When You Looked at Me, I Should Have Run [Mahito x Reader]
Title: When You Looked at Me, I Should Have Run [Mahito x Reader]
Synopsis: Your trip to Japan doesn’t go as planned, thanks to a monster in the forest.
Word count: 7400ish
notes: Yandere(ish); body horror, violence, vore and implied digestion, reader is transmasc
If there was one thing you could appreciate about getting lost in Japan, it was the fact that people were very willing to give you directions. So when the realization hit you--you have been unfortunately walking the wrong way for some time now--there is none of that stomach-churning dread that occurs back home, when asking someone for directions typically ends with someone telling you to “fucking looking it up on your phone.”
And sure, you didn’t exactly speak Japanese, but that’s what your secondhand “301 Phrases You’ll Need in Japan!” book was for! You’d also found that you could ask in English, and people didn’t seem to mind. Or at least, they didn’t say they minded, and that was what counted.
Sighing, you grab the book out of your tote bag and begin to flip through. A few people veer to the side from behind you after the sudden stop, but you pay them no mind, instead focusing on finding just the right phrase you need. When you do, you repeat it out loud what feels like a million times before tucking the book away.
The map comes out next, and you unfold it haphazardly, searching for the hiking trail you’ve been searching for all morning. It was supposed to be really scenic, but a little off the beaten path. Perfect for photos, plus you could tell your friends back home that you weren’t on one of the annoying overcrowded tourist paths, which was always a bonus.
Now, to find someone to help and--ah!
A young man leaning up against the alley wall of a charming little storefront would do. He’s dressed unusually, wearing a flowing shirt with a striped pattern, and he was maybe in an accident of some kind, with stitches on his face. But you don’t stare (well, maybe for a second); because that would be exceptionally rude, Japan or otherwise.
You smile, bowing (maybe too low, maybe too dramatically, but it was hard to get the angles right) and hold up your map. In very accented Japanese, you ask, “Can you help me find the…” And the word you had memorized from the book vanishes, so you tap the map, shaking the paper. “Mountain trail?” You complete in English.
The man blinks at you, saying nothing, which is a bit strange. A bit rude, you might say. Maybe you pronounced the words completely wrong. You fumble for the book, finding the page again, and hold it up for him to see. “Mountain trail?” You ask again, still in English.
The man blinks again.
You sigh, and point at the page where the phrase sits, not wanting to attempt a pronunciation in Japanese at the moment.
He leans in closer, too close, really, and his silver hair ghosts your shoulder. Mismatched eyes--contact lenses? He was really trendy!--scan up and down before he moves backward, staring at you again.
Then--
The man grins.
Widely. Unusually so, among the people you’ve met. But perhaps since he was younger, he was breaking social norms a bit. I mean, he already was, with his outfit--with his hair, long and impossibly silver. And those contacts!
His eyes roam over you--and you feel suddenly self-conscious of yourself, wearing a simple touristy t-shirt and trousers with hiking boots--and his finger finds the map even as his eyes never leave your face.
The finger slithers down the paper, and you force yourself to follow it (geez, why was he staring so rudely?) as it lands on a particular sidestreet marked with a hiking trail symbol. It’s not too far off, thankfully, and you could probably cut across a few streets to get there sooner.
He says something in Japanese, but you don’t know what. When you stare at him blankly, he grins again.
“Forest,” he says, in English. His grin gets even wider, somehow, and you swear one of his stitches twitches. “Fun.”
“Thank… you very much,” you murmur, in your accented Japanese, before giving the strange young man another exaggerated bow. You wave--a habit--and don’t bother folding the map before you leave, walking quicker than you might have, to avoid wasting anymore time on this trip.
The wave seems to amuse him, and he waves back, beaming.
A strange young man, sure. But just as helpful as anyone else you’ve met on your trip so far. And his hair was really pretty; it was a wonder nobody was so much as staring at him.
--
There is something in the forest.
There is something in the forest, wild and large.
There is something in the forest, wild and large--and it is following you.
You’re not sure exactly when it started; you weren’t paying much attention to the forest itself until it became too loud and obvious to ignore. There weren’t enough service bars on your phone to look it up, but it had to be some kind of bear, right? Japan did have bears--you think.
Maybe it was a deer. But deer would be too skittish, wouldn’t they? To follow you around in the woods, despite all the noise you were making. Unless it was one of those deer that was used to being fed by people, though if that was the case, wouldn’t it have made itself known by now? Begging for an apple and bowing, like the videos you saw online.
Probably not a deer. Maybe a bear. Or a fox or something else large and rumbly and, you think, eyeing you as a potential snack.
Whatever it was, it was staying hidden. In the brush and trees, with the occasional rustle and snapping branch to give away its position.
What do you do? Your mind tries to trace back to those Saturday evenings spent watching the occasional “When Animals Attack” documentary with your family. There were episodes on bees and mountain lions and sharks and bears, too, you’re sure… should you play dead? Make more noise? Run like hell?
How can you get help, in the middle of the woods?
There’s on one else on the trail. Your phone isn’t working. And you’re not entirely sure if you should retrace your steps or keep going on ahead, to make it lose interest. The choices are all too confusing, with the adrenaline steadily growing inside your body, and your heart beginning to beat altogether too fast.
A decision can’t be made, not like this, heart and brain buzzing too quick and too loud to be steady enough for a proper thought process.
In the end, though–
It doesn’t matter.
Your choice is made for you, when the animal retreats from the camouflage of the brush and steps right onto the trail. Its body takes up the entire trail, and it’s a wonder it was able to hide amongst the leaves and branches at all.
And–
And it’s not a bear, or a deer, or anything you’ve ever seen before.
The creature that has been following you for oh-so-many steps is deformed. A monster. Something you’ve never seen in your entire life and so entirely wrong in its construction that your brain doesn’t register it as being real for a few awful, agonizing moments.
What is it–
It--whatever it is--has too many limbs. That’s what stands out at first, because it’s the most bearable thing to look at--the limbs. There are at least 6, skin-colored arms sprouting from the torso on downward. Claws or… hands? Fuck, they look like hands; hands are at the end of each arm, fingers wiggling like worms.
The creature doesn’t just have too many limbs. There are too many mouths, all open and red, with white human-like teeth showing in the center. Opening and closing and there’s a sound being made, but you can’t register if it’s human speech. It couldn’t be, because this thing was not a human. The sight of it was making you crazy, that’s all, and that craziness traveled from your retinas to your ears.
The worst sight of all, and it’s the sight of this that finally unfreezes your legs, is the rippling underneath the skin. A solid mass worming its way around the body. Like there was something else underneath the flesh, waiting to burst out, slithering along like a gorged snake.
You couldn’t let it come closer. You wouldn’t let it.
So when your legs feel like they can move, when your breath gets sucked in with a terrible gasping that nearly chokes you, you bolt.
The creature comes after you. Of course it does. You ran like prey, and you feel like prey; you are prey, here, in the woods. You hear the creature now in full force, no longer meandering in the brush of the woods, but chasing you. The sound of too many feet hitting the ground, the sound of the air whipping by its many arms, and its breathing. Steady, loud, increasing as it gets closer.
Your own breath comes out ragged, desperate, wheezing. You weren’t made to run like this–or perhaps you were, and that’s the crux of this whole damn trip–but this creature was clearly meant to chase.
Regret on ever coming to the woods courses through you every time your feet pound against the ground, but regret wasn’t going to save you. Thoughts whir together--don’t let it catch me, how do I get out of here, will anyone be able to help me?--as you rush down the winding paths of the forest trail.
But there’s no one in sight, and there surely wouldn’t be anyone to help you if you went deeper into the woods. The only chance for salvation, if there was a chance at all, would be to head back towards the city. Monsters didn’t live in cities, didn’t thrive there. There’s an almost prickling fantasy that blurs through your mind: cross the threshold of the trail and it will stop instantly, like a fairy tale creature unable to cross a magic bridge.
You will be safe, if you can get back there.
But how to get there, with a beast at your back?
You’ve got to turn around, somehow. If you can turn around, you can go back the way you came, and get back to human civilization. If you get back to human civilization, where monsters are dreams and movie magic, you will live.
If you keep going into the woods, you’ll only get lost, you’ll be so deep that no one will hear you scream. If you even had the lung capacity to scream, after all this running. Would the lungs the monster tears through with its claws, its teeth, have anything left in them?
You can’t turn around the proper way. Your brain, frantic though it is, is steady enough to understand that fact. You’ll lose momentum if you try to pivot and go back the way you came, and who is to say if you’ll be fast enough to evade the monster at all?
But you want to live.
So you do what the signs at the beginning of the trail forbade you to do, and veer off the trail, pushing into the thicket of the forest. The branches snag on your clothes, and you’re glad you decided against wearing the fanny pack after all. You’re able to pull the fabric of your shirt and trousers free from the branches as they snap and rustle around you; a fanny pack would have been a death sentence.
And when you make your desperate foray into the thicket of the woods, something happens. Something that makes your blood run cold, despite the heat of your pumping muscles and the sweat beginning to drip down your back.
The creature stops running. Oh, just for a moment. You hear the racket of its limbs, of its power and size, cease. And you hear a little sound, a bit like a chuckle. That can’t be right, though. It must be catching its breath. Even monstrous creatures get tired.
It must have been a wheeze, that’s all. The alternative is far worse.
It doesn’t stay still for long. You hear its body pushing through the canopy of trees now, too.
It’s faster than you. And stronger than you.
But you keep running. Desperate, human, wanting to avoid the horrible fate at the end of its teeth and claws.
Your thighs and lungs and chest burn awfully as you hop over branches, run through canopies of leaves that slap your face as you go through them, the sting of micro-scratches registering as if you’re experiencing them as a third party.
What does a few scratches mean, if you get attacked by some--thing? No one will ever find your body, probably. Or it will be so unrecognizable that they’ll never identify you.
If you trip now, you’re done for. If you trip now, that thing will be on you, with its many mouths and many hands and many teeth.
If you trip now, that is.
Somehow, sheer dumb luck or some otherworldly being guiding your burning legs, you don’t trip until you reach the very edge of the woods, when the beautiful sight of the trail’s entrance is within arm’s reach.
“Fuck!”
You shout out, hands catching you before you hit the ground proper and hurting awfully in the process. Your palms sting, you’re sure there will be blood and scrapes. Like when you used to trip on the sidewalk as a kid and you wound up with gravel in your palms for the trouble.
That doesn’t matter though. What matters is that you can feel the weight of the creature behind you, can imagine it rearing up, can smell something--its breath, its body?--and you know you’re about to die.
This is it. A lifetime, all ended with–
Ding-ding-ding!
The ring of a bicycle bell turns out to be your saving grace. Someone pulling up to hike or maybe they heard your distress or who fucking cares, really, because at the sight of the bell, you hear the monster retreat back into the woods.
The person on the bike seems appropriately concerned at the state of you, sweat plasteirng your hair and clothes to your skin, your face red with exertion. They offer a hand and you don’t know what they’re saying because the thought of getting your translation book out right now is the furthest thing from your mind.
They murmur in concern at the scrapes on your hands. Those scrapes are nothing, compared to what was behind you; what should have happened, when you tripped. Child’s play, in more ways than one.
You let this stranger–your savior, really–guide you on jelly-like legs that carry you away from the forest, back towards the little town and what must be safety. Safety in numbers, safety in humanity, safety in the knowledge that the streets are filled with buildings, bikes, cars; the smell of automobile smoke and food stalls. The chatter of people, car horns, all of it a far cry from the wild woods and the wild creature behind you.
As you walk away on unsteady legs, you swear you hear another sound from the forest. you swear–but no, no, the rational part of your mind bubbles you safely away from it; oh, it can’t be real it can’t be real it can’t be real.
Because--
It sounds like laughter.
--
You don’t tell the police about the arms, and mouths, or the laughter. Only that you were chased by some kind of animal--you don’t know what--that was following you on the trail.
The police smile at your story, told to them in shakily typed app-translated Japanese, and one of them types into his own translation app that they will search the forest, but that it was probably an aggressive bear.
It was not a bear. You know this. You know this, and you let them placate you with assurances that they will put up signs, and send out a forest warden. Despite the awful knowledge that nests in your stomach like a rotten egg: this was not a goddamn bear.
It was a monster in those woods.
But who would believe you, if you tried to tell the truth?
–
The stranger with the silver hair and mismatched eyes spots you that afternoon, sitting at a local cafe with what must be a shaken, sullen expression. You’ve hardly touched the food you ordered, instead keeping your hands wrapped around your warm drink, focusing on the way it spreads through your fingers.
Not that he seems to mind your look or the clear tension surrounding you like miasma. In fact, he plops right into the chair across from you without even asking, all grins, and swipes one of the mini sandwiches you ordered for lunch.
The audacity. The over-familiarity. Honestly? You can’t help but find it refreshing, in this moment, your mind and body still shaken from the ordeal. It was better than the awkward distance between you and everyone else; it was like the monster in the forest had laid its scent on you, and everyone knew to keep a step back.
“Trail?” He asks, eyes glancing over your hair, cropped short and still sticking a little to your forehead from sweat. He smiles a little–at you, maybe. Or maybe he just likes to smile. “Fun?”
The word hits, but not too hard. Not as hard as it would have, if anyone else had asked it.
It’s not like he knew what happened. And maybe… maybe he would know something more? A local who knew the trail, who lived around here, might take you more seriously than the police. Especially since he was a little strange himself, he might be used to the idea of not being believed.
So you shake your head and offer up your phone to this perfect stranger, with the translated story from the police station still typed in. An animal, but you didn’t know what kind; a chase through the woods.
“Ah,” he says, after a while of staring unblinking at the screen. “No fun.” He smiles, when he shouldn’t. “Scared.”
“Yeah,” you admit, breathily, almost smiling yourself. A lighthearted confirmation for a terrifying experience. Something about this stranger makes you want to open up. Makes you want to trust him. It’s like he gets you, and considering the fact that you stuck out like a sore thumb in this small foreign town, you latched right onto it.
Then, leaning forward, you type the eager words into your app before asking them out loud: “Have you ever heard of there being a monster in that forest?”
You’re not sure if he knows enough English to register what you’ve said before reading the phone screen, but your words make his eyes widen.
So you continue, almost babbling a bit, describing it in more detail. You’re not sure how much he understands, how much he’s getting. Your fingers type frantically into the app, repeating a choppy version of what comes bubbling out of your lips, hoping it makes enough sense. App translators weren’t exactly known for their accuracy.
But you want to tell him, need to tell him, all about the way it moved, the odd breathy sounds that almost sounded like speech, and the rippling under the skin. The primal feeling of being prey in the woods, the same as any rabbit, any deer.
People are glancing over as you speak, as you show this stranger your phone and go on about the horrors of the forest; and you’re not entirely sure if it’s because he committed an awful social faux pas in plopping down at your table to casually or because of you. Your words, your clothes, the way you’re getting increasingly frantic as he actually listens to what you say and doesn’t tell you that you’re some crazy American tourist who might consider going back to your hotel and taking a nap.
He gets you, he gets this, you’re sure of it even before you’re finished with your story.
When you’re done, you can feel new beads of sweat dripping down the back of your neck. During the course of your conversation, his wide-eyed expression has gone somber. Seriously. Like he knows exactly what you mean and it makes your chest clench in sick hope.
“Yes,” he says, finally; low, leaning forward. His voice is soft and earnest and you latch onto it in a sea of unfamiliarity. “I know about a monster.” He glances around, apparently now keenly aware of the stares, although they only make him grin. “I tell you… not here. At home.”
Home? His home? Maybe you shouldn’t--lord, stranger danger--but the stares only seem to intensify when he stands up, and you follow suit on instinct. It makes you feel naked, judged. Frayed-nerves don’t do anything but amplify the sensation.
This is stupid. You read enough travel articles before coming to know that you shouldn’t go to places with a stranger. Hell, you knew that before you searched “Japan travel tips” on your phone for the first time–how many times did your mother tell you to never be alone with a stranger, back when you were small and so very different?
But you were an adult now. More sure of yourself, in more ways than one. And this stranger, this strange young man, might be able to help you. If someone else knew about the monster, well; it might mean you weren’t out of your mind. It might mean you could leave Japan with this part of yourself intact.
It’s something of a relief when the stranger grabs your wrists and pulls you away from the cafe.
Your stomach flutters equally with that relief–and uncertainty.
--
His home, he explains in his own accented English, is at the edge of the forest. It’s enough to make you nearly trip over your own shoes, when he tells you. The stranger turns around, smiles, but he doesn’t stop walking. He doesn’t let go of your wrist, either, holding it with a gentle firmness that makes you want to avoid pulling away.
“Scared?” His smile is small and almost private. Whether it’s just for you, or him, you’re not sure.
You swallow. And nod. A knot of fear tightens in your stomach, but you try to remember that there is strength in numbers.
He looks you up and down, and tugs you closer, so that you’re walking nearly side by side as he holds you close. The closeness is, you think, a comfort.
“The monster lives anywhere,” he says. There’s a blend of solemnity and humor to his tone that you can’t quite place. It might just be his accent, you tell yourself.
You tell yourself a lot of things. Like that he sidepasses the forest trail and takes you through a shortcut in the woods because it’s quicker, and safer.
Branches and leaves snap underfoot, and the dead silence of anything but the noise the pair of you make as you walk is all too familiar. The quiet is unusual, in a forest like this. There should be the sound of animals, the sound of scurrying, the steady hum of insects.
Silence in a forest means something is wrong.
You shouldn’t be here, your body tells you. Your heart begins to pound again, and you tug a little on your wrist--you should tell him that you don’t want to go to his home, after all. You’re fine with not knowing the truth about the monster.
You’re fine with not following this stranger into the woods, in a foreign country, after having just been chased by something mere hours ago.
If he notices your tug, your apprehension, then he says nothing. He only maintains his steady grip, his steady smile.
“The monster eats people,” he says again, with that awful casualness. There’s a thought in your mind--you, tripping, the monster over you, tearing you apart with its teeth. Nobody finding your body, or whatever was left of it.
Without warning, the stranger stops. His grip on your wrist loosens and you slowly pull it towards you, heart thudding in your chest.
He stopped, yes, but why? There’s no house here. Only the woods around you, without the comfort of the manmade trail as a guide. Not that the trail kept you safe the first time. And are you really at the edge of the forest? If anything, you walked deep into it, away from the trails, from the markers, from the tourist spots marked on the maps.
Oh.
Something is wrong, something is wrong, something is–
“How do you know so much about the monster?” You ask, quietly. There’s only so much room for proper thoughts in your brain, and the only one that worms its way to the top is a sensible, naive question. “Have you seen it before?”
He doesn’t answer. Not in words, English or otherwise. You wish he did. You wish he kept talking, and you kept talking, and you found yourself at some run-down shack where he lived off the grid.
That doesn’t happen.
Instead, he tilts his head up, long hair almost slithering across his shoulders with the movement. As he does, he grins, the profile of it broad and then wide and then wider and then--
Then it’s so wide that it splits his face into two, revealing a mass of dark red colored flesh and teeth sharp enough to tear through your muscles. And oh, my, grandmother, what big teeth you have.
There are undoubtedly words within you, words that might express the primal shock and horror at what you're seeing. But all that comes out of your mouth is a squeak, a wheezing little sound that has him turning.
You wish he didn't turn. You wish all you saw was the profile of his split face, because as he turns it is no longer possible to recognize him as the young man from before. Except for that beautiful silver hair, cascading over his shoulders, beautiful and grotesque.
His body expands as he turns, and muscles beneath the skin rise as his height gets too tall, his arms grow too numerous, and you can't believe mere moments ago he was simply a quirky good looking stranger who was going to help you solve this traumatic tourist mystery.
It’s not enough that he has too many arms. It's not enough that he has too many teeth, and they are so sharp that you know without thinking that they are going to tear through your flesh and rip it like well-braised beef.
There is something underneath his skin. It was there before, and it’s there now, only you’re closer–and still–and its presence is not some shock to the system but a confirmation of an earlier, terrible scene.
Oh, yes, there is something under his skin, and it does not stay still. You can see it moving, like a worm or an alien. Only instead of bursting out of his chest it simply moves, rippling the flesh underneath. Is it separate from him? One and the same? Is this some solitary mass, or are there more–to go with the creature's many arms and many teeth?
How can this creature be anything but a monster, something other?
Unless--unless you're looking in his eyes.
(His, or its? You don’t know, and you never want to find out.)
But those eyes, those eyes are just as pretty and human as they were before.
His human eyes are staring right at you. Your mouth is agape, and you wish you had something other than domesticated teeth designed for chewing and not ripping apart. Because there's nothing you can do in the face of this but run.
You are prey, after all. The rabbit. The deer. The thing that scurries and squeaks.
So you do run. For the second time in so many hours, you run for your life.
Only now the sun is starting to set, and you are in a completely unfamiliar part of the forest, and you know the monster is real and that it wants you and that it played with you like a cat plays with its food.
Your breath comes out in sharp, short pants. There's something tingling in the adrenaline that courses through your veins, pumping straight from your brain to every extremity, making even the tips of your fingers feel numb and floating.
It’s like you're high from the fear.
"Why run?"
The monster calls after you, even as it gives chase. It doesn’t sound as winded now.
And fuck, his voice sounds exactly the same. Why couldn't he sound like a monster? Why couldn't he sound like some guttural beast with no connection to humanity?
Why does he sound like the helpful, if a bit strange, young man who sat with you in the café? Who cheerfully pointed out the spot on the map you ought to go? Who seemed kind, if odd, an unusual character you would surely tell everyone at home about once you got off the plane?
But the resemblance ends at his voice, at these little things. It ends at the glimmer of silver hair and the too-human eyes that you can no longer see as you try desperately to lose it in the forest. Swerving here and there, stumbling and half-leaping over obstacles, whipping through tree branches that claw at you in the dimming light.
You’re bleeding, you know it. You think the monster knows it, too.
"I like you," the voice says, light and breezy, from behind you. He says it in English and you wish he didn't, because it means he wants you to understand.
It’s better when you don’t understand the monsters that chase you.
Your foot trips on something, a branch or a log or the bone of a dead animal, and for the second time today, your body goes sailing through the air. This time, you land on the ground with a thump, half-crumpled.
You could lie down here. You could lie down and die; let it rip through your throat and hopefully it would kill you quick before consuming your flesh.
But you don't want to. You don't want to die and it's not fair and you're just supposed to be on a nice trip, the end result of an entire year's worth of paid time off accrual. But instead, you're panting and bleeding and being chased by something in the forest that wants to eat you and likes you in what may be equal measure.
So you force your exhausted arms to push up from the ground and you stumble into a run. Pitiful as it is. Pointless as it is.
Behind you, the creature laughs. Or the young man laughs. You're not sure which is which, or if they were different to begin with.
"I like you," it says again. There's something lighter in its tone now. Or maybe you're imagining it, high on adrenaline and lack of oxygen from all the panting. The tingling in your body hasn’t stopped, even as you stumble forward.
"I'll keep you," it--he? You don't know, fuck--says. "Always."
The silliest of thoughts worms its way through your fear-addled brain. Did he learn English just to communicate with you? Did all monsters speak different languages? Or did he shove his face into a tourist phrasebook in between chasing you and finding you in the cafe?
It's this silly thought that sticks in your ear as you go sailing to the ground again. Pushed, maybe. Or maybe you tripped on the bones of a dead fox, its flesh long eaten away by predators then maggots, in that order.
Palms stinging, knees burning. Blood bubbling through a tear in your trousers--cut on a sharp branch, you think.
Your thigh aches.
Your lungs ache.
Your chest aches.
Behind you, there is only the forest-noise of the monster chasing you. Arms and legs and the presence of it, pushing through branches and bushes like nothing. It could kill you like nothing, too. Maybe there are claws at the end of those hands, too many hands and too many fingers, and the world makes no more sense than it did a few hours ago.
Still, you don't want to die. Not here, not like this. So you push up with your burning, aching arms, and force yourself into a wobbling, weak standing position.
It halts when you stand. You don't turn to see, you don’t even register the cessation of the rush of brush and bramble--you just know.
One step forward, on wobbling legs. Legs that can’t run anymore, no matter what is chasing you.
“Oh,” says the monster. A soft, sweet sound.
Another step forward, and your knees buckle underneath you. Down you go.
“Oh,” it says again. You do register the lack of sound, now. Nothing but distant insects (you wish they were closer) and your own breathing, and a sort of rustling as the monster approaches you from behind.
”Cute,” it says. And oh, now, you can imagine its wide mouth, all those teeth, cradling the word like soft candy.
You stare, barely able to support your body on your arms, at the ground underneath you. This will be the last thing you see, you think. At least it’s kind of pretty--nature. Green and brown and there’s life here, some insects meandering along underneath you, uncaring as to whatever is going on up above.
Maybe they’ll get to eat what’s left of your body, when he’s finished. The circle of life, and all that.
But it won’t be the last thing you see. Because you’re turning--no, you’re being turned, four or five or six arms on you, cradling you in a sickeningly gentle way even as your weakened muscles strain against their hold.
Your lungs strain and your breath comes out in short, terrible pants. The soft, sad acceptance is a lot harder to keep up when you’re facing death head-on.
The last thing you’ll see will be this monster, above you, silver hair almost shimmering in the dimmed light of the forest. His mouth too wide, his limbs and teeth and scars too many, his human eyes boring into you with a glinting fascination. A sickly sweet sort of affection.
That something is still underneath the skin, too. Rippling. Like a tick burrowed underneath the flesh, straining, wanting to get out but being unable to do so.
His stretched mouth opens and there are so many fangs--you imagine the pain--imagine the teeth boring down into your chest or your neck, the tearing of your flesh.
But that isn’t how you die; that isn’t how he eats you.
Instead--instead--his mouth opens wide and you hear the grinding of flesh as he teeth retract further into his mouth, leaving only a gaping dark hole staring down at you. Above it, his nose, distorted; above that, those eyes, still human, still searching your gaze as he leans forward and your body is gently cradled into the open mouth and pushed down into the tight cavern of his throat.
He swallows you down, and pushes you forward into his throat, down his gullet, onward and onward. There are brief glimpses of the world outside just before you enter his mouth, and then everything goes dark.
But not because you’re dead. Oh, if only you were dead. Instead, you are alive–you are inside.
It’s wet, inside. Wet and warm, like an inside should be. But there’s a wrongness to it all. You were never meant to be pushed down a gullet, to be surrounded by this pulsating warm darkness that slickened your skin even as your mind began to constrict along with your lungs.
Too tight. Too warm. Too many limbs--and despite all those teeth, they did nothing to ease your passing, to tear through your arteries and let you bleed out before you were swallowed up.
You were swallowed whole, instead. Like Jonah and the whale. Like Pinnochio. Like other characters in other stories, and you can’t think of them now, with the buzz in your brain getting both louder and weaker all at the same time.
You don’t want to die–and not like this; the buzz in your brain constricts, something primal, telling you to GET.OUT.
And you try. You really do try, through pure instinct alone. An instinct you didn’t know you had until you were in this forest, inside of this beast. That animal instinct to free yourself from the jaws, the very stomach, of death.
Your arms, pressed up against your side by the pressure of the moist muscles around you, begin to flail. Your legs, too, constricted by the space you’re in–but moving. Squirming and kicking, trying to get some sort of purchase inside your living prison.
Strange, dim thoughts come as your body begins to squirm. They are the only thing keeping you human, separating you from the mouse clawing from inside a snake.
The thoughts–Being in here is like the time you wrapped yourself up in a sleeping bag and got stuck; being in here is like the first time you went down the tube slide at the playground as an adult, drunk at midnight, and almost got stuck.
Being in here is like all those times you thought you were going to suffocate inside something tight and warm and wrong–only this time, there is no triumphant roll as the sleeping bag unwraps, no sigh of relief as you wiggle your body back up the slide to freedom
There is only the wetness and warmness and the feeling of the monster around you. He hums–oh God, you can feel him humming, feel the way his body rumbles. He says something, too, you think. Something with a cadence that you’re so glad you can’t understand.
You have to get out. You have to get out, damn it.
There’s a sick sort of rhythm to it, and while your mind recoils from the slick feeling against your skin as you begin to trash, it also gives you hope. This is how you get out, how you get free. Somehow, squirming inside the beast that’s swallowed you–you’ll survive.
If only you could move more. If you could raise your arms and claw at the warm, wet interior, it might hurt enough to let you go. Throw you up or spit you out or maybe you could burrow your fingers so deep it rips the beast’s flesh open, like a bear gutting a salmon.
A salmon is perhaps what you most resemble now as your thrashing becomes a spasm, reflexive, increasingly jerky as the oxygen in your lungs begins to dwindle.
Get-out-get-out-get-out, your mind screams.
Your body does its best. Your breath comes shallow now, panting loud inside the tight space and its moving, living walls. It’s all too moist, too hot, too wrong.
Warm, damp limbs jerk and kick and get nowhere in particular for their troubles. The moving walls against you constrict and release, slowly, and you find your thrashing only helps move you down further.
Further into the body of the beast. Further away from the world outside, further away from everything that made you a living breathing tourist just looking for a pretty mountain trail to explore and winding up eaten alive for their troubles.
It was just an hour or so ago, wasn’t it, that you were sitting in the cafe? It seems like a lifetime, a distant memory, a dream. You cry out, the sound all warbled and wrong inside the tight cavern of his body.
You want out–you want to go home–but there’s nothing you can do but trash again, soft, bleating sounds pushing out of your increasingly constricted lungs.
“Oh.”
The monster speaks again, and the rumbling against you is softer, somehow. Cooing and low. And oh, Jesus–you feel him now. Feel his hands on the outside of what must be his belly, where you’ve wormed your way towards with every thrash.
The press of his hands against his skin from the outside is nearly unbearable, sending the wet-hot interior of the inside pressing against your cheek, smearing something slick against your skin, against your eye.
It stings against your lashes and you can’t see, can’t move your hands up enough to properly wipe it away. It makes you jerk again, makes your breath come in tighter, faster, less thoughtful and closer and closer to pure instinct.
Thoughts don’t come as easily. There’s only that desire to get out, to break free, to get away from the wet heat that surrounds you. There’s more slickness now, and a strange sort of acrid scent. A bitter, acidic scent in the air that stings your nostrils.
He presses against his belly again and you wail, and he coos, and there’s hardly any space left for you to thrash but you try as best you can.
One.
Two.
Three more times.
And then the world gets too woozy, too hazy. You can’t breathe in here. You can’t move, really, aside from the way your limbs still twitch on instinct. You can’t see, and the sounds are only the strange rushing, the warbled noises from the beast that are hard to distinguish.
The last thing you can sense with any sort of human distinctness is another side, slick and slithering, the sound of something inside the beast with you–oh God, you are not alone in here–and this last thought is when you stop being a person. When the thoughts cease to come as distinct lines from your brain and turn into a low, humming, dying thing.
The twitches that send your body spasming are not that of a person trying to escape, but of prey, finally subdued.
Undoubtedly, you were once a human being. A person who grew up and imagined a future, some distant thing you couldn’t conceive as a child but which grew more concrete with every passing year. Someone who wanted a girlfriend or boyfriend, and eventually got one. Someone who thought, yeah, maybe kids, some day, if you adopted.
Who imagined going to school and getting a job that paid decently enough; who did just that, working your ass off, spending all nighters drinking shitty dorm coffee before examples. All to get a degree to get an internship to get a desk job, so you could take nice vacations like this one, where you saved for a year and submitted your time-off request 6 months in advance and everyone at work told you to have fun and take plenty of pictures.
You were a person with hopes and dreams, with a family, with a past, with memories both clear and fuzzy. Sitting on the beach as a child and getting pinched by a crab you tried to place on top of your sand castle. Pushing another kid off the swing when he refused to give you a turn. Coming out to your parents and your dad making a joke about father-son fishing trips and your mom laughing too loud because she didn’t know what to say about having a daughter and now having a son.
All of that, and so much more besides--all of that and everything you ever were, everything you are, everything you will now never ever be, is lost inside a warm void of a body, a slithering, living cavity.
There’s no buzz in your brain now, no lungs to draw in desperate sucks of air. Nothing to register the monster sprawling out on the forest floor, satiated, thinking of how pretty you looked when you ran and the warm, full with the feeling of you inside him now.
He’ll rest here, dappled sunlight warming his skin, letting you digest; breaking you down with acid, absorbing your nutrients into his own body.
And you?
You’re dead and gone and there’s no comfort in knowing that Mahito will think of you for a long while, even after you’ve been digested. You were such nice prey, after all.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH I saw that you're a fellow Vore enjoyer of JJK!!!!
SAME HERE TBH SHSJHSSHSHHS AHHHHHHH
GETO MY BELOVED- Bro's entire Cursed Technique IS VORE 🗣
I'd like to see you talking about him as a pred!!
[Maybe some doodles too of him eating a tiny, too??)) 🤲🏻]
Oh my god. Geto mention
The THINGS I would do. OUGH.
Here are some of my personal headcanons for pred Geto...
- He's a huge tease. Geto knows that if a prey is secretly into vore, he'll make the experience hell for them (in a good way)! Slow gulps, making snarky remarks about their taste...how good they feel bulging out his throat and how satisfying their weight is in his middle.
- Geto would probably be right on the line between a gentle, loving pred and a more mean one. If you're someone he knows or cares about and he noms you for whatever reason, he'll be gentle and nice about it. If you're just another curse he's consuming for power though, he'll eat you without a second thought towards how you feel about it...
- I imagine the ratio of unwilling to willing prey is widely skewed due to his job, so willing preys are a treat he CRAVES.
- He drools when he gets really hungry or thinks about a favorite prey too much. Zoning out, imagining their taste...and then unable to stop a bit of saliva leaking from the corners of his mouth at the thought. Wiping it away quickly if he's in front of anyone else and making excuses
- He used to not be into vore at all, but started convincing himself he enjoyed swallowing curses to make the experience more pleasant. It backfired, he pavlov'd himself, and now it's one of his biggest interests/enjoyments to consume other living beings
- Due to the nature of his cursed technique he can reform prey at will, but unless he really likes them he's more likely to just digest and take any power they had for his own
As for the drawing...this is an old piece I lost motivation to finish, but I might try to regain that motivation hehe..
I cannot describe how this is EXACTLY how I think Geto would probably be.........
PLEASE COOK MORE AHHHHHHHHHHH
Even if it had some eyes on him, people watching, etc etc- if he was about to nom someone he cares, I think he'd even say something among the lines of-
"Oh, don't care about them, what you- We; should care about now... is how much you'll satisfy me, how much you'll satisfy my hunger."
Who asked for this?? No one. I just feel like sharing, on the off-chance someone other than me likes this stuff.
I... THINK the readmore should prevent the names from showing up in the regular tags. Hopefully. If you're "normal" and find this, I'm so so so sorry please block me a hundred times I'M SORRY
Includes both safe and fatal btw
18+ / MDNI
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Satoru Gojo:
- He used to hate the idea of, y'know, eating another person (ew, right) but now he's super casual about it. It can be very practical, after all.
- I think he can use a cursed technique to shrink people, because that would be pretty neat. Sometimes he doesn't warn them first (he either just forgets or thinks it's funnier to catch them off-guard) often leaving the tiny person quite displeased with the situation.
- Usually, if he swallows someone, it's for their protection, whether they like it or not. Because his infinity makes him literally untouchable, his stomach is ironically the safest place a person could possibly be, when he wills it.
- Less often, Gojo will eat someone for fun or to mess with them. Utahime is a frequent victim of this, and really hates him for it. (Ends up unharmed though, don't worry! Physically at least.) He doesn't usually have the time to relish in the feeling, (he usually does this thing in a strictly "professional" manner,) so enjoys it when he finally gets the chance.
- He might lightheartedly tease his prey when he's feeling silly. His autistic ass is horrible with boundaries, so sometimes he doesn't realize when he goes too far until the person starts yelling.
- Has anyone ever met their end in Gojo's gut? Y'know, probably. But I personally would feel better not knowing.
- The ONLY person he'd maybe allow to eat him is bestie bbg Suguru. Anyone else? Yeahhh, good luck LOL
Suguru Geto:
- Definitely eats people. He already canonically does soul vore, I wouldn't put it past him to eat a human who disrespects him. Especially those worthless "monkeys".
- Unlike Gojo, Geto is used to swallowing abnormally large objects, so this sort of thing comes naturally to him. He doesn't even need to shrink the person, he just opens his mouth wide and... gulps 'em down. HOW in the goddamn hell is he able to do this?? No clue, just go with it.
- Also unlike Gojo, Geto isn't as merciful with his prey. Most of the time, once someone is down his throat, they don't come back out. If a follower of his is disobedient or not earning their keep, he'll threaten to eat them, which usually puts them back in line. Usually.
- His strong digestive system tends to make quick work of anything, or anyone, unlucky enough to find themselves in his gut. Paired with his metabolism, most excess fat is burned off, leaving no evidence that the former person even existed.
- He isn't entirely heartless, though. He can be reasoned with, and on incredibly rare occasions, he may safely swallow someone he cares about to protect them. But very few people are allowed this.
- Very inedible. Unless you're Satoru, don't even try it.
RYOMEN SUKUNA
- Eaten by The King of Curses would undoubtedly be the worst possible way to die. If you piss him off, you better pray to whatever god you believe in that he grants you a quick death.
- Sukuna is terrifying and needlessly cruel. He loves the thrill of the hunt, and is known to play with his food before devouring them. He'll tease and mock his prey, all the while enjoying their suffering.
- No one who disappears down Sukuna's gullet ever lives to tell the tale. His stomach is like a furnace- if the powerful acids don't kill you first, the nauseating heat will. I'd give you 5 minutes tops until your skin melts off.
- It'll be a cold day in hell before Sukuna engages in safe vore.
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That's all I got for now. If you have any thoughts or suggestions, feel free to send me an ask! I don't get enough asks and I'd love to talk.
Im one of your followers; you have a really funky and tasty art style!
I hope you continue to grow and post more :>
|[Aww, that's so sweet, nobody has say “funky” and- tasty (? —which flavors do you think my doodles taste?— it's pretty funny to me reading this cuz, well, I have post 1 full drawing, and let me tell you it is floppy and old, so I'm glad that you think that <3]|
The idea of Chøsō nomming his little brothers to protect them, or just to let them get a good rest, is fascinating to me. Like how he will not do it? They are cold, let them in 🥺