Open letter to those it concerns.
First of all my intention is not to make drama but I do not want to continue to be accused of shit I didnāt do because it hurts && its frustrating, draining && mentally exhausting. I wanted to make this post for my followers, friends and other people who frequent my blog for their own reasons.
For the latter I would like to ask you why? I know why you do this, and I know you know why you do this but why do you think its okay to continually view somebody elses blog/content, to put yourself in their space && to expose yourself to them when you have already made up your mind that you hate them? What purpose does it serve to you to be continually āchecking upā on someone youāre suppose to hate other than to foster and fuel more drama and hate && why do you think thats acceptable in the first place?
Furthermore why do you hate me? What prompted you to decide that one person who writes a character you like is so bad? Why do you believe negative && nasty things about someone you do not know, particularly when you have no āproofā of these things but hearsay and word of mouth?
I know personally that I have never done anything to anyone and any issues I have had with anyone else have not been prompted by me nor have they been had for āno reasonā. Anyone who knows me knows I have been subjected to drama that is apparently related to my headcanons about my muse as they have not been popular or shared by others in the fandom. I have always stood by and defended these headcanons because they are how I interpret the character.
(( To put this aside for a second however this is a ROLEPLAYING blog. I am a ROLEPLAYER. I am writing a muse that I love to the way I believe him to be in canon. If you DO NOT agree with my interpretation or DO NOT like how I play this muse then you are welcome to take your business elsewhere. I thought it was not only common decency, but general roleplay etiquette to leave someone alone if you do not agree with their headcanons/interpretation of a character.
If you are someone who steps outside of these rules then youāre the one who is wrong. There is no if, buts or maybes about this. I am aware that the issue with my headcanon was started by a popular fandom blogger who was NOT an rp blog, which should really say a lot about this right off the bat, however her issue with my portrayal of Oswald && the nasty rumours she spread about me to other fandom members have circulated and eventually they HAVE wound up in rp. ))
and low and behold it would turn out that these headcanons have been CONFIRMED to be canon. Oswald is as RLT describes him && his portrayal of Oswald as asexual, he has been described by RLT to further have an aversion of intimacy due to his abuse/bullying && there is absolutely OVERWHELMING evidence to prove that Oswald is gay, exclusively.
This is where this controversy about my interpretation of Oswaldās sexuality && āsex aversionā being āwrongā && whatever else should have ended but it hasnāt. I am still finding myself accused of things I know nothing about, always relating back to these instances. Its insanely unfair. Regardless to whether I am right or wrong about Oswaldās sexuality the above in brackets still applies. If you donāt like it you donāt have to interact with me. You donāt have to follow me. You donāt have to have anything to do with me. You donāt even have to LIKE ME, but the one thing that is beyond wrong and that you SHOULD NOT DO is continually spreading lies AND hate about me and accusing me of doing things Iāve never done && otherwise have no knowledge of.
Treating me as a SUSPECT of everything āābadāā that happens in this fandom is ridiculous. Believing hearsay about me that is generated by people who have had a disturbing issue with my headcanon of Oswaldās sexuality, or whatever other personal vendetta they have forged with me is insane. The only one other issue I ever heard about someone having with me was because they believed my Oswald && blog was ātoo popularā && were upset because I unfollowed them. This was petty &&Ā thus I never confronted them about it personally but I am aware they have ragged on me to other bloggers over the incident. (( I have proof of this, including of more than one person telling me about this rpers griping toward me. I avoid them and all their blogs as a result. ))
Regardless to what issue this is about exactly, none of you have BOTHERED to get my side of the story. None of you have asked yourselves what is going on or why I am being targeted. None of you have bothered to ask for proof or to ask anyone else of āproofā of me being hateful and nasty to people for āno reasonā.
I have had my issues with other blogs as detailed, every side has another story. I have never attacked or spoke ill of ANYONE for no reason && without justified provocation. I, in fact, especially now as I am acutely aware of the drama, hate && damage it can do to others avoid doing so. The only people I ever talk with about āissuesā are my close friends who I trust but our chats do not get spread to public // or are not used to make anyone hate or avoid anyone else.
For everyone who believes that I send hate, attack other people or do anything like that please, as friends, as people who follow my blog && interact with me, please think twice. As people who follow me && talk to me yall KNOW that I am not nasty. I am not unfair. I try my best to be nice && upbeat with everyone I talk to && I always try my best to help other people in anyway I can. To believe cruel rumours about me, without even so much as contacting me about this is hurtful && unfair and not a reflection of MY poor character in any way.
For those of you who DO NOT follow me && who do not know me ask yourself the same question. Why do you believe what someone says about someone else with no proof to back it up? Why arenāt you giving that person any benefit of the doubt and if youāre one of the people who feels like I ātargetedā you or whatever somehow then why have you not tried to speak with me?
I cannot confront you about anything when I do not know you, when I have never followed you, when I have never Ā crossed paths with you at all and as this is the case, again, why do you believe someone you have never had contact with has targeted you for abuse && hate? What reason could I possibly have??
Furthermore, if you have āPROOFā of this then where is it? Iāve heard something about doxxing me and honestly? Do it. If you have my IP // information then you know I am not and could not be the person harassing anyone. It is IMPOSSIBLE that my ip//information can match up with ANY hate or anything sent to anyone because I didnt send it and producing this information will only PROVE that I didnāt. I have only ever given ONE person my address && other personal details, someone who I was very close to and I believed to be a dear friend. If any of you guys have my ACCURATE address then I will know exactly where it came from && I will be able to further expand on whatever issue is taking place.
But I also ask you to think about ādoxxingā someone for no reason. You could very easily talk to me about this && clear it up with me. I am more than happy to share my personal info with you so you can compare it to whatever you guys have on this āhate//harassmentā because I would also like to clear this up.
LASTLY I left my old blog because of harassment and bullying. I deleted//deactivated due to to hate and drama directed toward ME by several people who publicly outed themselves MORE THAN ONCE. I donāt talk about this because I know they are all still active in the rp community for the sake of keeping drama to a minim && that some of them are even mutual rp partners with my own rp partnersĀ && people I love writing with && hold dear. I however have PROOF of all this && this is actually how I know that a lot of this hate on me is directly related to my HC of Oswaldās sexuality. It was again an explicit, public affair which also included these ppl sending hate && anonymous messages && rumours about me to other blogs to force them to āāpick sidesāā during the attack that was started on me. They publicly announced that their intention was to make me delete && one of them even attempted to trigger // suicide bait me using my dysphoria && again as this mostly unfolded in public I have evidence of ALMOST all of this. These people did not even FOLLOW ME && two of them had already been blocked by me for unrelated reasons. (( one for aggressively attacking ppl about āspoilersā && another for making me uncomfortable by apparently referencing my page // rps more than once ))
I switched from waddliing to this account because I found out about new accounts I didnāt know of that I hadnāt blocked and I found out that I had indeed once again been the subject of conversation // mockery for these people && that they had been looking through BOTH my blogs. It also felt like the same perpetrator was referencing my blog AGAIN hence why I changed my entire look && aesthetics to keep us completely distinct.
If you would like to contact me about this && we are mutual you can do so here on Fowllplay or if we are not mutual && you want to talk about this like an adult please contact me on @featheredfelonā. I am so tired of this hate && this drama. I want it to stop. I want to be left alone. I am a person. I have thoughts && feelings no matter how āāpopularāā my blog is or whatever else. You are still hurting a person. None of you have ever confronted me. None of you who openly bullied me ever even apologised, even when I proved X and their friends were lying about me. Hate && rumours && proofless accusations are is still being spread about me. It needs to stop. I am not to blame for someone elseās freaky obsession // vendetta against me. Iāve done everything I can to prevent this including avoiding && blocking them && their friends. There is nothing else I can do and this isnāt ON ME anyway. Stop being such petty, HATEFUL, nasty people.Ā
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