Childhood bestfriend Izuku who wants to be your boyfriend ૮₍˶>⤙<˶ ₎ა ☘︎
synopsis:You were drunk, the room you had run away to while looking for some kind of escape from the blaring music and lights and that annoying constant murmur of the party was quiet, cold, boring yet mind clearing and you all know is that you want to see your best friend who has had a very loud and abundant crush on you since elementary school, Izuku Midoriya. Whether you wanted him to watch a movie with you or fuck your brains out however, you didn’t know.
You've always refused to date izuku, it's not that you didn't like him back (though you would never admit) its just you just didn’t think you two would work out because you were bad with absolutely anything romance related that it felt like a curse and, don't want to risk your friendship of however many years because you made a mistake so, everytime he asks you out or dramatically declares his love to you again you always just play it off and try to move on without hurting his feelings and keeping yours under wraps
Here's the thing, Izuku and your friendship has gotten complicated recently. This change can be attributed to the fact that about three months ago, your small crush on Izuku started to get bigger and harder not to act on. You had spent the night in his dorm because you didn't want to be alone and you were feeling sad and stressed. When you got there he was so sweet and gentle and had all your favorite things, it was nothing new, he was always like this but for some reason this time it made you feel different and you haven't been able to shake the feeling off since then.
Tonight when he found you alone in a corner after a party, he offered you come over to his and hang out…when you got there he let you in first and you went to sit in his bed while we went to the bathroom and changed into some more comfortable clothes, brushed his teeth and rinsed his face off, wetting his hair with his hands after rinsing, leaving it messy. When he came out he got an old sleep shirt and some pajama pants from his drawers and handed them to you
“Here, go get ready for bed, all your stuff is under the sink” he said with a small smile as he dropped down onto his bed that was undoubtedly too small for two people to sleep in.
“Thanks Izu, your the best” you smile while standing up and stumble into the bathroom to clean up messily, you change, wash your face, do your skincare, brush your teeth then put on some lotion using things from a small basket that izuku keeps at his house with all your favorite toiletries then walk out with a yawn and stretch to see Izuku has sat up and is looking at you from his bed with a faint smile
“Find everything fine, Pretty?” he says with a small laugh as his smirk stays and you can't help but notice the way his eyes wander over your body
You walk over and sit by him and put your head on his shoulder and lean into him a bit and put your hands in your lap then look up and him
“Mhm, I also think im finally sobering up, haha” you say while playing with your hands awkwardly “i drank more than i meant tonight” you admit while moving your gaze down
“Yeah, i noticed” he says, then gets an idea and continues talking “you think that means you're drunk enough to give me a kiss? ” he says with a lighter tone as he gets more playful and wraps an arm around you
You laugh and shove him gently “shut up, im not that easy” you say but feel uncomfortably flustered by his comment, face heating up slightly
“Worth a shot” he says with a smug smile as he nudges you with his shoulder a bit
A comfortable silence falls between you two for a bit as he grabs the remote to his TV and starts scrolling for something to watch and you take the opportunity to grab one of his blankets and make yourself comfortable
You think for a bit about him, how you feel, and maybe it's the alcohol, or the sleepiness or just a complete lack of logical thinking but you decide it's the best time to start this conversation “Hey izu?” you say, a few minutes now having passed since the kissing comment, and he has put some random action movie on.
“Yes, Beautiful?” he turns to look at you and sees your expression, taking note of how you look like you've got something on your mind
“Your hair looks…nice like that..” you say softly, unsure if your making the right choice on what your about to do
His eyes light up a bit and he hums before speaking “Are you flirting with me?” he says bluntly while smiling a bit and putting his hand lower on your back, rubbing small circles
“no...” you hum, moving a hand up to play with his hair, looking at the tuft of curls you have in between your fingers and spend a second thinking before whispering quietly “or-” you cut yourself off and look him in the eyes for a second “maybe..? I-i dont know..” you mumble, embarrassment and some shame in your voice
He thinks for a second then leans in, his nose almost touching yours then he whispers “so will you be my girlfriend then if you're willing to flit?” he says smiling a bit and humming while waiting for an answer
You pull back slightly and giggle a bit then think for a bit t“n-no!” you say quickly then pause, taking a second to compose yourself, not knowing how to tell your best friend that you would not be opposed to a hook up right about now “I’ve already told you we can't be together..”
He looks at you, a bit of resentment in his tone when he speaks “You also still haven't told me why..”
“That doesn't matter, I can't lose you because of a mistake, izuku.” you look at him, feeling almost, sad but trying to get your point cross to him for what feels like the millionth time
“So, if us being together didn't risk our friendship, would you go out with me..?” he says it slowly, as if he was stalling so if the answer were no, it would take longer before he heard it
“That doesn't matter, it would” you say almost cutting him off and singing a bit
“But what if, y/n?” he doesn't sound mad or annoyed but you can tell that he doesn't like your logic or if you guys went out, it would go wrong.
You look at him for a bit, mind swirling over itself before starting out the point you were trying to get out earlier. “You have to promise what I am going to propose won't change our friendship, Izuku.” say in a serious tone then back away and furrow your eyebrows
His face changes, he lifts his head a bit and his demeanor shifts from the heavy one seconds ago to something almost eager “Well you have to tell me first” he says, his tone very matter a fact
“What- no you have to promise first or i wont tell.” you say defensively as you grow more nervous
“No, you have to tell me first” he argues and leans towards you
“Why can't you just promise first!?” you say, more flustered than annoyed
“I dunno, what if you tell me you killed someone or something?” he says jokingly
“Izuku! It's nothing like that obviously”
“Well how is it obvious if you wont tell me anything?” he says, doing finger quotes when he says obvious and leaning in closer "do you like me?”
Your eyes widen as blush spreads over your face and you look away and look at the floor for a bit then speak “Izuku, so… i-if we… hookup-”
He cuts you off as his face lights up “tonight??? Now??? Hold on let me grab a condo-”
“Izuku! Let me speak!” you cut him off with a huff and cross your arms “if we hookup, this can't change our friendship.”
“Yes, alright, I promise, can we have sex now?” he says with a very serious look in his eyes alongside a big smile
“You promise?” you say furrowing your eyebrows and biting your lip, scared that this will change things too much
He notices the look you're giving him and he admittedly melts a bit, he then leans towards you more and hugs you tight, putting his face in your neck while grabbing your pinky in his and putting your hands to his chest “i promise.” he says then after a second he kisses your neck “now can we?”
“O-okay..” you say and hug him back, moving your shaky hands under his shirt over his back “i-ive never done this before..” you say, a little embarrassed while he guides you to sit in his lap
He chuckles and leans his chin to you “trust me i know, you can barely hold a conversation with someone your into.” he chuckles as his eyelids drop a bit to something more gentle, his hands move over your shoulders, to your sides then under your shirt, lifting it up so he can see your tummy “i love you..” he murmurs as he gently pulls your shirt over your torso, lifting your arms up to tug it off then slowly leaning down to kiss all over your neck
You scoff at his comment, face flushing a bit “s-shut up..” then, you gasp again and hold onto his shoulders and hold onto then when he starts to kiss your neck “w-what do you want me to do..?” you say, wanting to help him feel good too
“Here” he says, adjusting your hips so you're sitting right in the middle of his lap and you gasp and whine a bit when you feel his hard cock against your pussy. He groans and pushes his head farther into your shoulder and grinds his hips into your soaked heat “there you go, feels so good, yeah?”
Your whine louder as his shaft rubs against your clit so perfectly, a completely new feeling from anything you've ever been able to do to yourself as your drift and you melt into him, hugging him from his neck and scrunching your eyebrows together hard. He keeps mumbling soft praise to you before bringing a hand up and cupping you through your bra and squeezing
You look at him with wet eyes and chew at your lip then speak “c-can you take yours off..?” you say, looking over his chest in his sleep shirt
“Mhm, yeah..” he says and looks down then pulls his shirt off, revealing his chest with scattered scars all over, making you feel drunk all over again from just looking at him, after a few seconds of looking, you move your hands up and let them brush over his chest then down to his abs, rubbing softly while putting your head under his chin so all you can see is his chest
He stays looking down at you at you as your hands explore him then, he picks you up and lays you down on the bed, hovering over you, eyes half lidded and he moves down your body kissing and sucking at your chest and moving a hand behind you and unclipping your bra then pulling it off and moaning at the sight then throwing his head down and latching onto a nipple and sucking on it while running his tongue over it and kneading the other with his hand
“M-mm, Izu!” you gasp while repeating his name and holding onto his hair, the sudden contact making you go dumb
He hums and brings a hand down and rubs circles on you over your pants, firm but not so much that it's distracting you from everything else he's doing
He started to press harder, fingers digging against the fabric before he moves his hand up and shoves it under your pants, a new strong sensation when his fingers rub fast and hard circles quickly over your clit “m-MM..” you moan, voice a bit uneven and cracking as your back arches off the bed into him
“Mm thats it..” he murmurs while moving his kisses down to your stomach and hooking his fingers under the waistline of your pants and slowly pulling them down, pushing your thighs apart revealing your soaked through panties “fuuuuck, y/n… you're so wet..”
You scoff in embarrassment as he comments on how wet you are, trying to close your legs while moving a hand to his forehead and trying to push him away before he speaks “hey hey no, its okay” he kisses over your wet spot on your panties then grabs the strap and pulls them down, some slick sticking to them as he pulls them down and his breath hitches seeing your pussy, twitching and already swollen
He doesn't waste any time, ducking his head down and bringing a hand up to spread your folds while licking over your clit and groaning at your taste while slipping a finger in your soaking cunt, pumping it in and out at a steady pace while curling it up
You immediately see stars and arch your back hard while moaning loud and gently tugging on his hair looking for some way to ground yourself
“Mm izuizuizu thats so good” you half yell half whisper while putting your face into the pillows by your head
"yeah?" he says with a small chuckle
"mhm mhm" you moan back quickly as your thighs squeeze around his head lightly
"good, ive waited way to long to do this.." he hums and looks at you and you realize this is gonna be a long night..
a/n:sorry i kinda hate this and it feels like the character writing is really inconsistent and it feels ooc and i dont like the ending cuz its rushed but i just needed it done idk i hope it was readable, i am very sleepy and i wanna get this out so a can work on a req :PPPP
