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[wabbu-waffeul]

You're all talk but no actions..put in effort or watch me leave.

[kushandwizdom]

Be with someone who is good for your mental health

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[s-t-y-l-e-t-s]

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

― 6 Years (2015) Dan: I can’t not see you every day. I can’t not be with you.

[wabbu-waffeul]

everything should be fine by now but for some reason i feel so alone. it feels like you’re not really there and that i’m hanging onto a piece of thread that’s about to snap...

[wabbu-waffeul]

I don't understand why you had to lie to me. I gave you so much freedom that I could give. The only thing you couldn't do was talk to those girls who you fooled around with. It was simple as that, but you couldn't stay away. What reason did you need to talk to her again? I'm right here jeremy, like look at me. Don't you see that i'm right here in front of you. Why did you need to turn away? Why can't you understand that I would never harm you. You always choose the bad girls. What makes her better than me? Why are you so attach to her? What could she give that I couldn't? You always make me feel like i'm not enough..It makes me wonder how long were you gonna continue talking to her behind my back. You tell me I should trust you more, but it's things like this that makes me not trust you. You always put yourself before me. I was never your priority was I? I didn't care about the distance, I moved past that. But if we were to go to the same college, things would have been great. We just needed to last one more year till college. It makes me feel like you'll never be able to let go of her. You're so fond of her, you always have and you always will. She'll always be a place in your heart even when you're with me or anyone else. You let ONE person ruin us. Just that one person who i'm not fond of..why? Because you can't get over her. Why can't you let go? Why can't you let go of your past? Why did it have to end this way? If I said I wanted you back, if I said it was okay for you to talk to her, if I said you could do whatever you want as long as you're not cheating, would you even fulfill that? Or would you continue playing me just like the first and second time? I'm stupid for wanting you back. In your mind, you see nothing wrong with cheating, you see nothing wrong of your action. That type of mentality is the worse. I wish you'd see eye to eye from right and wrong.

[wabbu-waffeul]

Every time I go through a break up, it feels like it's sucking the life out of me. One day I'm happy and out of the blue I have a shattered heart. I carry so many scars on my heart that I don't even know if I can ever be fixed. They say that you'll meet another guy to lift you up your feet. But in the end it's the same like any other relationship. We get to know each other, we date, we fight, and it happens all over again and again. I'm growing tired of the same crap that never ends. I'm growing more bitter to love as I get older. It's never the same. I understand that's life, I understand that our past and current relationship is a lesson. I understand it's suppose to shape us who we are today and to give us more knowledge. But what no one understands is that, I truly am tired. I'm so tired of relationship, I'm tired of people's bullshit, I'm tired of all the obstacles that come at us. I'm so tired of talking. I'm running out of energy in me to talk because everything is sucking the life out of me. Life is just a fucking joke. Maybe we aren't suppose to live but to fucking die.

[wabbu-waffeul]

It feels like my world has gone crashing down. A big piece of me has disappeared and I don’t know how to get it back. Maybe it’s for the best that, that part of me a gone. But then again...I feel so alone..I feel empty and shattered to fucking pieces all over again. I hate having someone become a part of me and then they leave. They always leave..

[wabbu-waffeul]

You’re leaving me scars scattered in my heart. A road map of all the places you have been And I can’t escape, can’t wash this away. Love has burned your mark so deep within.

[wabbu-waffeul]

it hurts to let go of someone you love

[wabbu-waffeul]

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all i ever wanted was to love and be loved..maybe there's something wrong with me? The constant failure of a relationship one after another is tiring..can i say fuck it. because i'm growing bitter to love every day soon i'm not gonna have a heart to care anymore at this point, i'm done hurting. i trust too easily and i fall in too deep..

[wabbu-waffeul]

once a cheater, always a fucking cheater

You know what I hate. I hate liars, cheaters, and fake ass people. If you fit into any of those categories then you can go fuck yourself. You're fucking heartless, the biggest thot I've ever met, and you live such a fucking low life. I could do so much shit to you but I won't. Why? Because you're not worth my time to waste my fucking energy. And I would like to say I'm a good person unlike you..you play dirty. Thanks for playing me all this time. Here's a big BIG fuck you and I hope you're happy with all those fucking hoes. 😒 I'm done

[wabbu-waffeul]

I'm fucking tired of talking. I need something else..

[wabbu-waffeul]

I want to get away from here. Away from this dysfunctional family. Away from the constant yelling, screaming, hitting, swearing. I hate this place. It gives me stress, anxiety, anger, sadness. It makes me want to hurt myself. It makes me want to run away. It makes me want to be reckless. The deeper I fall into this pit, the more dangerous I get. The more emotional I am. The more stupid thoughts I have. I'm an emotional wreck inside. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Somedays I feel numb, other days I'm emotional. Maybe I need help..because clearly this isn't a healthy lifestyle..I don't know. I'm filled with anger and hatred all the time since forever. I want to be happy but how can I when I'm losing every part of me..

[davidroads]

[wabbu-waffeul]

Maybe it's time for me to start over

Am i really starting over? Can i finally say that my heart is stitched? I don't know if what i feel is true, but all i know is that talking to you makes me happy. Your smile makes me smile and I guess i melt a little bit inside as well.

[wabbu-waffeul]

Sometimes I feel like I'm talking to a fucking wall, or should I say majority of the time..it's always the same people. Maybe I should stop trying. Maybe they're not even friends. Maybe I just a loser and don't fit in right..because at this point, I don't know where I belong..😢