚜   𝚏𝚘𝚛   :   modern   day   ,   80's/90's   ,   str.anger   thi.ngs   ,   wednesday   ,   tvd/the   ori.ginals   ,   un.til   da.wn   ,   ameri.can   hor.ror   st.ory   (   multiple   seasons   )   ,   the   fear   street   trilogy   ,   fn.af   ,   &   many   more   !   

ᵃ   ˢᵗᵘᵈʸ   ᶤᶰ   :   craving   love   ,   no   matter   how   toxic   ,   changing   who   you   are   for   those   you   love   ,   lost   innocence   ,   manic   pixie   dream   girl   ,   but   give   her   more   trauma   ,   traumatized   cheerleader   ,   toxic   coping   mechanisms   ,   habits   ,   &   relationships   ,   sheep   in   wolves   clothing   ,   what   happens   when   innocence   is   twisted   &   manipulated   ,   the   legnths   one   will   go   to   not   be   alone   ,   the   harms   of   gaslighting   &   manipulation   on   a   naive   mind   ,   &   more   .   

[w1redsmile]

it's not quite ready yet but a fresh new blog for the girl @wiredsmile

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@cheernerds is encouraging me to break down & just ... remake to clear out my followers & my inbox ... im so tempted-

[w1redsmile]

✨ + lemme say something firstttt! coming across your blog and meeting you and writing w you are a few of the coolest things to happen to me! you're creative, and warm, and you have been so, so incredibly sweet to me and your talent for graphics and writing absolutely blows me away. rae and i love suzie so much and i adore you even more! i'm sending you the biggest hug and an endless supply of good days. <3 <3

inbox positivity ! : always accepting

LEIAAAAAAAA PLS . omg ok frfr i am SO happy to have met you & gotten the chance to write with you & rae ; you just understand her & bring her to life in so many ways i just ADORE HER ?? square enix ??? idk her rachel amber has always been your original character ♡♡ i adore her & suzie's dynamic SO MUCH , im cradling them in my arms as we speak & LISTEN just wait bc my max muse is back & you better BET im throwing her directly at rachel too ♡♡♡

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✨ if u like x

inbox positivity ! : always accepting

ANNIE ♡♡♡ i adore how creative & sweet you are ; you put so much time & care into all of your muses ; i also admire so much how much time & love you've put into nettie & all of you muses-- i can't wait to plot more & get to know the sweet , kind person you are along with nettie & any other muse you may start writing in the future ♡♡♡

[w1redsmile]

✨ do me but can i say one thing first ? you are awesome, okay ? the literal love of my life. seeing you on the dash just makes me happy, okay ? i love you and hope you have a good day baby.

inbox positivity ! : always accepting

ALSSSSS first of all i adore how much care & thought goes into each muse you write & how kind & caring you are !! seeing you on my dash always makes me so so happy & seeing you in my inbox always makes my day-- i'm so happy to have met & gotten the opportunity to write with you ♡♡ ALSO , HECK YOU'RE SO SWEET YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY ♡♡♡ i adore you & would literally follow you to the ends of the earth OK .

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  send ✨ or ( ‘SPARKLE’ ) and i’ll tell you at least one thing i like most about you, your blog, your portrayal, or your muse.

[finiel]

Nobody Loves Me

[princesconsuela]

[weltenwellen]

Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost

[apricties]

“I remember crying in great waves. I remember my throat locking up. Being unable to speak. My hands going numb. Child things.”

— Lidia Yuknavitch, from The Chronology of Water: A Memoir (via fawnaura)

[fairyrotting-deactivated2023080]

ROMEO + JULIET 1996, dir. Baz Luhrmann

[0008753]

A  PEAK  AT  WHAT’S  INSIDE  THEIR          .    .    .

[  *  ]      writing prompt      )         :             send a number  1 - 30  to take a closer look inside this characters life.        /        below you will find a series of various prompts offering a look inside a characters every day life.        these are meant to invoke character development     &     can also be altered as seen fit to better suit the character in question.         bonus if you explain why it’s there!

01.     pockets. 02.     bag   /   purse. 03.     car trunk. 04.     car glovebox. 05.     closet. 06.     bedside table drawer. 07.     medicine cabinet. 08.     wallet. 09.     “junk” drawer. 10.     pantry. 11.     phone home screen. 12.     frequently used emojis. 13.     to do list. 14.     computer home screen. 15.     bookcase. 16.     cd collection. 17.     calendar for this month. 18.     “secret” hiding spot. 19.     five most recent in contact list.  20.     refrigerator.  21.     home safe.  22.     amazon shopping cart.  23.     bank account.  24.     first aid kit.  25.     five most recent in google search history.  26.     most used playlist.  27.     least used playlist.  28.     five most recent sent text messages  29.     five most recent received text messages  30.     netflix watch history. 

[soulrph]

send in “ you’re okay! i thought you were… oh, come here! ” for the sender to embrace the receiver out of sheer relief, after initially believing that they had died in a dangerous incident that has just happened.  ( the sender can specify what the incident was, or the receiver can decide what this vague yet dangerous incident was! )

alternatively, send in “ hey, hey now! it’s okay! i’m alright… ” for the receiver to embrace the sender out of sheer relief, after initially believing that they’d died in a dangerous incident that has just happened. ( the sender can specify what the incident was, or the receiver can decide what this vague yet dangerous incident was! )

[leneemusing]

THE  CLASSIC  ROMANCE  OF  A  GOOD  RAINSTORM 

[ POUR ]  for our muses to have a passionate reunion kiss in the rain.  

[ DOWN ]  for sender to have chased down receiver and pulled them into a kiss right when it begins to rain. 

[ CONVINCED ]  our muses are standing outside having a confrontation when it begins to rain,  sender kisses receiver to stop their rambling and prove they love them. 

[ CONVINCING ]  our muses are standing outside having a confrontation when it begins to rain,  receiver kisses sender to stop their rambling and prove they love them. 

[ FLOAT ]  for our muses to dance in the rain together. 

[ DRIZZLE ]  our muses are walking under an umbrella together but sender darts out from under it to jump in a puddle. 

[ SPRINKLE ]  our muses are walking under an umbrella together but receiver darts out from under it to jump in a puddle. 

[ SHELTER ]  sender can’t sleep due to a loud thunderstorm so they come to receiver’s bedroom to stay in their bed with them. 

[ SHELTERED ]  receiver can’t sleep due to a loud thunderstorm so they come to sender’s bedroom to stay in their bed with them. 

[ REST ]  our muses lay on the ground together while it rains. 

[ CONSOLE ]  sender is sitting outside on a porch/balcony,  crying while it rains and receiver sits down next to them to offer a shoulder to cry on. 

[ CONSOLED ]  receiver is sitting outside on a porch/balcony,  crying while it rains and sender sits down next to them to offer a shoulder to cry on. 

[ RITUAL ]  for our muses plans to have been ruined by a storm so they stay inside and have sex instead. 

[ ENJOY ]  for our muses to have sex outside beneath a covered area  (  tent/porch/gazebo etc  )  while it rains. 

[ WATCH ]  our muses have sex against a window while it rains. 

[ SAVE ]  for one muse to pick up the other to quickly carry them inside as it begins to rain.

[ JOY ]  our muses have just made up after a fight when it begins to rain,  sender picks up receiver and spins them around.  

[ REJOICE ]  our muses have just made up after a fight when it begins to rain,  receiver picks up sender and spins them around. 

[ SAFE ]  our muses are caught in a heavy rainstorm together and seek shelter in an abandoned building or cave. 

[ SECLUDED ]  our muses are on a road trip and are forced to pull over due to heavy rain and fog,  they end up fooling around in the car while they wait for it to clear up. 

❝  come on,  come dance with me in the rain.  ❞

❝  just stand still and feel the rain on your face.  ❞

❝  do you smell that?  it’s about to rain.  ❞

❝  i’ve always loved the rain.  ❞

❝  i like when it rains,  even if it’s loud and ruins plans.  it’s a sign of renewal and growth.  ❞

❝  are you seriously splashing in puddles right now?  ❞

❝  what are you doing— come inside before you catch a cold.  ❞

❝  jumping in puddles makes it impossible to be upset,  you should try it sometime.  ❞

❝  just let go for a little bit and come enjoy this storm.  it’s beautiful.  ❞

❝  i know this is gonna make me sound like a baby but thunderstorms really freak me out,  can i hang out with you until it gets quiet again?  ❞

❝  can i sleep in your bed tonight?  the thunder makes me jumpy. ❞

❝  you really love the rain,  huh?  look at you,  you’re all giddy.  ❞

❝  why do you hate storms so much?  ❞

❝  hey— it’s alright.  i think it was just some really loud thunder. ❞

❝  jesus christ! that lightning shook the whole house.  ❞

❝  if it’s about to rain shouldn’t you be closing the windows?  not opening them?  ❞

❝  you hear that?  it’s raining!  ❞

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deleted those posts ; don't wanna discuss anymore rn but thanks to everyone who checked in on me n stuff

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                  𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆   you    ᵏⁿᵒʷ   i’d   𝘥𝘰  it   all   𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖎𝖓   .  ©